Kubwerera mu 2012 december ndidapanga chisankho chosiya kuyang'ana zolaula kwa chaka chathunthu. mkati mwa 3-4 miyezi ndikuyesera ndinapita ku Thailand ndipo ndinali pachibwenzi ndi atsikana ambiri pagombe, ndiye pang'onopang'ono ndinapita ku zolaula. Mu 2013 ndidalimbikiranso kulimba ndipo ndidalimbana kwambiri, koma mozizwitsa ine ndimati ndikayenda kwa miyezi ya 8 popanda zolaula kapena kusanja ngakhale.
Koma osachepera apo, ndidayambiranso ndipo nthawi ino ndidabwelera ku njira yanga yokonda kwambiri yomwe inali ndi mankhwala osokoneza bongo.
Izi zimandibweretsera nkhawa yayikulu, ndinazindikira kuti miyezi iliyonse ya 3 ndiyambiranso, ndipo ndimapatsa "nthawi yanga" yapaulendo kuti ndione zolaula.
Kenako chaka chino Epulo 2014. Ndidapanga lingaliro, kuti ndichita chilichonse chomwe chingatenge. Ndili ndi malingaliro mumtima mwanga kuti ndichite chinthu chotchedwa 12, koma nthawi zonse ndimaganiza kuti sichingachitike kwa ine chifukwa sindimadziona ngati munthu wokonda kwambiri chilichonse ndipo ndimangoganiza (ndikudziwa) kuti nditha kusiya kudziletsa .
Sizinali mpaka nditakhala woonamtima kwambiri kwa ine ndekha, ndipo ndidasankha kwa ine kuti sizabwino kuonera zolaula pakapita milungu ingapo ndi miyezi ingapo. Sizinali bwino kugwiritsa ntchito mankhwala ALIYENSE ... ZONSE sizabwino kuchita bwino monga anthu ena omwe ndimawadziwa omwe ali ndi luso kuposa ine.
Izi zotsogola zidakumana ndi kufunsa mzanga yemwe wamaliza 12 stepaching ndipo anali wokoma mtima pondithandiza kwaulere pa Skype komanso imelo.
Ndinayamba kutsatira malingaliro ... Kunena zowona zinali zodabwitsa kwambiri ndipo ndinali kukayikira kwambiri, koma zotsatira zake zinali zachangu. Ndinayamba kuwona momwe ndimasinthira mayesero. Mwadzidzidzi zinali ngati kuti ndili pansi pa CHINSINSI ichi cha chitetezo.
Sindinadane ndi zolaula, ine ndimangofunika kuti ndisaone, zochitika zina zinachitika. Ndinayamba kuyang'ana bizinesi yanga (kutsatsa kwapaintaneti) ndipo maphunziro anga anapitadi. Adaganiza zokonzekera chiwonetsero cholimbitsa thupi ndipo adalimbikira zolimbitsa thupi.
Ndidayika lingaliro la azimayi aliwonse, mpaka nditamaliza gawo langa la 12. Chinachake mumtima mwanga chinati ngati ndichita izi ndidzadalitsika ndi bwenzi lachikondi lomwe nthawi zonse ndimafuna kukhala nalo.
Ndinawonanso mtsikana wina panthawiyo, zomwe zinali zongogonana chabe koma sindimamva bwino kwambiri kapena sindinadziwe kuti ndikufuna kukhala naye.
Chifukwa chake ndidayenda molimba mtima. Ndinayamba masitepe 12. Ndachotsa anzanga onse omwe ndimagwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo pafoni, ndinachotsa atsikana omwe sindinkafuna kuwawona. ndipo ndinawauza mokoma mtima kuti ndasankha kuti ndisapitilize izi ndi ulemu. Ndinali ndi usiku wosungulumwa Loweruka ndi Lachisanu komwe ndimakhala wofunitsitsa kupita kukachita phwando komwe ndimadziwa kuti padzakhala atsikana ndi mankhwala osokoneza bongo komanso kugonana koma kudzera mu mphatso ya 12 njira zina momwe Kuyesedwako sikunali kokwanira, ndipo LONJEZO linali lamphamvu mu mtima wanga.
Lonjezo ili linali chatsopano m'moyo momwe SIMENENSO CHatsopano.
Lonjezoli linali lingaliro loti china chake chabwino chimandichitikira chomwe sindimadziwa kapena choganiza.
Kodi ndimadziwa bwanji lonjezoli? Ndiloleni ndikutengeni mwachidule kuchokera pa nkhani yanga…
Ok tsiku lomaliza zaka 8 zapitazo ndimakonda kugwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo, monga ecstasy ndi cocain ect .. ndipo ndidasangalala kwambiri ndi mankhwalawa. Komabe, pakapita kanthawi zomwe zimachitika zimasangalatsa. Maphwando ake onse omwewo, anthu omwewo, ndipo thupi limakhala lokhumudwa kwambiri, ndiye nditasiya kugwiritsa ntchito mankhwalawa mkati mwa zaka za 3-5, moyo wanga udayamba m'njira zatsopano, ndidayamba kulimba mtima kwambiri, kuyenda kwambiri khalani ndi njira zatsopano zokhala mdziko lapansi. Ndinkakumana ndi moyo womwe sindinamvetsetse.
Popeza ndanena kuti ndikulowera mwachangu kwambiri pamwambo waposachedwa, ndinali ndi lingaliro loti ndikasiya chikumbumtima ndimakhala chinthu chatsopano chomwe sindingathe kulingalira pakalipano.
OK ndiye chani chachikulu nanga ndichifukwa chiyani ndikupita CRAZY ndimatumba ambiri?
Izi ndi zomwe zachitika m'moyo wanga.
MUZISANGALIRA musaganize kuti ndikunyada kapena kuti ndine wamwano kapena ndikufuna kukutsimikizirani
INE NDINE. Ndikufuna kuti MUTHENGEDWE NDI nkhani yanga. Muli ndi chisankho pompano, MUTHA kapena mutha kusankha KUTI mukhulupirire inunso zomwe zingakuchitikireni.
Izi ndizomwe zidachitika.
Kuyambira pa april 2014 mpaka lero sindinawone kapena kugonera zolaula kapena Masterbated. OSATI CHONSE.
Ndimaganiza kuti izi ndizowopsa mpaka banja langa lomwe ndimakhala ndi LEFT ME ALONE kwa masabata a 3-4, ndipo ndidayesedwa kuti ndiwone ngati ndibwereranso ku zolaula. Kukhala ndekha m'mbuyomu chinali chinthu choyesa kwambiri m'mbuyomu koma zina momwe SINAPULUMUTSE.
M'miyezi yapitayi ya 6 ndidakhala ndi ZINTHU zina zikuchitika m'moyo wanga.
1) KUSINTHA KWA BODI: Ndakhala nthawi zonse ndimakhala wolimba, ndipo ndikudziwa momwe ndingakhalire wothamanga, kotero izi zitha kuwoneka ngati sindibwino. KOMA NDIKUDZE KUTI NDAKUONSE. Ndakhala ndikusintha kwamphamvu kwambiri komwe kunali kwabwino kapena KABWINO kuposa masiku omwe ndimapanga anabolic steroids.
Ndili ndi makanema pamutuwu, monga momwe ndimafunira kuti muchite ma steroids 6 zaka zapitazo, chaka chino, munthawi ya UFULU kuchokera ku zolaula ndi masterbation, ndasintha thupi langa modabwitsa. Zithunzi patsamba langa la Facebook.
2) KULAMULIRA NDI CHARISMA: Ndakhala ndikudziyesa ndekha chidaliro, koma kunena zowona m'miyezi yapitayi ya 6 chidaliro changa chinatenga mawonekedwe atsopano. Kumva kwake kwa CHIKONDI komanso kufunira zabwino ena. Ndimalankhula ndi atsikana ambiri ndipo palibe chilichonse chogonana kapena chodzikonda, ndimawona atsikana ambiri omwe ali mwa ine ndipo sindine chidwi chifukwa ndikudziwa kuti satsatira mfundo zanga.
3) NTCHITO: Pambuyo pa mwezi wa 15 kuchokera pomwe ndimachokera kuulendo waku Asia, ndimavutikira kwakanthawi, Miyezi 4 yapitayi bizinesi yanga yapaintaneti idayamba. Tsopano ndikupanga ndalama pafupifupi $ 60 mpaka 100 $ PASSIVE, zomwe zikutanthauza pafupifupi 2000 $ mpaka 3000 $ pamwezi. Tsopano ndikudziwa kuti izi sizochulukirapo poyerekeza ndi anzanga omwe amapanga 65K pamwezi koma ndikukuwuzani kuti NDILI PA MOTO <wokondwa kwambiri ndi moyo wanga chifukwa tsopano ndikhoza kutuluka mu DEBT ndikukhala mfulu!
4) CHIKONDI CHA MOYO WANGA: OK ndidasunga chodabwitsa komanso chodabwitsa kwambiri chotsiriza. Pa Seputembala 19th 2014, ndidapita ku seminare yotchedwa MILLIONAIRE MIND ku alberta. Ndinakumana ndi mtsikana uyu AMAZEDWA ndimtima wake komanso chodabwitsa chake. Ndimawona atsikana okongola paliponse, koma ndikuuzeni mtsikana uyu ALI WODALITSIRA NDIPO amadziwa momwe amavalira. Nkhani yayitali yayifupi, iye ali chimodzimodzi chomwe ndidalota, misomali idachitidwa, yaying'ono, yokongola. TINABWERETSA izi, amadzuka nthawi yofanananso ndi ine (520am) akawerenga buku lomweli ngati ine (malamulo a 16 opambana), ndi MTHAZI wokongola komanso wowoneka bwino, ndipo wakwanira m'manja mwanga.
Nkhani yayitali Mwachidule Tsopano tili limodzi, iye ndi mnzake wa msungwana komanso msungwana woyamba yemwe ndimakonda kwambiri kuyambira april 2014. Koyamba kukhala ndi mtundu uliwonse wogonana. Palibe ochita masewera olimbitsa thupi, osagonana, PAMODZI ndidakumana naye ndipo zakhala zodabwitsa kwambiri.
Ndimakonda kumuuza "NDIMAKUKONDA" ndikugonana naye. Ichi ndi chinthu chomwe sindinayambe ndachitapo kale, chifukwa nthawi zonse ndimakhala pachibwenzi chokhudzana ndi kugonana komanso zinthu zopanda pake.
Chifukwa chake, tsopano ndili ndi thupi langa, chuma changa komanso chikondi changa, zonse mkati mwa miyezi ya 6-7 kuyambira april 2014.
NDIKUFUNA inu chonde musaganize kuti ndikuwonetsa. Sindinkafuna kutumiza izi koma ndinali ndi kuyimbira kwamkati kugawana chisangalalo changa nanu.
NDIMADZIWA mumtima mwanga kuti ALIYENSE akhoza kuchita zomwezo. Masitepe alipo.
Nayi gawo labwino koposa, ndidapereka chidziwitso KWAULERE kwa munthu wina wazaka (24 wazaka) kuchokera ku India ndipo adapita zolaula pafupifupi mwezi umodzi koma adabweranso chifukwa sanatsatire…
Kenako ndinaphunzitsira munthu wina wazaka za 72 wa ku USA) ndipo adakwanitsa kuyang'ana zolaula. Adabweranso pang'ono koma moyo wake watembenuka tsopano. Adachita bwino kwambiri kuti pano akuphunzitsa wophunzira wina yemwe sindinakhale nayo nthawi yochitira ndekha ntchito.
Chifukwa chake ndabwera kudzagawana uthengawu. pali zinthu monga 12 masitepe.
Ndikudziwa kuti ndi njira ya Uzimu ndipo enafe sitili achipembedzo kapena auzimu, koma ndiroleni ndikutsimikizireni kuti simuyenera KUKHULUPIRIRA ZINTHU ZONSE, muyenera kungokhala opanda chidwi komanso kukhala okonzeka kuchita chilichonse chomwe chikufunika.
Ndimakonda kuyitanitsa KOPANDA, kuti muganize za izi, NGATI mukumva mumtima mwanu ndili ndi shit, ingosiyani izi, KOMA NGATI MUTHA KUTI MUKUDZIZA kuti ndikuchita BWINO KWAMBIRI koma ndikufuna ZONSE koma ufulu wanu, chonde yesani izi.
Njira za 12 Zogwira ntchito.
Zotsatira zake ndi MIRACULOUS.
Ndili wokondwa kwambiri komanso wothokoza.
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