Zaka 26 - Tsopano khalani otsimikiza & kudzidalira, kulingalira mozama, mutha kuyankhulanso ndi akazi

Zomverera zanga miyezi iwiri ..

Kuyimitsa izi kunali chiyambi chabe. Chophimba chachotsedwa m'maso mwanga. Ndikuwona zomwe ndidapanga m'moyo wanga. Zaka za 26 m'moyo. Ndimagwirabe ntchito yomwe ndimadana nayo. Ndilibe ndalama zogulira zinthu zofunika. Ndilibe azimayi m'moyo wanga.

Chiyambireni kusiya izi, ndakhala ndikuthandizira kusintha. Ndimatha kugwira ntchito kuti ndikhale ndi moyo wabwino. Ndili wofunitsitsa kugwira ntchito yanga. Ndili ndi chidaliro mwa ine ndekha ndikudzilemekeza poyesa kupeza ntchito yabwinoko. Ndakwanitsa kuyankhulanso ndi azimayi. Ndayambiranso ulemu wanga. Ndikhoza kuyang'ana ena m'maso. Sindidzazengereza kusunthira ku maloto anga.

Ngati ndingadzakhalepo, ndidzabwereranso ku umunthu wanga wakale ndikhoza kudzipha ndekha. Ndi chinthu chomwecho. Ikani izo. Ikani izo. Sindine munthu amene wadzipha. Ndidalimbana nayo kale nthawi yomwe ndimaphunzira kusukulu. Koma ndikabwerera mmbuyo ndikufuna wina andimenye kwambiri. Ndikufuna winawake andichotsere ndalama. Ndiroleni ndikhale womveka bwino. Palibe njira yoti 'ndingabwerere' ndikubwerera kumoyo wanga wakale. Munthu wakale ndinali zombie. Panopa ndine munthu. Kuyimitsa PMO kwandipatsa moyo. Kwenikweni. Kubwerera kungatanthauze kuti ndilibenso phindu pachabe. Kukhala moyo wanga pang'onopang'ono kufa. Si moyo.

Koma tsopano akuyamba nkhondo yeniyeni. PMO ine ndinali mlingo 0. Tsopano ndili pa mulingo 1. Kusunthira maloto anga sikungakhale kophweka. Palibe mapiritsi amatsenga. Kugwira ntchito molimbika kokha kumatha kupeza zotsatira. Tsiku lina, ndidzatha kusuntha mapiri. Tsiku lina, ndidzakhala woyenera ine. Chifukwa chake mukulowetseni PMO. Pano pali moyo.

LINK - Mutha kundipha ngati ndibwerera [masiku a 60]

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