Background: 26, Mwamuna, Gay.
Ndakhala ndikukula nthawi zonse kuyambira ndili 16 kapena 17 ndipo nthawi zonse ndimakonda zolaula. Sindinakhulupirire kuti zolaula zitha kuwononga thanzi langa chifukwa aliyense adazichita, koma momwe ndimazigwiritsira ntchito zimandipweteka. Chithunzicho ndimachisungunula pansi ndikukhala ndi otsitsa zithunzi zambiri komanso olanda masamba mosavuta ndikamafunika kupeza zatsopano, zomwe zimapezeka kamodzi sabata iliyonse. Masiku amenewo, ndimangodzitsekera m'chipinda changa ndikutsitsa zolaula kwa maola ambiri mpaka ndikadziseweretsa maliseche, kenako ndimapita kukagona ndikunyansidwa.
Pamene (hetero) kugonana kunali chinthu chatsopano kwa ine m'masiku anga achichepere, ndinalibe magwiridwe antchito konse. Izi zidasangalatsa mwachangu. Kuphatikiza pa zovuta zambiri zokhudzana ndi kutsekedwa, PMO idandilola kuti ndigulitse zomwezo kotero sindinayeneranso kubwera poyera ndi momwe ndinali, momwe zinalili. Mwamwayi, ndinakwanitsa kutuluka mu chipinda ndipo kugonana kunali kwatsopano komanso kosangalatsa. Izi zidatenga zaka zingapo ndikugonana mwachisawawa mpaka nditakhuta, ndikuyamba kuyambiranso zolaula nditakhala pachibwenzi ndi chibwenzi changa miyezi ingapo.
Chovuta: Mnzanga wina adandiwonetsa za subreddit miyezi 3 yapitayo ndipo adandiuza kuti apanga zovuta zamasiku 90. Ndinaganiza kuti atopa nazo ndipo nditha kubwerera kwa PMO posachedwa. Izi sizinachitike. Pambuyo pa sabata yoyamba, tidazindikira kuti tili ndi zomwe zisintha pamoyo wathu.
Cholinga changa chinali choti ndisamachite maliseche kwa masiku 90, koma ndimangoyang'ana zolaula ndikamalemba. Ndikuzindikira kuti si onse omwe ali ndi miyezo yofanana, koma sindinapeze chisangalalo kuchokera munthawi zino - zidapangitsa kuti ndikhale wolimba mtima ndikamamaliza gawoli osamaliza. Ndasiya kukonza pakati ndipo sindiphonya.
Tiyeni tifike pazomwe zasintha, sichoncho?
Kugonana: Zoyera. Mwala wolimba mwadzidzidzi kwakanthawi, nthawi iliyonse, kulikonse. Kodi ndingayankhe kuti Dick wanga ndi wamkulu kuposa kale? Ndi momwe zimawonekera, osachepera. Ndikumverera mwachangu ndikulakalaka komwe sindinayambe ndakhalapo ndi kugonana pokhapokha ndikamwa mowa ndikunyamula. Kukhazikika panthawi yogonana ndikotsimikizika ndipo sindiyenera kudzichotsa ndekha kwa mphindi 5 kuti mwina ndibwere kapena mwina ndikudzinenera kuti ndatopa.
Chilimbikitso: Kodi tingalankhule za zomwe zidakusangalatsani kwa Mulungu m'modzi? Pomwe ndidayamba ulendowu, ndidayamba kusuta udzu tsiku lililonse ndipo ndidakhala zaka 4. Ndinkaseweranso masewera olimbitsa thupi a MMO. Nditakwanitsa masabata angapo oyamba okhumudwa kwambiri chifukwa chakufa, malingaliro anga anayamba kusintha. Ndinazindikira kuti zinthu ziyenera kusintha kwa ine. Ndidazindikira kuti ngati ndingathe kudziletsa kusiya kuchita maliseche (ndikupeza zotsatira zabwino), ndinali ndi mphamvu zosiya kusuta ndikusekerera ma MMO komanso.
Kusiya udzu kunali kovuta kwa ine kuposa kusiya kusefera, koma ndimadziwa kuti ndili ndi mphamvu zochitira izi ndipo tsopano ndili mwezi wa 1 ndatsukidwa ndikubwerera komaliza ndidasuta komaliza ndikuluma komaliza pa Chikumbutso cha sabata yayitali. Kusiye MMO kunali kosavuta ngati gehena poyerekeza ndi kusefa kapena udzu.
Pakati pa masiku 90 awa, ndakhala ndikuchita zosangalatsa zingapo zatsopano ndipo ndidatenga zakale zomwe ndidasiya zaka zambiri. Ndabwereranso ku malo ochitira masewera olimbitsa thupi, ndikuwerenganso zambiri, ndikukangalika pakukongoletsa bwalo langa ndipo tsopano ndikugwira ntchito yodzipatsa mwayi wopeza ntchito yayikulu. Zonsezi chifukwa ndinasiya kuchita zolaula. Wopenga.
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Tsogolo: Sindikukonzekera kuonera zolaula kachiwiri. Momwe ndimalemba mzerewu, ndidachotsa ma gigs a 25 azithunzi zabwino zomwe ndakhala ndikutolera zaka. Mwinamwake ndidzachita maliseche popanda zolaula, koma sindikuwona kuti pamene kugonana kuli 100x bwino. Komabe, tsiku lina ndikachita maliseche, sindidzawona kuti ndikulephera pakufuna kwanga. Kulephera ndikungolephera ngati mungakuloleni kuti musakulamulireni ndipo simuphunzirapo kanthu.
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KULUMIKIZANA: Lipoti la Tsiku la 90 - zonse zasintha
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