Zaka 30 - Ndikumva kuti ndayambiranso ntchito komanso kuti ndamenya zolaula zanga

Ndine Aussie kotero kuti kauntala wanga ndi tsiku lotsatira kotero ndidangogunda masiku anga 90.

Mbiri yakumbuyo. Sindinayambe fap mu nthawi yokonzanso nditathetsa chibwenzi changa chakale. Ndili ndi lingaliro lochokera ku 'Models' lolembedwa ndi Mark Manson. Adalangiza PMO kamodzi kokha pamlungu kuti awonjezere kulakalaka amuna kapena akazi anzawo. Patapita kanthawi ndidaganiza zoyang'ana mdera la fap ndikuyamba vutoli.

Nthawi yomweyo ndinakomoka. Sindinadziwe chomwe chikuchitika ndikuyambiranso. Ndinkangofuna ndione ngati ikugwira ntchito komanso yofooka. Awo anali amodzi ndipo ndikubwezeranso komwe ndidali nako.

M'mutu mwanga kusintha kudachitika kale. Kwa ine ndimamva ngati kusintha muubongo kwanga kwathyoledwa. idachoka kwa PMO kupita ku fap. Kotero pamene lingaliro lija lidalowa m'mutu mwanga lingaliro lidasunthira mwachangu ku "sindidzakhalanso". Sindinapezepo chofanana chofanana ndi kubwereranso m'mbuyo monga ndapeza kosavuta. Ndikudziwa kuti ena adzakhumudwa ndi izi koma ndi chowonadi. Ndagwira ntchito molimbika komanso ndili ndi mwayi paulendo wanga.

China chake chomwe chandipeza ngakhale ndakhala ndikugonana kokhazikika. Poyamba zinali zoyipa panthawi yantulo yanga. Popita nthawi, izi zinasinthanso komanso O. Imamveka bwino, yayitali komanso yowonjezereka. Zimapangitsa zonsezo kukhala zofunikira. Chinthu changa chokha tsopano ndikumvera kwambiri ngakhale ndikuyembekezera kuti izi zidzasintha pakapita nthawi.

Masabata anga atatu omaliza akhala ovuta kwambiri. Simunagonepo nthawi imeneyo. Ndinali paulendo ngakhale Western Australia komanso kutali ndi ana anga kunyumba. Unali mwayi womaliza kubwera ndipo sindimayembekezera kuti masiku angapo apitawa adzakhala ovuta. Ndikumva kuti nthawi ino yakhala ikuyeretsa komanso kukhumudwitsa.

Ponseponse ndasangalala ndiulendo wanga. Ndimamva kuti ndayamba kale kuchita bwino ntchito zolaula komanso ndasiya zolaula. Silibenso mphamvu pa ine. Sindidanso nkhawa za zam'maso zamanyazi kapena anthu omwe andiyandikira kapena kukhala ndimaganizo osatheka ndi azimayi apulasitiki. Cholinga changa pakali pano ndikupitiliza kuthandiza ena kukwaniritsa zolinga zosakwaniritsidwa.

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