Wawa, ndine wamwamuna, wazaka 29. Anayamba kuseweretsa maliseche ali ndi zaka 15, komanso zolaula zaka ziwiri pambuyo pake. Pafupifupi theka la chaka chapitacho ndidayamba kuchita NoFap. Chifukwa chiyani? Chifukwa cha ED. Popeza ndidayamba kugonana ndili ndi zaka 19. Nditangowona makanema a YBOP ndi Ted Talk ndimaganiza kuti ndapeza yankho lavuto langa. Ndinafika modabwitsa kwambiri tsiku la 10 ndipo zidatenga masiku pafupifupi 10. Kuyambira tsiku 20 mpaka tsiku 120 libido yanga inali kugwedezeka kwambiri, kuyambira pafupi ndi zero mpaka pomwe ndimakhala nditatsala pang'ono kuganiza za kugonana.
Ndinkalakalaka kwambiri, koma osayang'ana zolaula, ngakhale Ndinawerenga "lolembedwa moyipa kwambiri koma lotentha kwambiri osachita maliseche" buku makumi asanu mithunzi ya Grey. Sindinakhalepo wamoyo mmoyo wanga monga momwe ndidawerengera bukuli.
Sindinayandikire konse kuchita maliseche. Sanachite kusankha. Zokakamirazi zidandikakamiza kuti ndiyambe kucheza kwambiri ndi atsikana ndipo ndidayamba kuyang'ana / r / kupusitsa. Ndiwo gawo labwino kwambiri. Chidaliro changa chidayamba kukulirakulira, ndipo anthu ena adayankhapo. Ndimamva ngati munthu yemwe pamapeto pake adayamba kugonana. Ndinakumana ndi msungwana wabwino yemwe amakhala pafupi, ndikumuuza kachitatu kuti tayankhula kuti ndamuwona wokongola ndipo ndikufuna kumpsompsona, zomwe ndidachita. Tisanayambe kugonana ndinamuuza kuti ndikufuna kuti tikhale abwenzi ndipo anavomera. Kotero ku gawo la kugonana.
Sindinathe kuzimva. Chani?? Ndinadabwa kwambiri. Lingaliro loti ndikadali ndi mavuto a ED silinadutse m'malingaliro mwanga. Ndinali nditachotsa njirayi m'maganizo mwanga. Koma zinali zenizeni. Ndinakumana ndi mtsikanayo pafupifupi tsiku la 120 ndipo tikugonana. Dick wanga akukhala bwino, koma sizikhala zovuta 100% ndipo nthawi zina sindimatha kumaliza chifukwa chofewa. Poyambirira ndidakhumudwitsidwa koma ndidavomereza kuyambira pamenepo, ndipo zogonana ndizabwino kwambiri. Koma ndiwo moyo. Chifukwa chake ndikuganiza kuti zolaula sizinali vuto kwa ine. Oo chabwino. Kunali kuyesa kosangalatsa. Ndipo kwenikweni sindinachitepo maliseche koma ndizosavuta nthawi masauzande pamene ungagonane nthawi iliyonse yomwe ukufuna.
Kotero kuti titsirize: ED sanapite koma chidaliro changa chawonjezeka. Kaya ndichifukwa chosachita maliseche kapena kuwerenga / r / kupusitsa kapena china chirichonse, ine sindikudziwa. Koma ndi zabwino. Mtsikanayo akuti ndine woona mtima komanso wowongoka ndipo amakonda izi. Akuti ndine mwamuna weniweni. Fuck eya.
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