Pafupifupi zaka 2 zapitazo ndinapanga mgwirizano pakati pa PMO ndikulephera kuyesa kugonana. Ndinapita kozizira kwa milungu 17. Kenako ndinagonana komwe kunali kosangalatsa. Ndinayamba chibwenzi ndi mtsikanayo ndipo tinakhala limodzi kwa chaka chimodzi. Paubwenzi adandibwezeranso kuonera zolaula zopusa kangapo ndi iye. Sindikudziwa chifukwa chake ndinavomera - pambuyo pa masautso onse omwe adandibweretsera. Komabe, sizinali zazikulu. Iye ndi ine tinali ndi moyo wabwino wogonana muubwenzi wonse. Kenako chibwenzicho chinatha ndipo, pokhala wodzudzulidwa kwambiri, ndinapitiriza MO-ing, kenako PMO-ing kachiwiri. I PMO-ed kwa miyezi 3, mpaka masabata a 2 apitawo. Zomwe zidachitika masabata a 2 apitawa ndikuti ndidakumana ndi mtsikana wamkulu yemwe tili ndi chemistry yodabwitsa. Zinthu zidafika pogona mwachangu kwambiri. Ndipo ine ndinalephera. izi zinali masabata 2 apitawo. kenako ndinasiya PMO-ing kachiwiri. masiku angapo apitawo, anati mtsikana ndi ine tinali pabedi kamodzinso, pamene ine ndinalephera kachiwiri. zochititsa manyazi kwambiri… komabe, anali wabwino mokwanira kundipatsa chisangalalo kudzera mu kuseweretsa maliseche. ngakhale zinali choncho, mbolo yanga sinali yolimba monga imayenera kukhalira.
Kotero monga lero lero kuwerengera Palibe P: masiku a 16, No M: masiku a 2; Ayi O: masiku a 2. M ndi O adachitidwa naye. Tsopano ndikuganiza kuti izi zinali zolakwika, nanenso, komabe. Ndikupitilizabe ndi pulogalamuyi.
Ndikumva ngati wopusa wathunthu yemwe adagonjetsa zamkhutu izi popanga masabata a 17 osaphunzira. ndinkanyadira ndekha nthawi imeneyo ndipo ndinkadzimva wamphamvu. mpaka miyezi ingapo yapitayo ndidakwanitsa kugonana pofunidwa ndi wakale wanga. nthawi iliyonse - nthawi, kangapo patsiku. Ndimagonana kwambiri ndipo ndimakonda izi. ndipo tsopano zimandipweteka kwambiri podziwa kuti ndimagonana bwanji ndikudziwa momwe ndimakondera atsikana pabedi panga, ndikulephera kubweretsanso mojo yanga itatha miyezi itatu ya PMO. Ndimakwiyira ndekha, kuti ndiyankhule mofatsa.
Ndili ndi chiyembekezo kuti msungwanayo andipirira mokwanira ndipo zinthu zitha bwino. kuchokera pazomwe ndakumana nazo ndikudziwa kuti izi ndizotheka monga ndidazichita kale. Komabe, kusowa kwa libido kumandipanikiza - ngati kuti ndikukumana nako koyamba. Izi ndizokhumudwitsa kwambiri, makamaka ngati pali munthu yemwe tikufuna kumusangalatsa ndi kumukhutiritsa, makamaka podziwa kuti munthawi zonse, tili ndiubongo wabwinobwino, timatha kuchita izi.
Ndikulemba pano nthawi ndi nthawi kuti ndiwonetsere kupita patsogolo kwanga. Ndikufuna kuti wina aliyense amenyane ndi maonekedwe oipa a PMO. izi ndizotheka ndipo ndizofunikira kwambiri.
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Ndikulemba lero kugawana uthenga wabwino ndikulimbikitsa aliyense amene akuchita izi.
Ndidagonana kangapo maulendo angapo (4) kumapeto kwa sabata ino, ndili ndi kondomu komanso kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi. Ndinkakhala ndi Lachisanu usiku umodzi, Loweruka limodzi masana, Loweruka limodzi usiku, ndi tsiku limodzi masana. mwana wanga wamkazi ndipo tikuyenda bwino.
ndikuphunzirabe momwe ndingagwiritsire ntchito kondomu, koma zikuyenda bwino. nthawi ziwiri, kondomu ikadalipo, zosankha zanga zidatsika pang'ono, koma kenako, moleza mtima pang'ono, adachira nthawi zonse ndipo tidakwanitsa kugonana, ndi chilakolako chake, ine, kapena zina zotero usiku watha ndinkafuna kugonana kwambiri, koma ndikuganiza kuti ndinali wokonzeka kumapeto kwa sabata, kotero tinakhala osavuta. (ndimamupitabe pomwepo ndipo adakalibe wovuta). Komabe, ndinakwanitsa kugonana ndikulowa kangapo sabata ino ndipo zinali zabwino. mbolo yanga imawoneka yathanzi komanso yodzaza, ndipo pamakhala chidwi chachikulu. ikuyamba kuvuta chifukwa chondipsopsona kwake.
kotero, anyamata, musataye mtima. kukukumbutsani, ndakhala wopanda PMO kwa masabata athunthu a 5. Masabata 5 apitawo, ndidakumana ndi msungwana wodabwitsayu, ndikuyesera kugonana naye. ndalephera, ndipamene ndinazindikira kuti ndiyenera kukhala wopanda PMO. Masabata a 4 apitawo, ndinalibe libido ndipo kondomu sinapitebe. Masabata a 3 apitawo, tidakwanitsa kuyika kondomu pa mbolo yanga, ndipo adandiseweretsa maliseche mu kondomu kawiri. sabata yatha, tidakwanitsa kugonana pogwiritsa ntchito kondomu kawiri. ndiye ndalephera kamodzi. sabata ino, tinakwanitsa kugonana pogwiritsa ntchito kondomu nthawi 4. nthawi yachitatu akufuna kugonana sabata ino, sindinkaganiziranso za izi ndipo chilakolako changa chogonana sichinali chachikulu mwanjira iliyonse. koma atayamba kundipsompsona ndikundigwira, mbolo yanga idakhala yolimba, tidavala kondomu ndikusangalala.
pulogalamu yopanda PMO imagwiradi ntchito. pakhala kusintha, mpaka pano tikugonana pogwiritsa ntchito kondomu. ndipo ndikumva kuti ikayamba kugwira ntchito pamakhala mayankho abwino. aka ndi nthawi yoyamba kugwiritsa ntchito kondomu mmoyo wanga. Ponseponse, ndakhala ndikulankhula ndi mtsikanayo ndipo mwina zandichepetsa pang'ono. kotero sindinakhale wopanda PMO kwathunthu - adandiseweretsa maliseche kawiri kawiri ndipo ndakhala ndikulimbana ndi kugonana. koma zolaula komanso kuseweretsa maliseche zathetsedwa kwathunthu m'moyo wanga. ngakhale ndakhala ndikudandaula - zomwe zokumana nazo za ena zikuwonetsa kuti sichinthu chabwino kuchita - ndimamvabe bwino: ndikuganiza kuti kulumikizana kwakhala kwakukulu. Ndikumva kukhala womasuka naye ndipo zinthu zikuyenda bwino. Masabata a 5 nditakumana naye komanso nditasiya PMO ndikumuyandikira kwambiri, ndimamukonda, komanso ndimagonana kwambiri. libido yanga ikubweranso m'njira yabwino komanso yathanzi.
ndikofunikira kusiya kuyang'ana zolaula komanso kuseweretsa maliseche, anyamata. tonse titha kuchita!
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