Ndine mnyamata wazaka 26 yemwe adayamba zolaula pambuyo pake. Anayamba kuwonera zithunzi zolaula ali ndi zaka 16, zomwe zinali zowonjezereka hentai panthawiyo. Yayamba kutsitsa makanema a kugonana kwenikweni ali ndi zaka 18. Mukutsimikiza kuti ndili ndi PIED?
Mpaka zaka 18 ndikumaliza sukulu yasekondale, ndimachita bwino kusukulu, magiredi apamwamba, abwenzi ambiri komanso bwenzi. Ndinasiyana ndi chibwenzi changa chifukwa ndimafuna kufufuza ndipo sitinali ovuta. Ndinayang'ana paukonde ndikulimbikitsidwa komanso zozizwitsa. Ndapeza zolaula (cholakwika chachikulu kwambiri m'moyo wanga) Nditayamba zolaula, zinthu izi zidachitika pang'onopang'ono:
-Kukhala ndi zochepa komanso mphamvu zochepa kuchita chilichonse. Ntchito zophweka zimakhala zovuta
-Chilimbikitso kusukulu chidamwalira. Mayeso adatsika, masiku ena sindinadandaule kuti ndikafike, ngakhale kulephera maphunziro anga ena aku yunivesite
-Palibe chilimbikitso choti ndizilumikizana ndi abwenzi komanso popanda mphamvu yotuluka mukandifunsa. Zinali zosangalatsa kwambiri kukhala kunyumba kutsogolo kwa kompyuta.
-Kukhala ndi nkhawa zambiri, nkhawa, kupsinjika ndi kusowa tulo kuchokera pamwambapa
-Ndimakhala ndi nkhawa mpaka pomwe sindimatha kucheza ndi munthu wina. Poyamba ndinkakhala wokondwa komanso wopupuluma, tsopano ndimatha kutchula dzina langa osapunthwa m'mawu
Mtundu wa zolaula udakulirakulira m'njira zowopsa kwambiri. Zithunzi zachiwerewere zodziwika bwino sizimandidulira ine kumapeto.
-Sidakumane ndi anthu opitilira m'modzi patsambali pamapeto pake. Mbiri zambiri, ngati sizochuluka kwambiri, ndimabodza omwe amakupangitsani kuti mulipire, zomwe sindinachite nazo mwamwayi.
-Chinthu chilichonse chomwe chimasokonekera chimandipangitsa kukhala wokhumudwa komanso kuwopa zamtsogolo zomwe zikubwera. Sindinadziwe choti ndichite ndikumva kuti ndikutha nthawi. Kugonana ndi maliseche chinali chokhacho chotsimikizira chisangalalo ndikumverera bwino komwe nditha kudalira. Pamapeto pake ndimazigwiritsa ntchito ngakhale ndimangotopa (nthawi yomwe ndikadakhala ndikukonzekera zinthu zonsezi).
Nditha kulemba zinthu zingapo, koma pakadali pano ndikulemba chizindikiro chomaliza ndi chofunikira kwambiri;
-Pamene ndidapita ndikukacheza ndi anthu, atsikana, makamaka chidwi chofuna kucheza ndikuyamba kupita kwinakwakeko NDINAKHALA.
- Maubwenzi ochepa omwe ndimayesetsa adatha asanayambe. Ndinalibe chidwi ndi msungwanayo (ngakhale anali wokongola kwambiri), ndinali wopanda nkhawa ndipo ndinalibe chidaliro chilichonse. Maulendo angapo omwe ndimagonana panalibe chilichonse chapansi. AKUFA.
Ndinakumana ndi msungwana watsopano mu February (uyu ndi latina ndipo NDINASINTHA KWAMBIRI, sindimakudziwani!). Kudzipereka kwake ndi kuleza mtima kwake zidapangitsa kuti zogonana zizigwira ntchito nthawi zambiri, kuphatikiza apo amamvetsetsa kwambiri ndipo samandigwiritsa ntchito pakamwa kuti ndimveke bwino.
Kufufuza njira yoti zithandizire tonse awiri ndinapeza tsamba ili ndipo ndinapeza chiyembekezo chachikulu. Ndidayambiranso nthawi yanga yoyambilira kumayambiriro kwa Julayi (gf wanga wapita kutchuthi kupita ku banja lake).
LINK - Palibe PMO kwa masiku osachepera a 90! Masiku XXUMX pakadali pano ndikuwerengera
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NKHANI YAKE YOLENGA
Munthu watsopano pa cholinga chatsopano
Eya mabwenzi!
Kotero ine ndakhala ndiri kunja kwa tsamba lino kwa nthawi ndithu tsopano. Ndati ndikupanga cholinga chondilamulira moyo wanga ndikukonzekera zonse zomwe ndawononga chifukwa chogwiritsa ntchito zolaula. Zotsatira zikutsatira:
-Kupeza masukulu abwino kusukulu, kumadalirana ndi kupita kwanga patsogolo ndikuyenera kumaliza malingaliro anga chaka chino.
-Ukalowa ntchito yatsopano yokhudzana ndi maphunziro ndi malipiro abwino.
-Kupangidwanso chilakolako chopita kudziko lina
-Kulimbitsa thupi kwambiri, kupita ku masewera olimbitsa thupi pafupipafupi ndi kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi kawirikawiri.
Ndipo zomaliza koma zosachepera ziwiri zofunika kwambiri zomwe zasinthidwa kuchokera kutha kwa kukhazikitsanso kwanga komaliza:
-Kusilira zolaula kwatha
-Kupanga kwanga kuli kolimba ngati chitsulo ndipo libido yanga ndi kumwambahigh
Ndinayamba kuyambiranso masiku anga a 90 mu Julayi 2013. Sindinachite maliseche kapena kuchita zolaula kuyambira pamenepo. M'malo mwake ndimasiyiratu maliseche, chifukwa nthawi zonse zimabweretsa mayesero okonzekera (ndikukonzekera kunja kwa kugonana popanda mkazi kuti akondwere ndi VERY BAD IDEA).
Ndili masiku 225 tsopano, ndili ndi cholinga chofika chaka chathunthu popanda PMO.
Kupambana kwanga kwachitika chifukwa chowerenga nkhani zina zotsogola ndi mtundu woyenera wa zolemba zanu, ndi kuyesetsa kwanga.
Yemwe ndikufuna kugawana lero zomwe zidandipangitsa kuganiza kuti ndi iyi. Ndikayang'ana m'mbuyo tsopano sindingagwirizane nazo:
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Mabwalo aubongo amasintha, ndipo ubongo umaphunzira kuyanjana ndikuwonera anthu ena akugonana pakompyuta ndikukwaniritsidwa ndi kugonana, ndikusiya kuyang'ana kwa akazi enieni okhala mdziko lenileni chifukwa cha izi
Izi ndi zoona KWAMBIRI! Ndipo nditawerenga izi ndikubwezeretsanso, sindinangokhala ndi mphindi ya "Aha", koma ndicholinga chotsimikizira kuti ndidayang'ananso zitseko zakale zolaula kuti ndiwone momwe izi zidakhalira. Ndipo njira yabwino yoyesera izi inali kuchoka pa "voyeur" kupita ku "ochita".
Chifukwa chake ndidayang'ana zolaula za POV (point-view), okonda masewera ambiri komanso "osachita" zambiri, ndikuganiza chiyani? PALIBE CHISANGALALO CHOMWE!
Ndi zophweka; Ubongo wazolowera kuwonera anthu ena akugonana kuchokera kumbali yachilendo (mbali ya voyeur) kotero kuti mukayamba kuchita zomwezo mukuyang'ana mkazi wanu, simukwaniritsidwa. Izi sizomwe ubongo umafuna ndipo umazolowera.
Kodi izi zikutanthauza kuti osowa chiyembekezo ayenera tsopano kusinthana ndi zolaula za POV ngati chisangalalo pang'ono? Ayi! Zolaula ndiwonetseratu zakugonana mosasamala kanthu momwe mumaziwonera! Monga momwe nkhaniyi ikunenera, pali mwayi waukulu kwambiri kuti mudzawona atsikana okuzungulirani omwe ali okongola kwambiri, pamaso komanso mthupi, kuposa momwe atsikana otchedwa porngirls alili.
Zomwe muyenera kuchita ndikujambulira zolaula m'mutu mwanu monga nkhaniyi ikunenera, koma ndi azimayi omwe akuzungulirani. Phunzirani kuwaona ngati azimayi omwe akufuna kugonana ndi inu kenako dziwone nokha kuti ndiotani zomwe zingawakhutiritse.
Nditengereni kwa ine, ndinali ndi zaka zambiri zolaula-palibe atsikana enieni, ndipo nditangoyamba kuwona atsikana enieni ndikupeza ED yanga sindinaganize kuti ndingathe kuyibwezera. Tsopano ndikhoza kuyang'anitsitsa dick wanga, ndikuganiza moganiza "ndikukhulupirira kuti ikhala yolimba" ndipo palibe chomwe chidzachitike pakukonzekera kwanga. Chifukwa chiyani? Chifukwa kuyang'ana mwana wanga wamkazi, kumverera khungu lake ndikulowetsa kutengeka kwa thupi kumandipangitsa kuti ndikhale wotere tsopano, kuti kuli pafupi KUTI ndikhale wotayika mosavuta.
Njirayo yagawidwa ndipo monga nkhaniyi yanenera mwankhanza, inunso muli
1) Kuwonerera ena akuchita zogonana
or
2) Kugonana nokha
Tonsefe titha kusankha, koma kwa inu omwe mwasankha omaliza ndipo mukuvutika kuti mukafike pano; Osataya chiyembekezo. Zidzachitika, ndipo zidzakumenyani modabwitsa.
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