Sindinafike masiku a 90 koma ndimamva kusintha kukudutsa mwa ine. Ndakhala munthu wosiyana ndi masiku omwe ndidakula.
Ndikuganiza ndisanayambe, ndimakhala moyo wokhala ndimdima. Ndinali osazindikira za malo omwe ndimakhala, osazindikira za mavuto anga, osadziwa zinthu zomwe zimandilepheretsa kuzindikira zomwe ndingathe kuchita.
Tsopano mdima wakwezedwa. Ndimawunika zomwe zandizungulira ndikupeza kuti ndili ndekha pansi pa chitsime chamdima. Maphwando akulu, moyo wachitukuko, kukumana ndi akazi abwino ndi ena onse ... Izi zonse zimapezeka paziwonekere pomwe ndimayang'ana pamwamba pachitsime.
Ndikuvutika tsopano kuti ndichoke. Ndazindikira kuti ndalowa m'malo ophunzirira mmoyo wanga. Sindikudziwa komwe ndikupita, zomwe ndikuchita.
Kuomba sikulinso vuto kwa ine, koma tsopano ndazindikira zovuta zina.
Ndinazindikira kuti ndimatsata akazi, komanso kugonana osati chifukwa chongokondana koma chifukwa ndikufuna kuvomerezedwa. Kwa ine zikuwoneka kuti mchitidwe wogonana ndiye chinthu chomaliza chovomerezedwa, kudzimva kuti ndife oyenera. Izi zikugwirizana mwachindunji ndi zipsinjo zanga zaubwana pomwe ndidazunzidwa ndipo sindinapeze abwenzi ambiri chonchi. Pamapeto pake ndinapeza anzanga mtsogolo, koma onse anali osagwirizana. Tsopano popeza ndidazindikira kuti ndikufuna kukhala ndi moyo wathanzi ali olemera chifukwa chakuchepa kwawo.
Ndiyenera kupeza wothandizana naye ndipo sindikuganiza kuti kugonana ndi yankho. Mwanjira inayake ndiyenera kupeza malingaliro anga okhalamo kudzera munjira zina. Sindikukwanira kulikonse, ndimayesetsa kuti ndidzisinthe ndekha kuti ndikhale munthu yemwe sangakhale wake ndipo sizinathandize. Ndikuganiza kuti zidasokoneza moyo wanga chifukwa sindimamvetsa zomwe anthu amafuna kwa ine.
Tsopano ndine tabula rasa. Ndiyenera kuzindikira kuti ndine ndani. Kukhala ndi ntchito, nyumba, galimoto yanga; izi ndi zinthu chabe. Samandifotokozera. Ndine wazaka 26 ndipo ndi nthawi yoti ndichite gawo langa. Yakwana nthawi yoti ine ndikhale ndikufotokozera zakomwe ndidakhalako kuti ndidziwe malingaliro anga okhala mwa ine ndekha. Sindikudziwa kuti ndichita bwanji koma ndiulendo wowawa kwambiri womwe ndayamba. Koma Zikhala zofunikira. Pamapeto pa njirayi pali mabwenzi atsopano, zokumana nazo zatsopano komanso maubwenzi abwino. Ndikungofunika kumvetsetsa momwe ndingachitire zinthu zotsatirazi. Ndiyenera kudziwa momwe ndingatulutsire pachitsimecho.
Ndizodabwitsa, zonsezi zidachitika chifukwa ndinali ndi ED ndi DE ndikuperekeza. Tsopano ndili paulendo wapauzimu ndi wamaganizidwe wopezeka ndipo zonsezi ndi chifukwa cha subreddit iyi.
LINK - Pafupifupi masiku 90. Ndasintha. Ulendo wanga wangoyamba kumene.
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