Ndadutsa maulendo angapo panjira - koma amuna, zimangokhala bwino. Kwambiri amachita. Kudziletsa kwanga kwakhala bwino kwambiri.
Kwa iwo omwe angoyamba kumene, kapena pakupita kwa masiku 90- Osataya mtima. Panali nthawi zambiri zomwe ndimafuna kusiya- nthawi zambiri ndimalira ndikumva chisoni. Koma nthawi iliyonse ndikapukuta misozi yanga, ndidayimilira ndikuyamba kupita kudziko lapansi. Ndimamva zodabwitsa. Zinali zabwino kukhala ndi malingaliro kachiwiri.
Ndikuganiza kuti dziko lino lapansi lapangitsa kuti amuna azikhala ndi chidwi, mwina tingatchedwe kamtsikana - Koma kathanzi kake kothana ndi kutengeka kwanu, kaloleni kutuluke- ndikutuluka mwamphamvu.
Ubwino womwe ndikumva masiku ano ndi chisangalalo chokha komanso chisangalalo. Ndimakhala ndi chisangalalo mumtima mwanga ndikamamvera nyimbo, ndipo ndimakondwera kwambiri ndi moyo wanga wamba. Aliyense amene ndimakumana naye amandimasukira, ndipo amandiuza mbiri ya moyo wawo, pazifukwa zina amatha kuti ndikhale wodalirika. Atsikana amangokhala ngati amakonda kukhala nane, ndipo ndikuganiza kuti zikukhudzana ndi ine kuwachitira ngati m'modzi mwa anyamatawo. Sindiwawonanso ngati chinthu chogonana, koma anthu chabe, ndipo ulemuwo umapita kutali.
Mbiri ndiyovuta kupanga motsimikiza- koma panthawi yovutayi, ndidakwanitsa kukonza rep yanga, ndipo tsopano ndichodabwitsa - Ndimachita bwino kusukulu chifukwa ndili pamtendere ndi ine ndekha. Ndimakhalabe wodzichepetsa chifukwa sindimaiwala komwe ndidachokera ... ndidatuluka mdzenjemo, ndipo udali ulendo wovuta - sindine woposa wina aliyense, koma ndili ndi mwayi kuti ndatuluka mdzenje. Zodabwitsa zake pamwamba pa dzenje.
Pitilizani anyamata, musataye mtima - kumakhala kowala komanso kosangalatsa mutadutsa mapiri ena - kumakhala kosavuta kwambiri, ndikumapepukirako katundu. Khalani otsimikiza, limbikitsani, ndipo phunzirani kudzilemekeza nokha ndi ena. Koposa zonse Kondanani wina ndi mnzake, palibe china chilichonse chofunikira mdziko lino koposa kukondana. Khalani bwino!
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Ndakhala ndikukula kuyambira ndili 10-11 ndikuganiza. Monga anyamata ambiri ndinapeza zolaula za abambo anga, ndipo kuyambira pamenepo ndinali nditazolowera. Ndinagwiritsa ntchito ngati chida chothawira pamavuto anga, makamaka osakhoza kuyanjana ndi ana kusukulu ndipo ndimangomva kuti ndine wosiyana nthawi zonse.
Zinthu zambiri zidachitika m'moyo wanga zomwe zidandipangitsa kukhala wokhazikika, komanso zomwe zidandipangitsa kufuna kubisala padziko lapansi. Ndine wotsimikiza kuti ndinazunzidwa ndili mwana, ndipo ndinali ndi vuto lachiwerewere kuchokera kwa mwana wachikulire yemwe ndimamukhulupirira. Ndinali wamng'ono kwambiri kuti ndichite chilichonse pa izi - ndikutsimikiza kuti zidakhudza moyo wanga. Moyo wanga unali wosokonezeka, ndipo ndinkafuna kubisala mu Porn.
Kunena zowona, ndimakonda chisangalalo cha zonsezi. Ndinali wokondwa kuwona zomwe zikutsatira, kuti ndimve zomwe zikutsatira. Pambuyo pake - kukula nthawi zonse sikunali kosangalatsa - kotero ndinasamukira ku mankhwala osokoneza bongo. Udzu + umakula (malaya / chisangalalo). Kenako ndidagula zoseweretsa zachilendo kuti ndichoke. Nthawi yonseyi, ndinali ndi ma gf ambiri omwe ndimagonana nawo tsiku lililonse. Sindikudziwa ngakhale momwe ndimagwirira ntchito.
Ndikukula, ndidayamba chizolowezi… Sizinalinso kanthu. Pmo ndichinthu chomwe ndimayenera kuchita - chinali chabwinobwino, ndipo chimandipangitsa kumva kuti ndine wabwinobwino. Sindingagone popanda izo. Ngati ndikanakhala tsiku lopanda ilo, ndimamva ngati kuti ndaphonya china chake. China chake chamtengo wapatali.
Poyamba ndinali ndi zovuta zolimba, ndipo anzanga atsikana nthawi zonse ankachita chidwi ndikukhutira. Ndinalibe ngakhale mbolo yayikulu kapena china chilichonse- osati chaching'ono, koma palibe choyandikira zolaula zomwe zimatsimikizika.
Koma pamene ndimapitiliza kuonera zolaula, ndinayamba kudziona ngati wocheperako komanso wocheperako. Kusatetezeka kumabweretsa mbali yoyipa mwa ine. Sindingathe kudaliranso… sindimakondanso. Chilichonse chomwe ma Gf anga anena, kapena kuchita- sindinakhulupirire. Ndinali womvetsa chisoni.
Ndine wamkulu pang'ono, ndipo ndili ndi gf yanga yatsopano ndipo mwachiyembekezo wotsiriza wanga. Ndimakonda msungwana uyu. Ndinamupeza zaka 3 zapitazo. Ndinali ndimkhalidwe wanga wa PMO ndi iye, koma anali woleza mtima, komanso wachikondi- ndipo adandithandizira kwambiri. Anandipangira wokwatirana naye. Amandinyowetsa chakudya.
Anayamba kundisintha mwanjira yabwino kwambiri. Ndinkafuna kukhala munthu wabwino. Ndinayamba kuzindikira kuti PMO samandikhudza ine ndekha, komanso iye. Kugonana kunali kwabwino poyamba - koma mnyamata wanga sangagwire ntchito. Ndimaganiza kuti izi sizachilendo, ndipo anyamata onse amapyola. Ndinali wokana. Ndinayesera kupeza ma cialis kapena ma-hi- haha - ndili mwana, zimandipweteka. Sindinathe kupeza mapiritsi mulimonse .. koma ndinayesa zitsamba zamtundu uliwonse, ndi mankhwala. Palibe chomwe chinagwira ntchito. Udzu ungagwire ntchito… koma ugh… manyiyo amatopetsa, ndipo zimangokhala ngati wina akugonana ndi ine, ndipo ndangotsala pang'ono kukwera.
Ndinkafuna kukhala wogalamuka, ndi kukhala mmodzi ndi msungwana wanga, ukudziwa?
Ndinali ndi zifukwa zambiri zomwe ndinkafunira kusiya PMO. Sindinadziwe momwe.
Koma ena momwe ndidapezera subreddit. Ndinawerenga. Kungoti kunalinso anyamata ena kunjaku omwe anali ndi nkhani zofananira ndi zanga kunandipatsa chiyembekezo chachikulu. SINDILI NDEKHA! Anthu ena adachita?! Zoyipa, munthu uyu ali masiku 600! Ndinalibe nazo ntchito za mphamvu zazikulu, kapena zabwino zomwe timapeza. Ndimangofuna kuti zichoke m'moyo wanga. Chinali chinsalu chodetsa nkhawa pamoyo wanga.
Ndinkadana ndikuwonera zinthu zoyipa zomwe zinandipangitsa kuti ndigwire ntchito kwambiri, koma ndikangotchera mtedza, ndichinthu chosautsa kwambiri chomwe ndidawonapo. Sindinakhulupirire kuti ndingadzichepetse pamlingowo. Ndiye, kupita kumoyo ndikuchita zachilendo kunali kovuta… Kumwetulira anthu kumamvera chisoni.
Masiku XXUMX apitawo, ndidataya zonse.
sabata yoyamba, ndinali wokondwa. Masiku adadutsa - zinali zachilendo. Kungowona tsiku limodzi lokha kunali kosangalatsa kwambiri.
Miyezi itakwana, ndimakhala ndikuyiwala. Ndimafuna kuonera zolaula, ndikungonena kuti zongonetse basi! Koma ndimakonda kugwiritsa ntchito nthawi yozizirira, ndipo ndimayamba kuchita zinthu ngati wopenga. Ndidachita zambiri kukoka, kukankha mmwamba, kudumpha ndikuthamanga mpaka mtima wanga umafuna kuphulika.
Ndidapeza malo okwera. Ndikamapumira mpweya, ndipo minyewa yanga ikangomva ngati ikhoza kuphwanya mpweya- ndimamva kuti ndili ndi moyo.
Ndinkawopa kutaya zomwe ndimapeza ndikakhala NDAKHALA choncho ndikupitiliza kulimba.
Moyo wanga wogonana unakhala wodabwitsa. Munthu wanga anali wolimba ngati thanthwe, ndipo ndimatha kuchita zoyipa zomwe sindingathe. Monga kugunda paliponse pomwe akufuna, mosangalatsa komanso mokwanira maola ambiri. Adandilimbitsa mtima podziwa kuti ndine dziko lake- ndipo sanafune wina aliyense- ndidazindikira thupi lake ngati langa.
koma… popita nthawi, ndinayamba kusintha PMO ndi kugonana. Kugonana sikunakhale kotopetsa… zowonadi, kunakhala koyipa kwambiri. Chifukwa chake tinangogonana moyipa kwambiri. Ndinayambanso kufooka. Ndinayamba kumva zomwezo zomwe ndinali nazo ndili pa pmo. Anataya zolimbikitsa zambiri.
Kotero dzulo, pamene ndimagunda masiku 200 ... Ndinapanga mgwirizano ndi gf yanga kuti ndipite masiku 90 osagonana. Tonse tidavomereza kuti udzakhala ulendo wodabwitsa.
Titha kugwiritsa ntchito nthawi ino kukula ngati anthu, ndikuchitirana ulemu- ndipo timachita zinthu zolimbitsa thupi m'malo mwa mphamvu zonsezi. Kukwera miyala, kukwera mapiri, baseball, thumba, kulimbitsa thupi ndi zina zambiri ...
Ndimakhala wokondwa, wamantha komanso wamantha- koma NDIKUDZIWA kutipindulitsa tonse awiri.
Ine sindine munthu yemweyo yemwe ndinali masiku 200 apitawo. Ndikumva zodabwitsa. Ndikumva kukhala wamphamvu. Ndimamva kukhala wolimba mtima, ndipo sindimangopatsa. Ndimamva ngati mitengo ikundigwedeza pamene ndikuyenda, ndipo ndimamva kuti mpweya umandiphonya ndikamadutsa. Ndimakula tsiku lililonse, mwakuthupi, m'maganizo komanso mwauzimu. Ndimakonda kukhala ine, ndipo ndimakonda kuti ndidakumana ndi nthawi zomvetsa chisoni zija, kuti ndizitha kumva ndikuthokoza zomwe ndili nazo tsopano.
Subreddit iyi idakhala yachilendo m'miyezi yambiri. Zonse zokhudzana ndi kupeza amayi, ndi zambiri zokhudzana ndi kugonana kuposa kuchotsa kachilomboka kotchedwa PMO. Yemwe ine nditi ndimuweruze… koma ndimasowa kwambiri subreddit yakale… Ndikusowa kumva nkhani zowona za zowawa zawo ndi zovuta zawo. Zinali zenizeni. Zinali zosokoneza. Koma zinali zenizeni.
Anthu omwe akuyambira pa no-fap, khalani owona mtima. Chotsani moyo wanu, kukumba mozama kuti mudziwe chifukwa chake mwalowa PMO, ndi zomwe mukufuna pamoyo wanu. Osataya mtima. Lirani ngati mukuyenera, koma pitirizani kukwawuluka. Simukufuna kukakamira mu phula ili ngati chinthu… Mukufuna kukhala omasuka.
Ndikupemphera abale anga onse ndi abale pano chisangalalo ndi mtendere, ndipo ndidzakuwonaninso masiku angapo a 165. Mtendere!
ZOCHITIKA 2 - Kusintha kwa masiku 267 - tsiku losasintha ndikudziwa haha
Tsiku lokongola mwachisawawa kuti musinthe, koma mumangomva ngati kuti mukulemba.
Zakhala kanthawi kuyambira pomwe ndakhala pano- zikuwoneka ngati kanthawi kapitako ndimangokhala patsamba lino kuti moyo wokondedwa usayambirenso.
Ndinafika pafupifupi masiku 257 nthawi yomaliza kuzungulira; Sindikukhulupirira ndadutsa - ndikupitilizabe kulimba.
Ndinkaganiza ngati ndikabwereranso sichinthu chachikulu, masabata a 2-3 masiku otayika ndikubwerera kumapazi anga komanso masiku osangalala. Ee… sichoncho. Kwa ine, zimawoneka ngati zatha masiku 100 ndisanakhalenso wathanzi.
Poyamba ndimaganiza kuti ndi mapampu ochepa apa ndi apo - perekani zotsatira zake nthawi ndi nthawi, ndipo zingakhale zabwino. Ayi, sizofunika kwenikweni.
Unali msewu wakuda kwambiri - sindikuganiza kuti ndalira kwambiri m'moyo wanga. Kukumbukira kulikonse, zolakwitsa zonse, zosankha zilizonse zopusa zomwe ndidapanga zidandipangitsa kuti ndizing'ambika ndikumangirira ndi mpira.
Kusiyana kwakomweko ndikuti ndinangomva. Ndililola kuti idutse kudzera mwa ine mwanjira yomwe limayenera kukhalira. Ndinkangolira kuti ziwathandize. Ndidapitanso kukwera kumapiri apafupi ndikufuula, fuuuuuuccccccccckkkkkkkkk- lolol .. zoseketsa tsopano, koma panthawiyo, mannn zidali zotsogolera, ndimangofuna kusiya.
Ndinapitiliza kupitabe- ndikudziwa kuti ndikuthokoza kuti ndidachita.
Ndinabwereranso kuntchito- kukoka ma dips, ma pushups ndi ma lifts. Ndinagula matiresi abwinoko omwe adandithandiza kugona bwino kuposa kale. Ndinasiya udzu nthawi yomweyo ndikusiya PMO- ndipo ndimakonda kukonda moyo wanga. Ndi ... yosavuta, komabe dopamine yodzaza.
Ndinali nditakhala pampando wanga, ndikumwa khofi- nyengo yozizira inali yotentha komanso yozizira- ndipo ndikukumbukira ndikumva chisangalalo chachilendo chomwe ndimangopeza kusuta udzu, kapena kugwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo. Ndinali ngati "hm .. izi ndizomwe kukhala wokonda kwambiri moyo kumamveka ngati * shrug *"
Corny, koma zinali zowona- Moyo, ukadzadza ndi mtendere ndi chisangalalo umatha kumverera ngati kukwera komanso kuthamanga.
Ndikadali tcheru - chifukwa ndikudziwa momwe chiyesochi chingakhalire choopsa. Zimakumenya ukakhala kuti sukuyang'ana, ndipo usanadziwe, ukupanga mfundo zotsimikizika pazifukwa zabwino kubwereza nthawi zonse ...
Anyamata, ndikudziwa ndizovuta- koma tangoganizirani zomwe zimakupatsani. Zimaba maluso anu, kunyada ndi chisangalalo… Mphamvu. Ngati mwalephera kale, phunzirani pazolakwitsa zanu ndikubwezereni. Mutha kutero - Lirani ngati mukuyenera, kukwawa ngati mukufuna - koma khalani panjira yolondola, ndipo ndikukulonjezani kuti mudzatuluka mumatope amenewo.
Kukwanira nthawi ina- mwachiyembekezo ndikadzakwanitsa chaka changa! Zabwino zonse anyamata !!
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