Lolani aliyense,
Ndikufuna kuwona ngati wina wa inu angandithandizire pamavuto ena omwe ndakhala ndikukumana nawo milungu inayi yapitayi. Pafupifupi mwezi umodzi wapitawo ndidayamba kumva kuwawa m'mayeso ndi mbolo yanga motero ndidaganiza zopuma pang'ono maliseche, mwanjira ina, kuti ndiziwona zolaula. Ndili m'njira ndinapeza TedTalk kuchokera kwa mnyamata ku YourBrainOnPorn ndipo nditangopeza kumene tsambali. Ndinazindikira kuti ndinali wokonda zolaula komanso kuseweretsa maliseche ndipo ndakhala zaka 15 zapitazi (ndili ndi zaka 29) kotero ndimaganiza kuti ndipatsa zovuta masiku 90.
Ngakhale zakhala zofunikira kwambiri mpaka pano ndiyenera kunena kuti sizinasangalatse m'njira zambiri. Choyambirira, horniness ndiye vuto lomwe ndakhala ndikulimbana nalo-mwina ndakhazikika - ndipo kwakukulukulu sindikuwona kuti ndizovuta kupewa kuseweretsa maliseche kapena kuyang'ana zolaula. Mavuto am'maganizo / amisala omwe ndakhala nawo, komabe, akhala akukulira. Choyamba, ndakhala ndikusintha kwanthawi yayitali komwe ndimachoka kukakwiya kupita kukwiya kukhumudwitsa onse masana. Nthawi zina ndimadzimva kuti ndikulamulira moyo wanga ndikuyamba kuchitapo kanthu kuti ndithetse mavuto anga, ndipo nthawi zina ndimadzipendekera mpira ndikugona pabedi langa ndikumadziona ngati wopanda pake. Padzakhalanso masiku komanso nthawi zomwe ndifunitsitseni kucheza, kapena kupita kukamenya akazi, koma padzakhala masiku ndi nthawi zomwe sindingathe kupirira wina aliyense ndipo ndatopa kwambiri ngakhale kuchapa kwanga. Ndimakhalanso ndi mavuto ogona usiku ndipo ndimadzuka m'mawa kwambiri osakwanitsa kugona. Kwa zaka zambiri ndakhala ndikudandaula pang'ono chifukwa chodzipha ndi zolaula komanso chamba- kotero ndikutha kuwona kuti zipata zomwe zatseguka zatseguka ndipo zikuyambitsa kukhumudwa komwe ndakhala ndikufuna kupondereza. Izi ndizosangalatsa komanso zowopsa nthawi yomweyo.
Koma chomwe chimandipangitsa kukhala wachisoni ndikuti ndinali wokonda kwambiri sabata ziwiri zoyambirira za nofap ndipo ndinali kupanga mayendedwe osintha moyo wanga. Tsopano zikuwoneka kuti ndili ndi ululu wamtima kwambiri kuposa momwe ndimayambira - ndipo ndidangoganiza zoyamba pulogalamuyi kuti ndichotsere zopweteka izi. Ndikuganiza ndikuyang'ana chitsimikizo kuti zina mwazinthuzi zidzathetseka pakapita masiku a 90. Kodi pali wina aliyense amene wakumanapo ndi mavuto amtunduwu pamene akupanga zovuta za tsiku la 90? Kodi muli ndi malingaliro kuposa kupitiliza masewera olimbitsa thupi, owonetsa kuzizira, kuyesera kukhala ochezeka (ndikuchita zonse zitatu). Zikomo gulu.
Charles
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Ndataya unamwali wanga. Ndili ndi bwenzi. ED yanga ikuchepa tsiku. Ndili pantchito. Ndataya mapaundi makumi awiri. Ndili ndi malingaliro enieni tsopano popeza sindimachita dzanzi ndi zolaula, chakudya, kapena kusefera pa intaneti mopanda nzeru. Miyezi inayi yopanda PMO inali chisankho chabwino kwambiri chomwe ndidapanga. Sindidzayang'ananso zolaula. Uku kwakhala kutsegula maso kwambiri, miyezi inayi yofunika kwambiri m'moyo wanga. Zikomo kuderali chifukwa chondithandiza. Ndikuletsa misozi pakadali pano… chabwino ndidzavomereza kuti ndine chibakera: Ndikulira.
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