Nthawi imathamanga nthawi yomwe ndimakhala moyo m'malo moyesera kupita patsogolo m'malo omvetsa chisoni ndi PMO. Ndinayamba pang'ono Julayi 4 asanafike ngati chikondwerero chodziyimira pawokha pazolowera. Ndidakhala wosakwatira kwa chaka chimodzi ndikudzikhululukira kuti "Ndikugwira ntchito ndekha," koma kwenikweni, ndimangodzidula. Bwanji ndikuyesera pomwe ndingangochoka pazithunzi zopanda pake zopanda malire?
Ndatopa ndikuwononga maola amoyo pa sabata (kapena tsiku nthawi zina) ndikungokula popanda kuchita bwino pachilichonse. Ndili ndi zaka 30 zoyambirira, tsitsi loyera lomwe likuchulukirachulukira limandikumbutsa nthawi yanga yochepa padziko lapansi kuti ndichite china chake chothandiza kuposa kunyengerera ubongo wanga kuganiza kuti ukupititsa patsogolo ndikupititsa patsogolo mitunduyo. Ndinali nditazoloŵera kusasinthasintha komanso kudziwikiratu kwa PMO kotero kuti sindinaganize kuti zinali zofunikira kwambiri kuti ndikhale pachiwopsezo ndikukanidwa ndikulankhula ndi anthu enieni. Kotero ndinasiya.
Ndinadabwa momwe zimakhalira zosavuta ndikapanga malingaliro anga. Ndinawerenga nkhani zowopsa kuchokera kwa omwe amalembera PMO masiku oyamba a 4 kuti ndimangitse chitsimikizo changa. Kwa milungu yoyamba ya 2, ndinamvanso bwino kwambiri. Ngakhale ndidalira kamodzi popanda chifukwa, ndipo ngakhale ndimamva zomvetsa chisoni, ndinali wokondwa kwambiri kulumikizana ndi zomwe ndakudziwa mkati mwanga.
Kuphatikizidwa ndimawonekedwe achisanu, kusiya kwachikhalidwe komwe kwandipweteka kwa theka la moyo wanga kunandipatsa chidaliro chachikulu kuti ndimatha kudziwongolera ndekha. Ndinayamba kuzengeleza pang'ono. Ndinachepetsa kumwa kwanga ndi kugwiritsa ntchito udzu kuyambira kamodzi kapena kawiri pa sabata kupita kamodzi kapena kawiri pamwezi. Sindinadziwenso mlandu chifukwa chongowononga moyo wanga, liwongo lomwe limapangitsa kuti ndiyambe kuzolowera zizolowezi zoipa. Ndi nthawi yambiri yaulere, ndinkagwira ntchito yambiri, ndikupeza ndalama zambiri. (Zolaula zenizeni ndi NSFW!)
Pafupifupi mwezi umodzi mu fayilo ya nofap, ndidapanga lingaliro lakuchotsa zolaula zanga zonse. Ndinkaloleranso kuti ndichepetse, koma kungochepetsa nkhuni zam'mawa komanso osaganizira. Ndidatero popanda chilimbikitso kapena changu chodzidzimutsa. Imamveka yoyera, ngati kutikita minofu yabwino, ndikumapumira popanda kukakamizidwa.
Sindinagwire ntchito m'masiku a 90, koma ndikuyamba kuyambiranso tsopano. Kugwira ntchito ndikumanganso thupi langa mwachiyembekezo ndikomwe ndikulimbikitsidwe kufikira anthu osawadziwa, makamaka azimayi, molimba mtima komanso mosangalala.
Ponseponse, ndimamva ngati kukhazikitsanso kunachita zomwezo: zidandikhazikitsanso momwe ndidalili ndili 13, ndisanapeze zolaula. Ndinali wofunitsitsa kudziwa zambiri komanso wolanga, ndipo sindinaganizepo kuti kuphunzira chatsopano kungakhale kovuta. Ndikadakhala wopeputsa ndikananena kuti ndikuchulukirachulukira komanso ulesi pazaka zonse za PMO, koma ndimatha kufupikitsa malo omwe ndimalandirako, chinali chinthu chachikulu. Ngakhale kuonera zolaula kumandiyesabe nthawi zina, ndimawalola kuti azidutsa osachita, ndipo ndikakana ayi zimandilimbitsa nthawi zonse.
LINK - Ripoti la tsiku la 90: dzuwa ndi mwayi mipira
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