Inde, inde zimathandiza! Ndinayambanso ndili wamng'ono kwambiri ndi PMO. Ndinali 9 pomwe ndimayamba ndi magazini, 13 yokhala ndi zolaula pa intaneti ndipo ndili ndi 29 tsopano. Ndinali ndi PIED kuyambira pomwe ndikukumbukira ndili ndi mtsikana. Ngakhale a ED amandipha (ndinkadzida ndekha) sindinataye mtima, kuti ndigoneke, chifukwa sindinkafuna kuphonya zosangalatsa zomwe zingachitike. Pamene ndinali ndi mwayi wokhala ndi chibwenzi, ndinali wokhoza kumasuka ndipo zinagwira ntchito bwino nthawi zina koma a ED anali kubisalira pakona. Miyezi ingapo yapitayo ndidapeza NoFap ndi yourbrainonporn.com ndipo ndidadzimva wopusa kwambiri, kotero sizidandigwerepo, kuti zolaula zitha kukhala vuto.
Ndinayesapo kangapo, ndikadali ndi chibwenzi kuti ndipewe zolaula komabe ndikungopeka koma ndimangobwerera. Kenako ndinayesa mode olimba ndipo pafupifupi ndafika masiku a 90. M'masiku awa a 90 bwenzi langa linatha ndi ine, koma pazifukwa zina makamaka. Kuda nkhawa kunabwera ndipo ndinasungulumwa ndipo izi zinandipangitsa kuti ndiyambirenso, kwa milungu iwiri molunjika. Koma m'masiku awa a 90 ndimamvanso bwino, wopanda zamphamvu zambiri, koma kulimba mtima ndi mphamvu komanso mphamvu zambiri zam'mawa komanso maloto onyowa.
Ndabwerera m'sitima ya nofap kuyambira masiku 13 tsopano ndipo ndidayambiranso chibwenzi. Nthawi ina ndi mtsikana zidatsogolera ku kugonana. Poyamba ndinkachita mantha koma anali wosangalala, ndipo zinagwira ntchito atalephera koyamba. Uku kunali kusintha kwakukulu…. ZINAGWIRA NTCHITO PATSIKU LOYAMBA KAYESERA Kachiwiri! Zaka zapitazo, zinali zoyipa kwambiri, kotero kuti sindinathe kuzimva nthawi yoyamba ndi mtsikana.
Osandilakwitsa, padakali malo ambiri oti ndikonzeke, koma ndidawona kale munthawi yochepa kwambiri iyi yopanda kusintha kwakukulu. Mukamaganizira, kuti ndimaonera zolaula kwazaka makumi awiri ndikungosiya zolaula kwa miyezi pafupifupi 4 osapumira pang'ono, ndiye kupambana kwakukulu!
Pitirizani kuchita zabwino!
NDI - procrastinator85
;