Zaka 32 - Osachita izi ndi bwenzi lanu: "zolaula"

Nofapper wakale pano; zikomo pang'ono ku NoFAP Ndakhala ndikuchokera kwayekha kwamuyaya kukhala muubwenzi wabwino wa miyezi 6 ndi mkazi yemwe ndikufuna kukwatirana naye chaka chamawa. Nkhani yayitali; Ndinkakonda kwambiri pxxrn kotero kuti nthawi iliyonse ndikawonera kanema wa X ndinkanena ndekha .. "o mnyamata ndikufuna kutero!" ndipo "Ndikufuna kumupotoza motero!" ndipo "Ndiyikanso winnie wanga mmenemo!" ndipo "Ndikufuna kusuntha m'chiuno mwachangu ngati anthu aku Asia!" Maloto anakwaniritsidwa, ndipo pamapeto pake ndinali ndi gf.

Ngakhale sindinapite ku FAP nditangoyamba chibwenzi, ndinali ndi "zilakolako zoipa" m'malingaliro mwanga. Nthawi iliyonse tikamagona ndimayesa malo odabwitsa, ndimayesa kuthamanga mwamphamvu / mwamphamvu / osayima, kapena sindimatha kugona pakama osafuna kuchitapo kanthu, chifukwa ndimafuna kumva ngati ngwazi, ngati Ndinali "Wopereka chisangalalo chapamwamba".

Palibe chomwe chingakhale chopitilira chowonadi… Tsiku lina gf wanga "anapepesa" chifukwa samatha kuchita, samamva bwino ndipo zimamupweteka kumunsi kuja. Sindinatcheru khutu ndipo ndinatsatira njira yanga yothamanga pabedi tsiku lotsatira. Sabata imodzi atavomereza kuti adakhala sabata lathunthu akumva kuwawa chifukwa cha "kulimbika" kwathu ndipo mpaka pamenepo ndidangodziwa zomwe ndimachita.

Makampaniwa amakupangitsani kuganiza kuti mukuyenera kukhala a Mr Siffredi kuti musangalatse mtsikana, kapena kuti mukuyenera kupitilira amuna onse padziko lapansi kuti mukhale nawobe.

Ndili ndi mwayi, zikuwoneka kuti ndazindikira nthawi ndipo ndakhala ndikuyesera zochepa, zochepa, mphindi zabwino, mtundu womwe sudzawonekeranso mufilimu chifukwa siwowoneka, sungagulitsidwe, sungagawane. Chifukwa chake ndidazindikira kuti pali mtundu wina wamankhwala opusitsa anzawo a Poxn omwe angakhudze miyoyo ya maanja.

Ngati muli ndi imodzi, zikomo ndikulemba zolemba. Ngati mulibe chimodzi lembaninso. Tikukhulupirira zimathandiza.

LINK - Osachita izi kwa ma GF anu, ndipo werengani izi ngati simupeza (ili ndi zoyambitsa)

by JCerb