Zaka 26 - ED: Kupambana! Ndikusokonezeka pang'ono

Chifukwa chake ndisananene china chilichonse - ndiloleni ndinene kuti pulogalamuyi imagwira ntchito. Zimaterodi. Ndinali woopsa, ndipo zidandigwirira ntchito, monga ndikufotokozera posachedwa.

Pali zinthu zina zofunika kuzigwira zomwe ndikuganiza, koma zimagwira ntchito. Ndiroleni ndikupatseni maziko achidule.

1. Mwinamwake ndinali mmodzi mwa milandu yoipitsitsa ya P yomwe inachititsa ED yomwe mukanakumana nayo. Ndinayamba kuonera zolaula pa 11, ndinayamba zolaula kwambiri kusukulu yasekondale, ndipo ndinkakhala mpaka zaka pafupifupi 23 osadziwa kwenikweni zomwe zimayambitsa mavuto anga. Ndinagona ndi atsikana khumi ndi awiri nthawi imeneyo, ndili ndi ED yoopsa ndipo sindinakhalepo ndi O.

2. Patapita kanthawi, pamapeto pake ndinakwanitsa kukwaniritsa O, koma nditangogonana kokwanira, mwina pafupi mphindi 40, komanso pagulu la atsikana okhaokha. Sizinali zogwirizana ngakhale. Mausiku ena zimachitika, nthawi zambiri sizimatero, kusiya tonsefe ndikudzimva kuti ndife osakwanira, opanda mphamvu, kuda nkhawa, ndi zina zambiri.

3. Nditazindikira kuti YourBrainOnPorn.com ndi zinthu zina zochepa, ndidatenga miyezi 4 kuchokera kwa PMO, ndikubwereranso pafupifupi nthawi 4, ngakhale ndi MO, ndipo kamodzi kokha ndi P okhudzidwa. Ndizowona zomwe akunena zakukhala ngati kubera zakudya m'malo mongobwezeretsanso nthawi. Ndikuganiza pafupipafupi, zimanditengera masabata a 2-3 kuti ndithandizenso libido yayikulu kuchokera kubwereranso kulikonse.

4. Pambuyo pa miyezi 4 ya PMO yochepa kwambiri, ndidachita bwino kwambiri! Ndapeza msungwana yemwe ndidagonana naye kale, ndipo kwa nthawi yoyamba, ndidamva ngati ndikudzidzimuka atangokwera pamwamba panga. Kuti nditsimikizire kuti sanali mtsikana wang'ombe basi, ndinamuyang'ana ndikumuika ngati mmishonale, zomwezo, zomwe zimandisangalatsa. Zomwezo mu doggie! Zonsezi mwina zidatenga mphindi 3 ndipo sindikuganiza kuti aliyense padziko lapansi wakhala wosangalala kukhala wokonzekera msanga msanga.

5. Chifukwa chake ndidaganiza kuti kumeneku kukadakhala kutha kwa mavuto azaka zambiri omwe ndinali nawo. Pambuyo pake, kumva kumabweranso, monga kale. Pang'ono ED, mavuto ndi O. Ndikofunika kuzindikira kuti pakati pa maulendo awiriwa, ndidachita PMO ngati 'mphotho' Ha! Lolani kuti likhale phunziro kwa inu. Palibe kubwerera!

Ndikuganiza kuti ndasokonezeka pang'ono kuti ndidabweranso mwachangu. Ndikudabwa ngati zinali zonse libido zomwe ndidasunga. Munthawi yomwe ndimakhala nditapuma miyezi inayi, ndimapezekanso pa intaneti. Ndayamba kumva kuti zolaula pa intaneti ndizochepa chabe, komanso nthawi yomwe ndimagwiritsa ntchito malo ochezera a pa Intaneti / youtube / kusakatula / masewera a kanema / makanema - zonsezi zimabweretsa kusefukira kofananira kwa zolaula, zomwe atha kukhala ndi chochita ndikuchedwa kuchepa mpaka kuvuta ndikuchedwa kutaya / mavuto a ED panthawi yogonana. Sindikudziwa momwe ndingachotsere izi m'moyo wanga, chifukwa ndimawona kuti ndizofunikira kwambiri, koma ndikuganiza ndiyamba kuyang'anamo. Wina aliyense ali ndi chidziwitso pakukonda kugwiritsa ntchito intaneti makamaka zomwe zimapangitsa kusakhutira komanso kusakhudzidwa ndi kulumikizana pakati pa anthu?

“Ngati mumayika malire pazomwe mumachita, zakuthupi kapena china chilichonse. Idzafalikira pantchito yanu komanso m'moyo wanu. Palibe malire. Pali mapiri okhaokha, ndipo simuyenera kukhala pamenepo, muyenera kupitirira pamenepo. ”

- Bruce Lee

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