Ndili komwe ine ndimafuna ndikafikire pomwe ndidayenda ulendo wautali kwambiriwu. Ndinganene molimba mtima kuti ndakwanitsa kuyambiranso ntchito yanga! Sindili pano kuti ndikusangalatseni kapena kukuuzani nkhani yabwino; Ndingolemba momwe miyezi yanga yomaliza idayendera .... Zanditengera miyezi isanu ndi iwiri ndi hafu kuti ndikafike!
Nayi gameover yachidule yomwe yakonzedwa bwino: Zonse m'miyezi 7. Wovuta ED -> Chibwenzi -> Kugonana kangapo patsiku
Zachidziwikire kuti sizinali zophweka ngati izo .. ..
Ndakhala ndikuvutika kwambiri ndi ED kwa zaka pafupifupi 3-4. Ngakhale izi zisanachitike, ndinali ndi zolakwika zingapo koma ndimatha kuzithamangitsa ndi zifukwa zina. Nthawi zonse ndimakhala ndikunena kuti pali chinthu china (mwachitsanzo, zamchere kwambiri, osapeza kuti mtsikanayo ndiwokongola (ena a iwo amawoneka ngati ma supermodels) etc.etc.).
Ndili ndi chidwi kwambiri ndi ED koma sindinapeze chilichonse chokhudza PIED mpaka Disembala lapitali pomwe ndinakhazikitsa msakatuli wanga ku Chingerezi (sindine wokamba nkhani) ndipo "ndinapumira" mu YBOP. Zinali kundiyang'ana kumaso nthawi yonseyi. Kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula mopitirira muyeso ndi komwe kunayambitsa mavuto anga onse a erectile. Sindingakhale ovuta popanda zolaula!
Ndinayambanso kuyambiranso ntchito ndipo ndinakhala ndi YBR patatha masiku angapo.
M'milungu iwiri yoyambirira kapena apo ndidazindikira nthawi yomweyo kuti zinthu zikusintha pamenepo. Kupeza zomangira nthawi zosadabwitsa, kubwerera kwamatondo am'mawa (ngakhale nditatha) ndikuzindikira azimayi padziko lapansi lenileni lomwe ndikadakhala ndisanakhalepo. Koma kenako ndinakomoka ...
Palibe chomwe chimachitika palibe kumunsi uko kapena m'malingaliro mwanga; Ndinali wamisala. Mwamwayi sindinachite kanthu, chifukwa ndimawerenga pa JLOP ndi YBR ndipo ndimangopitilira bizinesi yanga…
Pang'onopang'ono koma moyo pang'onopang'ono unabwerera ku mbolo yanga ndipo malingaliro ogonana adayamba kutuluka m'mutu mwanga. Ndimayamba kupanga zodzikongoletsera, mitengo yam'mawa imabweza pang'onopang'ono ndikubwezera (ndinali ndimadulidwe m'mamawa m'mawa, ndizoseketsa poyamba, koma kupanga chakudya cham'mawa kumatha kukhala kovuta). Koma sindimapeza maukadaulo nthawi yomwe ndimayenera kukhala nawo. KUSINTHA pakati pa malingaliro anga ndi dick yanga kudali chabe tsoka.
Chitsanzo pakuchepetsa ndikuti ndidalimbikira muofesi pomwe ndimagwira ntchito zopanga ndalama (zopangika zowerengetsa ndalama ngati zinthu) ndipo ndidalimbika kwambiri mpaka zidapweteketsa ndipo sindingathe kuyimilira pafupifupi 30 mphindi chifukwa aliyense akhoza ndinawona chihemacho m'matumba anga. Tsiku lotsatira ndinali ndikupanga chibwenzi ndi mtsikana wokongola uyu mu kalabu ndipo tinayamba kupondana wina ndi mzake; makamaka adandiwumitsa ine ndipo padalibe zoyankha pansipa…
Koma pang'onopang'ono zonse zinali kuyenda bwino. Ndiye zoyipa….
Ndili wokondwa kwambiri ndi tsambali kuti idafotokoza zonse (muyenera kufufuza pang'ono, koma zonse zili pano) momwe izi siziri zothandizirana ndi izi koma kuti m'kupita kwanthawi zimakhala ndi chizolowezi chapamwamba…
Nthawi zina ndinkaona ngati ndikupita limodzi sitepe imodzi ndikubwerera, patapita masiku atatu ndimamva chimodzimodzi.
Ndinkangoleketsa zoseweretsa maliseche masiku oyamba a 52! Pambuyo pake ndinachita zolaula pafupifupi masabata aliwonse a 3-5 (pafupifupi kamodzi pamwezi).
Kumapeto kwa mwezi wa February ndinayamba kugonana…. Nthawi zina masiku angapo mzere (zosatheka kwathunthu Disembala). Nthawi zambiri ndimafunikira kukondoweza koma mawonekedwe amakonzedwe ake anali ambiri ndipo vuto langa lalikulu silinathe kukhalabe munthawiyo koma poganiza za momwe zinthu ziliri. Pambuyo pake ndidatha, pobweza, zovuta zazing'ono (MO makamaka). Ndinagonana kangapo mu Marichi ndipo ndinayamba chibwenzi…
Ndinayamba kuwona atsikana okhala pafupi; wolandila wokongola pantchito yosamalira makasitomala, atsikana pamsewu komanso atsikana mumakalabu ausiku ndi mipiringidzo. Gawo labwino ndikuti iwo adayamba kuzindikira kuti ndikuzindikira. Ndinalumikizana ndimaganizo ndi zolaula.
Nditakhala pachibwenzi komanso zogonana ndidayamba kusinthanso ... Ndidayamba kucheza ndi azimayi enieni ndipo mavuto anga adachepera.
Ndinayamba chibwenzi changa cha mu Epulo ndipo pofika Meyi tinali banja. Za kukonzanso kwanga ndinatulutsa zonse zomwe ndili naye. Poyamba makondomu sanali bwenzi langa lapamtima ndipo ndinalinso ndi zigawo ziwiri za ED pachiyambi popanda kondomu (koma idachotsedwa chifukwa cha kutopa ndi mafuta).
Kenako panachitika zinthu zosayembekezereka. Sindimatha kuchita ziwonetsero mkati mwake! Ndinali ndi DE. Anamvetsetsa ndipo sanapangitse nkhani yayikulu kuti atuluke (amakondabe tikamapita pa mpikisano) ndipo nthawi zonse ankandiuza kuti ndizisiyitsa ubongo wanga (ayi, ndinalibe YBOP / PIED / PMO ndikulankhula naye koma ndidatchulapo kuti ndidayimitsa kuonera zolaula chifukwa ndimaganiza kuti chimayenera.
Ndidayenera kuyenda kwa milungu itatu, motero kusinthanso kwakadalipo nthawiyo.
Pambuyo paulendo wanga wautali ndi bwenzi langa ndi ine ndidapitiliza pomwe tidachoka; Kugonana kangapo patsiku. Pambuyo paulendo wanga ndimakhala wovuta nthawi zonse zimakhala ndipo nditatha pafupifupi milungu iwiri ED wanga unayamba kutha kenako zonse zidangodinidwa. ED inali chinthu cham'mbuyomu.
Tsopano ndimatha kugona kangapo patsiku ndimatsenga abwino kwambiri komanso mwamphamvu. Makondomu silivuto konse (asanafike mu December anali pafupifupi opha ma erection).
Ndasinthanso!
Tsopano ndiyenera kutchula kuti ndinachita zonsezi popanda kugwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo, othandizira kapena uto. Ndinaletsa pachiwonetsero ndipo ndinayamba kucheza ndi azimayi enieni pambuyo pa miyezi iwiri ndi theka.
Ndiyeneranso kutchulanso kuti ndinasiyidwa ndi zolaula kamodzi mu Epulo pomwe ndinali ndimaganizo kwathunthu chifukwa cha bulshit kuntchito komanso ndekha. Koma sindidzagwiritsanso ntchito zolaula. Muyenera kuwona izi pazomwe zili. Ndi njira yodzikhutira pompopompo ndipo palibe chilichonse. Zimakupangitsani kumva bwino kwa masekondi angapo koma pambuyo pake mavuto anu onse adalipo.
Pomaliza koma ndiyenera kuwonjezera kuti chowongolera m'maganizo sichinali chophweka. Sikuti nthawi zonse sindinkakhala wotsimikiza 100% okhudza kuyambiranso komanso ngati ndikupeza njira yoyenera ndipo palinso zambiri zosocheretsa pa tsambali komanso pa YBOP (mwachitsanzo, masiku a 90 ndipo mwachita, pali njira imodzi yokha yoyambiranso etc.). Chifukwa tili apainiyawa kuyambiranso nthawi zina sizikudziwika bwino kwa inu. Izi mwachionekere zingakhale zokhumudwitsa. Kwa ine zinalinso zokhumudwitsa kukhala wopanda crutch (PMO) yanga. M'mbuyomu nthawi zonse pamakhala pomwe ndimakhumudwa koma kunena zoona zonse zinali zodabwitsa. Sizinandithandizire kwenikweni ndipo zidathandizira pamaganizidwe amodzi kumbuyo kwanga (kuti sindidzakhalanso ndi ana) chifukwa zidandipangitsa kukhala wopanda mphamvu.
Muyenera kusintha malingaliro anu ndikukhala ndi zolinga zanu kuti ziwoneke. Kenako ikuthandizaninso!
Tsopano ndili wolinganiza kwambiri kuposa 7 ndi theka lapitalo, ndili wolimba mtima, woganizira kwambiri (osati ndi bwenzi langa lokha komanso moyo) ndipo koposa zonse ndili wokondwa. Ndinkakhala ndikudandaula nthawi zambiri kuyambiranso ndipo ndinali wachisoni komanso wokhumudwa nthawi zambiri kuposa ayi. Tsopano, ndimangoyang'ana mayankho vuto likabuka ndikusintha zinthu ndikuyang'ana nthawi zabwino.
Zikomo powerenga zolowa!
Yambitsaninso ndi kukonzanso,
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Chifukwa chake ndabwereranso, osanyadira za izi, koma ndidapita. Ubwenzi wanga unasokonekera ndipo zolaula zimangobwerera m'moyo wanga,
Ndikuyambiranso zatsopano ndipo ndiyeneranso kuvomereza kuti ndine wokonda zolaula.
Ndili ndi ntchito yolemetsa kwambiri ndipo ndimapitanso patsogolo kwambiri kuti sindigona kwambiri koma m'masabata angapo apitawa ndimakhala ndi nthawi yochita zolaula.
Zotsatira: PIED yabwerera.
Chifukwa chake ndili pano, ndikudzipatsanso mwayi wina. Mwamwayi ndazindikira kuti munthawi yake, sindinakhudzidwe kwambiri ndi PIED monga momwe ndidakhalira mu Disembala 2012 pomwe ndidapeza YBOP ndi YBR koma izi zimapangitsanso kuti malo otsetsereka.
Tsopano ndikufuna kupewa kuyimba pansi ndikubwerera komwe ndinali kutalika kwa ubale wanga womaliza (ndinali kuchita zachiwerewere kumapeto kwa sabata, nthawi zina ndikupanga chikondi kwa bwenzi langa la 10 nthawi yayitali ku 2 ndi masiku theka.
Chifukwa chake ndikuyamba kwanga kuti ndibwerere.
Choyipa chachikulu ndikuti ndikumva ngati wotayika. Ndinagwira ntchito molimbika kuti ndikonzenso zomaliza. Ndidali ndi chidwi kwambiri ndi zolinga zanga ndipo ndidazipanga ndikusangalala ndi masekondi angapo. Ndinkangomva zowawa za PMO nthawi iliyonse ndipo sindinathe kuyima masabata angapo apitawa.
Poyamba ndimangoganiza kuchita izi ndekha (komanso chifukwa ndinachita manyazi kulephera).
Koma sindichita manyazi kuvomereza, kuti ndikufuna thandizo lanu ndipo ndikufuna kulimbikitsidwa.
Sindikadayambiranso koyamba popanda tsamba lino. Nditha kuloza kuti nditha kukhala ndi zolinga ndipo ndimayankha mlandu (koposa zonse kwa ine ndekha).
Sizovuta kuvomereza kuti umuna wako uli pachiwopsezo. Chifukwa chiyani ndimadzimva kuti ndine wosowa? Zosavuta chifukwa ndinabweranso mumsampha womwewo pokhapokha pokhapokha nditadziwa za izi. Ndinkadziwa kuti zimandivuta kutulukamo ndipo kwa mphindi zochepa ndikusangalala nazo nthawi yomweyo.
Porn addiciton ndi yeniyeni, ndikukumbukira kuti zinali zovuta kuvomereza izi ndekha nditayambiranso. Sindinali wokonda kucheza nawo, sikunathamangitse anzanga ndipo ndinalibe ndalama (mosiyana ndi zomwe ndimakonda kwambiri) ndimatha kukhala kutali kwa sabata limodzi kapena apo. Koma kunena zoona zili chonchi. Chithunzi chimodzi ndichabwino kwambiri ndipo pambuyo pake ngakhale miliyoni sikokwanira. Maola onsewa akusaka kuwombera koyenera kuja, msungwana m'modzi, chinthu chimodzi chokha ndipo mutachipeza pitirizani kufunafuna chotsatira. Zinandikhuza kwambiri ndipo njala yanga ya izo sinkawoneka ngati yokwaniritsidwa.
Tsopano ndili ndiulendo wokwera kwambiri patsogolo panga.
Nthawi yotsiriza idatenga miyezi ingapo ya 9, ikuwona kuti ulendowu udzakhala lalitali bwanji.
Anali wogwira ntchito mkati mwa miyezi ya 4.
Nditha kunena kuti kupambana kwathunthu, makamaka ngati mungayang'ane komwe ndidayambira koma sindili kumapeto kwa msewu panobe. Cholembera chachikulu, ED, chapita koma DE ikhoza kundibwerera. Ndikulingalira milungu ingapo ndipo ndikhazikitsidwanso. http://www.yourbrainrebalanced.com/index.php?topic=6039.msg194628#msg194628
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