Sindingathe kufotokozera zabwino ndi njira zomwe zidasinthidwa ndi ulendowu osafotokoza maziko ake, ndipo nkhungu lomwe ndidalumikizidwa ndikuphwanyidwa ... izi zitha kubweretsa positi ya loooong, koma ngati izi zichotsera iwo omwe alibe chidwi ndiye kuti mwina ndizomwezo chinthu chabwino 🙂
Pitani zaka 17 zapitazo… Ndidadzifunsa kuti kukangana uku ndikotani, sindimadziwa kuti ndi chiyani kapena momwe ndingachitire bwino kotero ndidayamba kuyesa ndekha, sindinapite kulikonse koma china chake chimakhala chabwino… sizinachitike mpaka ndinawona ana kusukulu kwathu akupanga zithunzi zopanda maliseche za maliseche kudzera pa pulogalamu yaukadaulo pamakompyuta apasukulu… zinali zoseketsa kwenikweni, adapanga zithunzi ziwiri ndipo amakhoza kugunda kiyibodi yomwe imatha kusinthana pakati pa awiriwo ndikupanga makanema ojambula ... akanakhala munthu wopanga mapanga akutha ndikuseka kulikonse hahahaha.
Chifukwa chake, chizolowezi chotsika… ndinatengera zithunzizo ndipo ndinadabwitsidwa ndi zomwe zidachitika… ndimamva bwino kwambiri, ndimazichita pafupifupi tsiku lililonse… ndinafufuza… ndikuganiza kuti ndi "wathanzi bwanji komanso wolimbikitsidwa ndi madotolo" komanso chikhalidwe ... Pitani miyezi ingapo ndipo wochita bizinesi wanga wamkati adalowerera ndikugwiritsa ntchito mwayi wachisangalalo chatsopanochi pogulitsa zithunzi zolaula pa diski za 3.5 pafupi ndi sukuluyi ... badass yotere! Izi zidapitilira zaka zanga zonse mpaka kuwonetsedwa kwaulere pakati pausiku ma TV akuluakulu, kenako ndikuonera zolaula pa intaneti.
Sindinakhalepo ndi bambo woyenera chifukwa chakulekana kwa makolo ndi ndewu ndi zina zambiri, ndipo izi limodzi ndi zomwe ndakumana nazo pamwambapa sizinandilepheretse kukhala ndiubwenzi wabwino nthawi zambiri ndi atsikana… zomwe ndimadabwitsidwa, komabe ambiri aiwo sanali chikhalidwe chakugonana .. Mfundoyi inali yotani?
Pitani kupita ku miyezi itatu yapitayo… Ndinali katswiri wodziyimira pawokha pa makina a IT yemwe anali chopondera pakhomo chomangika mopanda ulemu kwa ubale wazaka 9 ndi mtsikana wofooka mofanana yemwe amayenda ponseponse pa ine… adamaliza chemotherapy ndi radiotherapy ya khansa yomwe idapezeka koyambirira kwa chaka.
Kuyambira pomwe nkhani zanga zakhululukidwa ndakhala ndiri paulendo wokonzanso ... Ndidapeza YBOP; werengani zonse pamenepo kenako ndikupanga malipoti a 90day… sindinakhulupirire kuti izi zapangitsa kuti zovuta ziziyenda bwino.
Pakadali pano:
- Ndataya ubale wanga waku horoni kuti ndiyang'anire ndekha
- Ndikumenya masewera olimbitsa thupi ndikuchepetsa zonse zolemera zomwe zimapezeka ku chemo steroids
- Kutha masewera olimbitsa thupi… ma 3 mamailosi pakadali pano, koma ndikupita patsogolo
- Ntchito yasinthidwa, ndili ndi zolinga, cholinga komanso kutsimikiza mtima kuti ndichite bwino mulimonse ... ndipo ngati sizingapindule momwe ndikufunira… ndiye kuti ndikuchoka pa IT kutsatira malingaliro anga oti ndikuthandizira odwala
- Ndimalemekezedwa, ndimatha kuyang'anitsitsa maso ndipo ndimatha kuyang'anira chipinda cha anthu osalimbikira pang'ono
- Amayi akundinunkhitsa… ngakhale anzanga omwe ndimacheza nawo ndi omwe ayamba kundiyesa ... Koma ndilibe nthawi yawo… Ndikuphunzira kundikonda kaye.
- Olimbikitsidwa, kugona bwino, idyani wathanzi.
- Kukula kwa testosterone - Izi zakhala zikuwonekera kwambiri, ndipo zathandiza kuyambiranso tsitsi lakumaso ndi khosi lomwe ndidataya chifukwa cha radiotherapy
- Ndikulemba ndikulemba mndandanda wazomwe zandichitikira… Cholinga changa ndikuti panthawi yanga ya khansa ndimathandizira odwala ena kudzera pagulu lothandizira; Anthu ammudzi adandiyandikira ndipo amafuna kugwiritsa ntchito mawu anga ndi zokumana nazo kufalitsa m'mabuku awo othandiza ... Ndatenga ichi ngati chisonyezo china kuti ndiyenera kumvedwa, ndipo zokumana nazo zanga ndi malingaliro anga akuwoneka oyenera. Mwina ndilemba buku ... wokondwa nazo kwambiri!
Tsopano ndili mtundu wa 1.5 wa zomwe ndinali ... Khalani otero, khalani olimba mtima ndikukhala zomwe mukufuna kukhala… Palibe zambiri pamoyo zomwe zimakupatsani kuthekera kotembenuka mwachangu ndikukulimbikitsani kuti musinthe kukhala abwinoko ; NoFap ndi chimodzi mwazida izi ngati zigwiritsidwa ntchito moyenera.
2014, mtundu 2.0 ukubwera!
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Masiku a 209 .. amayi ndafika patali koma nthawi yake yolukirapo, ndibwino komanso mwachangu.
Kuchuluka kwa kuthamanga kwanga kudakhala kosavuta, ndikuthamanga kwa milungu iwiri ndisanalole kuti mayi akhale pachibwenzi ndi ine ndikuthyola kuthamanga kwanga ... sanatengere chidwi chofunikira kwambiri chifukwa choyesera kupanga zibwenzi.
Fuluwenza yamunthu ikuchepa, malo ochitira masewera olimbitsa thupi sanamenyepo milungu iwiri ndipo nawonso ophunzitsa anga alibe panjira… Nthawi yamasiku 90 yolimbikira!
Ndimalimbikitsidwa kuti ndiwone kusiyana komwe kungapangitse, popeza ndimadziona kuti ndachiritsidwa kwambiri mu ubongo wa buluzi 🙂
Pitilizani kukulira ndi kulira onse!
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