Choyamba, ndiyenera kuyambitsa izi ponena kuti kuchuluka kwa dera laling'ono ili. Panali nthawi zambiri paulendo wanga wa tsiku lonse la 90 momwe mayesero a PMO ankamverera mwamphamvu. Nthawi zonse ndimakhala ndi gulu la NoFap kuti ndizitembenukira, kaya ndikudzilemba kapena kuyankha ndemanga pafupipafupi, kuwerenga ena nkhani zopambana komanso ena amanong'oneza bondo chifukwa chojambulanso ndikumatha kuzimitsa kwawo.
Pomwe ndimayandikira tsiku la 90th, ndimadziwa kuti ndikufuna kulemba zolemba, osati kuti ndikondwerere kupambana kwanga, koma kuti ndibweretse kumudzi uno. Ngati munthu m'modzi angawerenge izi ndikusankha kuti asadzaze lero chifukwa cha izi, ndikumva kuti ndakwanitsa ndi izi.
Ndidapeza NoFap subreddit munkhani yokhudza zochulukirapo za ED zomwe anyamata akukumana nazo. Ine, ndili ndi zaka zapakati pa 20, ndinali nditatopa nditakumana ndi mavuto okhudzana ndi ED pazaka 5-6 zapitazi. Sindinapeze mavutowa nthawi iliyonse ndikagonana, koma monga ena ambiri pano, kupita kukagonana sindimadziwa ngati ndingathe kukhala ndi erection ndikukulirakulira, izi zidadzetsa nkhawa yayikulu zokhudzana ndi kugonana, zomwe mwina zidangowonjezera mavuto a ED. Nthawi yanga yoyamba kuswa idandiphatikiza kuti ndikachezere dokotala wamatenda ndikufotokozera nkhani yanga. Anayesa mayeso ndipo zonse zinayenda bwino, komabe anandiuza Cialis nthawi iliyonse, ponena kuti inali vuto lamisala. Ndinagwiritsa ntchito Cialis ndipo nthawi yoyamba ndinali ndi erection yayikulu ndipo ndimaganiza kuti ndachiritsidwa! Ndiye, popeza ndinali ndi zochitika zambiri zogonana, ngakhale kugwiritsa ntchito Cialis, ndinabwereranso ku nkhani zanga za ED zapitazo. Ndipamene ndidazindikira kuti ndilibe vuto, koma ndimaganizo a 100%. Ndipo ndipamene ndidayamba zolemba za Googling za ED ndikupunthwa pagulu la NoFap.
Ndinafika pofika nthawi yachiwiri ndikuyamba vuto la NoFap (uku ndi kuyesanso kwanga kwachiwiri, poyesa koyamba ndinafikira masiku 20-ndikubwereranso kwa miyezi ingapo) ndikuyembekeza kuti izi zitha kuthetsa mavuto anga a ED. Ndinakana kupitiliza kukhala ndi moyo wodzaza ndi nkhawa komanso kupsinjika nthawi iliyonse ndikafika pafupi ndi mkazi. Choyipa chachikulu, PMO idandipangitsa kuti ndizindikire azimayi ndikufotokozera usiku ngati wopambana kapena kulephera kutengera ndikapeza mtsikana yemwe nditha kucheza naye. Chifukwa chiyani sindingakhutire kwathunthu ndikamacheza ndi anzanga? Pakadali pano, ndimayembekeza ndipo ndidatsala pang'ono kupemphera kuti ndikakwanitsa kumaliza zovuta zamasiku 90, padzakhala mphotho yabwino pamapeto pake ... ED wanga atha. Kodi izi sizingakhale zolimbikitsa zokwanira kwa ine? Ndipo ngati zitatha pambuyo pa masiku 90, ndikadatha bwanji kufuna kuseweretsa maliseche? Chifukwa chiyani ndingafune kubwerera kumoyo wokhala ndi mavuto a ED komanso nkhawa yayikulu?
M'masiku anga a 90, ndidagonana kawiri ndi Atsikana A, kugonana m'kamwa kawiri ndi Msungwana B ndipo usiku watha kugonana ndi Mtsikana C. Kodi ndidatengapo Cialis musanachite chilichonse chogonana? Ayi. Kodi ndimadandaula nthawi isanakwane kuti sindingathe kuchita? Ayi. M'malo mwake, ndimamva chilakolako chogonana chomwe ndakhala ndikusowa zaka 8 zapitazi. Ngati pangakhale vuto lililonse, ndikuti ndikadathamanga kwambiri, koma lingaliro loti sindingathe kumangidwapo silinadutse malingaliro anga nthawi iliyonse ya izi. Sindinakhalepo ndi malingaliro otere kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 19. Kodi munganene kuti ED yanga yasinthidwa? Sindikudziwa. Ndikugwira ntchito ndi kukula kwakanthawi pakadali pano, koma mpaka pano ndibwino kwambiri.
Nditha kukhala kuti ndidayambitsa zovuta za masiku 90 kuti ndithane ndi mavuto anga a ED, koma zabwino zochuluka zabwera. Choyamba, Girl CI tsopano ndili pachibwenzi ndipo ndili ndi mgwirizano wolimba kwambiri. Ndicho chinthu cha izi, ndimakonda kumpsompsona atsikana ndipo nthawi zambiri ndimakhala wopanda kanthu, kugonana, kulumikizana kuja sikunakhale kolimba monga momwe ndimayembekezera. Ndi Girl B ndi C, foreplay inali yokonda kwambiri, panali kulumikizana kwamphamvu kotere, ndinamvanso wamoyo. Kulumikizana kumeneku kumawonekeranso munthawiyo, mukudziwa kuti atha kumvanso kulumikizanaku. Pakadali pano, ndimamva kulumikizana kwamphamvu ndi atsikana kuntchito komanso anzanga pamoyo wanga. Sindikuwatsimikiziranso, ndimawayang'ana m'maso, ndimawalemekeza. Komanso, ndimawoneka ngati ndikuyenda molimba mtima ndipo ndimawona ngati ndizowoneka. Chifukwa chiyani ndimachita izi? Mwina chifukwa ndimamva ngati ndapeza chinsinsi chachikulu cha moyo ... ndipo ndili ndi zabwino za NoFap.
Ndikufuna kunena kuti sindidzaberekanso m'moyo wanga chifukwa ndimafuna kuti ndisiye kusintha kumeneku m'moyo wanga, koma ndikudziwa PMO inali chizolowezi kwa ine ndipo zosokoneza ndizo nkhondo tsiku ndi tsiku. Mukangolekerera, simungokhala pachiwonetsero chokha, koma kokhazikika komwe kumakhala kumalo koopsa komanso kopanda anthu.
Mfundo ina, monga ena ambiri, ndimamva ngati ndili ndi nthawi yochuluka mmanja tsopano popeza ndachotsa PMO m'moyo wanga. Ndiganizira masiku 90 otsatira a moyo wanga kuti ndikwaniritse zosowazi ndi zinthu zopindulitsa zomwe zimakulitsa moyo wanga, monga kuwerenga, kapena kucheza kwambiri madzulo.
Pamapeto pake, kodi kumaliza ntchito ya 90-day NoFap kudzathetsa mavuto anu onse m'moyo? Ayi, koma ndikukhulupirira kuti iyi ndi gawo loyamba kukhala ndi moyo wabwino komanso wachimwemwe ndipo osamaliza izi, mudzakhala ndi khoma lalikulu njerwa ngati chopinga pakati pa inu ndi zolinga zanu zazikulu m'moyo.
LINK - Ndapanga masiku 90! Nayi nkhani yanga.
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