Ndine 30 tsopano. Anayambitsa PMO ali wamng'ono kwambiri kwa Playboys bambo anga anasiya mu bafa ndi mulu waukulu m'chipinda chapansi. Tsiku lina adandiuza kuti adawasiya dala chifukwa amafuna kuti ndidziwe momwe thupi lachikazi limawonekera. Ndikuganiza kuti lidali lingaliro labwino m'mutu mwake koma sizinandiyendere bwino. Ndinkadziwa momwe amayi amaliseche amawonekera koma chinali chothandizira chizolowezi chovuta cha PMO tsiku lililonse.
ED ndi DE akhala akugwirizana pachibwenzi chilichonse chogonana chomwe ndakhala nacho. Ndikutsimikiza ambiri a inu mutha kumva chisoni, kukhumudwa, ndi mantha omwe amabwera ndi ED. Kusekondale kunanditengera miyezi yambiri ndikuyesera chibwenzi changa asanandichotse. Ku koleji nthawi zina ndimazemba Viagra mtsikana asanagone. Nthawi zina ndimayesetsa kuti ndisapite kwa M masiku atatu kuti ndiyese kuchepetsa ED / DE. Koma nthawi zonse zimakhalapo - mwamwano kapena ngati nkhawa kumbuyo kwa malingaliro anga. Sindinathe kuzindikira kusiyana pakati pa momwe ndimagwirira ntchito ndekha pamaso pa kompyuta ndi momwe ndimakhalira ndi mkazi weniweni.
Ndipo kotero ndimakhala nacho. Ine basi ngakhale zinali momwe ndimapangidwira ndipo tsiku ndi tsiku PMO ndichinthu chomwe aliyense amachita. Ndinkakhala ndikumafotokozera kosasangalatsa komanso kopepesa komanso kusokonekera kwamkwiyo ndi kumverera kwa kusakwanira.
China chake chomwe sindikuganiza kuti ndidachiwonapo pano ndi maubwino a ED. ED adandilepheretsa mavuto kuti "ndisamangokhalira kupenga" nthawi zambiri. Komanso ubale wanthawi yayitali womwe ndakhala nawo ndi amayi oleza mtima komanso omvetsetsa. Zoyala zake zasiliva zidalipira pamtengo wokwera, koma zandithandizabe. Posachedwa ndakhala ndikudabwa momwe moyo wanga ukadakhalira ndikadakhala kuti sindinachite NoFap koyambirira. Mwinamwake ndikanakhala ndi pakati msungwana wosasintha, ndikanakhala ndi STD, kapena ndikanakwatiwa ndi wokondwa. Ndani akudziwa, koma ndikutsimikiza kuti moyo wanga ukadakhala wosiyana kwambiri.
Lang'anani - lero ndi chikondwerero. Zondiwonetsani! Masiku 90. Miyezi ingapo yapitayo ndikadanena kuti ndizosatheka. A kanthawi abwenzi adandiuza kuti amapita mwezi wopanda M ndipo ndidakhumudwa! Zinatheka bwanji? Kutalika kwambiri komwe ndidapitako kuchokera kusukulu yasekondale mwina kunali masiku 5. Koma monga ena ambiri pamaso panga adalemba pano, ndizotheka ndipo ndiyofunika kulimbana nazo pazifukwa zambiri.
Choyamba, sindikudziwa ngati ED / DE yanga yasintha. Ndikuchita zovuta kwambiri. Ndinali ndi PIV kamodzi mozungulira tsiku la 30 ndipo ngakhale sizinali zabwino, zinali bwino ndipo ndinkakhalapo m'malo mwazinthu zina zongopeka zomwe zimapangitsa kuti ndikondane kwambiri.
Kachiwiri ndazindikira maubwino ambiri omwe ena adanenapo pano. Kulimbitsa mtima, kukhazikika bwino, kudalira kwambiri, zida zanga ndizopambana, kudzuka ndikosavuta. Ndakhala ndikugwira ntchito nthawi zonse ndipo ndili ndi moyo wabwino kwambiri. Ndinapita kutchuthi ndi banja langa posachedwa ndipo sindinadandaule za kupeza intaneti kapena kupeza nthawi yopita kwa PMO (zomwe zimamveka zomvetsa chisoni).
Sindikudziwa ngati maubwino ake amapezeka chifukwa cha china chake chakuthupi kapena chifukwa cha chidaliro chomwe ndapeza pakuwongolera koma sindikuganiza kuti ndizofunika. Mosasamala za kukonza ED / DE kapena chifukwa chenichenicho CHIFUKWA masinthidwewa apangidwa, sindikutha kukayika kuti ndili bwino tsopano kuposa masiku 90 apitawa.
Chothandiza kwambiri chomwe ndaphunzira kuchokera ku NoFap ndikungoyang'ana pa TSOPANO. “Sindikupita kwa PMO tsopano” ndipo maola / masiku / miyezi idzangodutsa yokha. Komanso, palibe njira yomwe ndikadachitira izi osachitanso zolaula nthawi yomweyo.
Ndaphunzira zambiri za ine ndekha panthawiyi. Masiku 1-7 pambuyo pa O womaliza anali ovuta kwambiri. Pali zotsika, zotsetsereka, matabwa am'mawa, nthawi zina zovuta zakunja. Sindingathe kufotokoza bwinobwino koma ndizocheperako kuposa PMO watsiku ndi tsiku. Pakatha miyezi ingapo chilichonse basi…. Chimakhazikika. Pambuyo pake PMO samayesedwa kwambiri ndipo moyo umawoneka wosavuta. Kulakalaka kulipobe ndithu, koma kumawoneka ngati kumwa mopitirira muyeso zakumbuyo.
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Pambuyo pa miyezi 2:
"Sindinali PMO ndipo ndinali wolimba koma nthawi zina zimakhala zovuta komanso zosadabwitsa kwa ine. China chachikulu chomwe ndidachotsa pa zolaula / nofap ndikuti zolimbikitsa zanga nthawi zambiri sizikhala za horny. Zolimbikitsazi ndizolimba kwambiri ndikapanikizika, ndikapanikizika, kapena ndikakhala ndi nkhawa. Zandilola kuti ndizidziwa bwino kotero masiku ngati lero ndimatha kutuluka panokha ndikuzindikira kuti PMO analiwopseza pawombera 10 wachiwiri wa dopamine. ”
Pambuyo pa miyezi 8:
“Masabata angapo apitawo, mkazi wanga ananena mosadziwika kuti akufuna kusudzulana. Osakangana, kapena kutukwana, kusakhulupirika (ndikuganiza. Osati kumbali yanga mulimonse), basi “Sindikusangalala. Ndikufuna kutuluka muukwatiwu ”. Chifukwa chake moyo wanga pakadali pano ukusintha koma ndikumva pamwamba pake ndipo ndimapereka zambiri ku NoFap. Mwinanso mankhwala ake, mwina ndikumverera kodzipangira yekha, kapena kuti (mwachiyembekezo) ED wanga adzakhala atachoka ndikabwerera ku dziwe lachibwenzi. Kunena zowona ndimamva kuti ndizodabwitsa kuti patangotha miyezi 4 yokha chochitika chokhumudwitsa ichi sichinayambitsenso, ndipo zimandipatsa mphamvu komanso kudzidalira. ”
Tsopano:
Kotero wakhala chaka chachikulu kwa ine. Ndinganene moona mtima kuti ndibwino kuchita nofap. Pambuyo pake ndinagonana pambuyo pa miyezi 8 yovuta ndipo zinali zabwino. Wanga ED / DE watsala pang'ono kutha, ndimatha kuchita 3-4 pa tsiku ndi bwenzi langa, ndipo koposa zonse ndimakondana kwambiri. Kugonana tsopano ndikubwera pafupi komanso chisangalalo cha kutengeka m'malo mongogona chagada kumbuyo kwanga ndikuyang'ana pamndandanda wazithunzi zolondola m'mutu mwanga zomwe zingandilole kuti ndimalize.
Mwathupi pakhala kusintha kosangalatsa. Ndachitapo kanthu kuti ndikhale ndi thanzi labwino komanso mawonekedwe ndikulimbitsa thupi, kuvala zovala zabwino, zovala, ngakhale kumeta tsitsi langa pafupipafupi. Ndimagonanso chagada (sindinachitepo kale) ndipo sindimadwala kawirikawiri (ndimakonda kudwala nthawi zonse).
Zinthu zina zowonjezera zomwe zinali zowopsa kupitilira choncho ndikhulupilira zimathandiza ena:
Ndinafunika kuti "ndiyambe kutulutsa mpope" pambuyo povutikira- zinatenga mayesero angapo ndi gf yanga mbolo yanga isanayambe kugwira ntchito moyenera.
Kwa mwezi umodzi kapena kuposerapo, zinkamveka kuti pali mtanda wina wa BB womwe umasungunuka pachokha pachokha.
Ndili ndi vuto la umuna pokodza kumapeto kwa zovuta.
Ndimakhala ndi 'ubongo waubongo' tsiku limodzi kapena awiri mutagonana. Ndizodabwitsa kwambiri kuti ndisanadzimve ngati sindinayambe tsiku lililonse, ndipo tsopano sindikumva ngati ndagonana tsiku lomwelo. Chifunga cha ubongo ndichofunikabe.
Zabwino zonse kunjako. Tengani mphindi imodzi panthawi. Zoyenera.
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