Ndine mnyamata wazaka 30 wokhala ku Delhi, India (onani momwe talumikizirana ndi pulaneti laling'ono ili !!!). Kwenikweni sindine munthu wofooka komanso wolephera… Ndine wolimba, ndimalandira ndalama zambiri, ndine wa banja lochita bwino, waluso pamaphunziro ndipo ndapanga ntchito yanga nditakumana ndi zovuta zingapo ... ndinali PMOing kuyambira zaka 13… nditatha zaka 23, ndinayamba kukhala ndi mantha mwadzidzidzi komanso kukhumudwa.
Zomwezi zidayambanso kusokoneza maubwenzi anga kuntchito komanso kunyumba .. Anthu ankandiseka kumbuyo kwanga… Zimakhala ngati, anthu akadziwa za kufooka kwanu, amayamba kukutolera pamaso pa ena chifukwa cha zosangalatsa ndi zosangalatsa. Anzanga ena omwe ndimaphunzira nawo sukulu adayamba kundiopseza, kundiopseza ndipo ndimakhala wothedwa nzeru, wosokonezeka komanso wopanda chochita. Ndinkakonda kulira ndipo ndimaganiza kuti mwina ndikhala moyo wanga wonse chonchi ..
Ndimaoneka wanzeru ndimawoneka bwino ndipo ndili ndi matupi olimba kotero zinali zopweteka kwambiri kudziwa kuti simungathe kudzithandiza nokha, aliyense akhoza kubwera kudzakusekani pagulu, akhoza kukuwuzani, akhoza kukuzunzani, akhoza ngakhale ndakumenya ndipo sunathe kubwezera…
Agogo, ndikulumbira pa Mulungu, iyi ndiye chikhalidwe choyipa kwambiri chomwe munthu angaganizire. PMOing inali njira yopezera chilimbikitso pa zonsezi ..
Nthawi zonse ndimaganiza kuti pali kulumikizana pakati pa PMO ndi nkhawa zoyipa izi ... Mwangozi, sindinathe kuseweretsa maliseche kwa masiku angapo ... tsiku lotsatira ndinayamba kumva bata, bata ndi bata mkati mwa malingaliro anga ndi thupi… Patsiku lachisangalalo lija, ndidazindikira izi ndikupeza YBOP…. Thaaaaank Mulungu….
Zinali zabwino kwambiri kuwona anthu ambiri ali ndi vuto lofananalo… Ndidayambitsa vuto ili la No_Fap tsiku loyamba ndipo pano ndili pa tsiku la 65th la No-Fap…. Tsopano ndikumva kukhala wozizira bwino, wotsimikiza kwambiri ,,, wolimba mtima, wopanda mantha, ssssoooooo bwino kuposa momwe ndinkakhalira ... Ngakhale chinthu chodetsa nkhawa sichinatheretu ponseponse koma zovuta zake zatsika kwambiri… ndipo chinthu chabwino ndikudziwa kuti ine ndapeza ,, tsopano ndikuwongolera zinthu ..
Ndikudziwa kuti zopanda pake zonsezi zidachitika chifukwa cha PMO uyu…. Zikomo kwambiri YBOP .. Inu anyamata mwandipatsa moyo watsopano…
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LINK - Ma difays a 65 a No-Fap .. Olimba mtima kwambiri ...
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