Ndikumva bwino kwambiri kuti zolaula sizili mbali ya moyo wanga; ndichabwino kuti ndamasulidwa ku chizolowezi chonyansa ichi. Ndikufuna kupereka pang'ono pang'onopang'ono ndisananene momwe njirayi yandithandizira. Ndidayamba kusewera ndili 12 ku magazini, kenako ndikukwera pazithunzi za pixel, kenako zolaula zapamwamba kwambiri pa intaneti. Pakhala zaka zabwino za 18, tsopano ndikupanga.
Ndinali wokonda kwambiri komanso mwana wazaka zambiri zomwe ndinayamba kupanga, kenako onse anasintha. Moyo wanga wogonana sunalipobe pomwe ndidayamba kuchita manyazi nditayamba kupangainya pazaka za 12. , Ndikulingalira kuyambira pa kusefa konse, ngakhale ndinali munthu wokongola kwambiri, komanso ndinali ndi atsikana ambiri okonda ine, koma ndinali wamanyazi kwambiri kuyamba kuchitapo kanthu. Kupsompsonana kwanga koyamba kunabwera ndili 21, ndili ndi GF yanga, ndipo ndipamene ndinazindikira, ndinali ndi mtsikana wokongola kwambiri wamaliseche uyu pabedi langa, ndipo ndinali wopanda manyazi. Ndinadandaula, ndipo ndinali ndi manyazi kwambiri, koma sindinadziwe kuti chinali chiyani, ndinanena kuti ndimakhala ndi nkhawa mwina chifukwa inali nthawi yanga yoyamba, koma sizinachitike. Sindinakhudzane nayo zolaula komanso kusefera, sizinadutse m'maganizo mwanga mpaka tsiku lomwe ndinapunthwa mwangozi pa nkhani ya Grey Wilson Ted. Apa ndipamene zimandikhudza pazotsatira zonse komanso zizindikilo, zinali ngati ndimakhala ndi yankho lililonse ku funso lililonse lomwe ndimaliyang'ana.
Chifukwa chake ndili ndi masiku a 92 wamphamvu ndikungokupatsani ziwonetsero zazikuluzikulu zazikulu zapaulendo wanga.
Sabata 1 (1-7day) - Sindinamvepo wosiyana kwambiri koma ndinachoka tsiku lomwe 7 ikuyandikira ndinali ndikupeza libido yolimba kuposa momwe ndimakhalira.
Sabata 2- (8 -14) - Ndinalowa nawo malo ochita masewera olimbitsa thupi, ndipo ndinayamba kuwerenga buku lotchedwa "thupi ndi sayansi" Ndinayamba kumva kuti magulu anga a testosterone anali okwera kwambiri makamaka tsiku la 14. Zowonongera mtsogolo ndimatha kungoyesa ma 95 lbs.
Sabata 3- (15-21) - Ndidayamba kusowa tulo, ndimafunitsitsa nditatha kusewera. Ndinali kudzuka mpaka 3 usiku kwambiri. Ndinkakhala wokayikira kwambiri ngati munthu, koma pamapeto pake ndinapanga malingaliro kuti nditha, ndiyambe kufunafuna ntchito, ndipo sindingathenso ulesi, ndili ndi digiri yaukadaulo, koma ndachedwa kwambiri kufunafuna ntchito mosaganizira, koma tsopano ndinamva mosiyana.
Sabata4- (22-28) - Zambiri sizinasinthe kwa ine, koma sindinayambe kuzindikira ndikutuluka ndikupita chidwi kuchokera kwa akazi. Komanso, ndipamene ndimenya mzere wamphamvu kwambiri.
Sabata 5 (29- 35) - Ndazindikira kuti ndinali wamwamuna kwambiri, kusintha kakang'ono m'mawu anga komanso machitidwe anga. Ndidakali pamzere wansalu.
Sabata 6 (36- 42) - Ndidapitilira mayeso anga a 1st pa degree yanga yomwe ndidatipatsa miyezi ya 6, ndimangokhulupirira inenso.
Sabata 7 (43- 49) - ndinali ndidakali mzere, koma ndinali wokondwa komanso wosatsutsika.
Sabata 8 (50- 56) - Ok zambiri zandichitikira sabata ino. Ndinali ndi msungwana yemwe ndakhala ndikulankhula naye kwakanthawi ndikunditumizira chithunzi chamaliseche, chomwe chimandiwopsa, chifukwa sindinkafuna kubwerera, koma nditawona kuti ndinali wolimba ngati chitoliro chachitsulo. Pamapeto pake ndidalandira chiphaso changa ndi komiti yaboma; Ndinasiya izi pafupifupi miyezi 6. Ndinali waukali kwambiri; Ndinali ndi testosterone yambiri yomwe imadutsa mwa ine. Ndinakangana kwambiri ndi bambo anga.
Sabata 9 (57-63) Ndimakumbukirabe zamkati, mlongo wanga adandiuza china chake chosavuta ndipo ndidamuwuza. Tsiku 59 Ndinali ndi mtengo wam'mawa kwambiri mpaka pomwe dick yanga inali yayitali komanso yolimba kotero ndimaganiza kuti ingang'ambe akabudula anga. Koma tsiku lotsatira 60, ndinali mzere wowoneka bwino kwambiri.
Sabata 10 (64- 70) - ndinali ndi kuyankhulana kwanga koyamba pantchito, komwe kunandipangitsa kumva bwino. Sindine munthu wokonda kwambiri chuma, koma ndinapita kukagula nsapato ndi zovala zatsopano.
Sabata 11 (71- 77) Ndidali ndi kuyankhulana kwanga, zidayenda bwino, amandikonda kwambiri. Sabata yonse yomwe ndidakhala ndikuganiza zofunsa mafunso, ndikhulupirireni abwenzi mumaphunzira zambiri zakugonjetsani kwanu kuposa zomwe mumachita bwino. Ndinaphunzira zambiri za ine, pazokambirana izi.
Sabata 12 (78- 84) Ndidayamba kuchitapo kanthu ndi moyo wanga Ndidachotsa facebook yanga, akaunti yanga ya POF, akaunti yanga ya Okc Fo, ndidatsitsa mndandanda wanga wa foni. Ndimamva ngati kuti ndiyenera kumangoganiza za ine ndekha m'malo mwa ena. Ndinalankhula kuti sindinapeze Yobu, zomwe zimandichititsa kuti ndizikhala wokhumudwa pang'ono, ndinatsala pang'ono kubwerera m'mbuyo, ndinayamba kutumizirana mameseji mtsikana yemwe ndidalankhulapo naye kale kuti tikumane ndipo timayenera kunena, koma china chake mkati mwanga chidali amatha kudina nthawi ino, kuti silinadulepo kale, ndipo ndinazindikira, ndipo sindinayesere kuyesedwa kumapeto. Ndinkanyadira ndekha; inali nthawi yoyamba kwa ine, kuti ndisalole. Komanso ndinali wowopsa kwambiri tsiku la 84, mpaka pomwe ndidakwera mpaka 4 am.
Sabata 13 (85- 91) - sabata ino ndidayamba kumva kuyamika kwambiri ndipo ndidayamba kuchitapo kanthu pofufuza ntchito ndidakhala wolimbikira kwambiri komanso pamwamba pazinthu. Ndili ndi mayankho awiri okondweretsedwa ndi omwe angalembedwe ntchito; Ndikudikirabe kuti ndiwone gawo lotsatira ndi iwo, koma kuyamba bwino.
Sabata 14 (92- 98) ndili pa tsiku 92. Pazambiri zanga zolimbitsa thupi, ndimatha kuyika ma 215 lbs tsopano kuti ndikusintha kwakukulu kuchokera ku ma 95 lbs.
Mwapang'onopang'ono ndinganene kuti tsopano ndine munthu yemwe samakhumudwitsidwa kapena kukonzanso, ndili ndi chidaliro, ndimakonda, ndipo ndili ndi chikhumbo champhamvu ndikukhulupirira ndekha. Ndikudziwa kuti moyo siulendo ayi. Amayi ogonana, zolaula, kuseweretsa maliseche zinali zonse zomwe ine ngakhale ndinali za 24 / 7, kwa 18 zaka zowongoka, koma mkati mwanga ndinali munthu wopanda kanthu. Tsopano sindipatula nthawi pazinthu izi, ndayamba kukhala munthu wathunthu mkati.
Tiyenera kuphunzira kuti tisathamangire chilichonse chomwe takhala tikufuna chibwere kwa ife, ndi nthawi, kupirira komanso pamene muli okonzekera. Ndimamva kuti ndili mamuna tsopano, mawu anga ndi okuya, minofu yanga ndi yayikulu, chidaliro changa ndi chachikulu, ndipo ndikumverera kuti pankhani ya moyo wanga wogonana sindinayesepo konse, koma ndikuwona kuti, kukhala ndi zabwino Kugonana komwe muyenera kuchita pang'onopang'ono, muyenera kudziwa munthu ndikulitsa kulumikizana komwe kumakukondani ndiye kuti mutha kugonana moyenera.
Chinthu chimodzi chomwe ndimakondwera nacho kwambiri, ndilibe zokhumba za dopamine, ndinali mtundu wa munthu yemwe angachoke mnyumba yanga ku 11 pm mkuntho woyipa kuti ayendetse mphindi za 45 kuti ndikaone msungwana, kotero ndikadzafika pamenepo ndimakhoza ED, PE, kuchita manyazi komanso kusakhuta konse. Ndidachita izi nthawi zambiri, ndipo ndidazindikira kuti sindimafunanso zogonana, ndimalakalaka kuyembekezera mwambowu, ndidafikira pamfundo yoti ndikuchita zangozi kwambiri kuti ndingokweza dopamineyo, yomwe Imathamanga kwambiri. zolaula pa intaneti sizingandipatsenso.
Ndikufuna kutha pa mfundo iyi; Tsiku ndi tsiku ndi tsiku latsopano, kuyamba kwatsopano, mwayi watsopano womwe ukudikirira, osadziletsa. Tonse titha kumenya izi tiyenera kungofunika kuzimenya, zopambana zazing'ono ndizomwe zimakupangitsani inu, ikani zolinga zing'onozing'ono, ndipo kudzera pazopambana zazing'ono zonsezi, mudzakhala ndi kupambana kwakukulu kumapeto. Gawani ulendo wanu mu sabata, kukhala ndi zolembalemba ndikulemba lipoti tsiku lililonse ndi momwe zidachitikira. Chifukwa chake mutha kubwerera ndikuwona bwino momwe mukupitira patsogolo monga munthu komanso ngati munthu. Zabwino zonse.
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