Chabwino, choyambirira - ndili ndi zaka zoyambirira za 30 ndipo ndakwatiwa ndipo tsopano ndazindikira momwe moyo wanga udakhalira mpaka posachedwa. Osati kunja, koma kuchokera mkati. Nthawi iliyonse ndekha yomwe ndinali ndikudzipereka kwa PMO, zomwe zimandipangitsa kukhala wosakhazikika komanso wosakhazikika. Ndinkakonda kuthera maola ambiri pa MyFreeCams, ndikutumizirana zolaula ndi mtsikana yemwe ndimakonda kumunyengerera, kuseweretsa maliseche komanso kupewa kuchita china chilichonse. Osati zokhazo, ndimakhala ndimagonana nthawi zonse, ndipo ndimatanthauza nthawi zonse. Ndipo zonsezi zidasungidwa mkati - palibe amene amadziwa koma ine… Zinandidwalitsa, koma sindinathe kukana chilakolako cha PMO.
Ndiloleni ndikuuzeni pamene ndinazindikira kuti ndachiritsidwa - Zinachitika dzulo, nditamva kuti kanema wogonana kwambiri wa Abigail Spencer wodabwitsa adatulutsidwa. Ndi m'modzi mwamasewera omwe ndimawakonda - anzeru, oseketsa, okongola komanso okongola kwambiri. Chifukwa chake ndidaganiza kuti ndinali wokonzeka mayeso omaliza… ndidatsitsa makanemawo (dikirani ndi bashing…) ndikuwonera…
Kuyankha kwanga koyamba kunali "Oo mulungu wanga ... Abigail Spencer mwina ndi ngwazi yanga yatsopano!". Chifukwa chiyani? chifukwa samangokhala wanzeru, wokongola, woseketsa komanso wokongola, amathanso kukhala m'modzi mwa atsikana ozizira kwambiri kuzungulira. Adazijambula ndikutumiza kwa wokondedwa wake, ndipo mwina zidamupusitsa - ndi mwayi bwanji?
Kenaka ndinachotsa mavidiyowo ndikuganiza mumtima mwanga: "Kutulutsa makanemawa ndikuwasunga ndi chimodzi mwazinthu zochepa kwambiri zomwe munthu angachite. apangidwira wina, ndi mkazi yemwe saopa zogonana zake, ndipo aliyense amene amamuchitira zabwino ayenera kuweruzidwa ”. Kodi munthu padziko lapansi angatani kuti MO ali ndi makanema amenewo osamva ngati scumbag? Ngati izi zingamupangitse kuti asatumize kanema wina ngati ameneyo kwa wokondedwa wake, ndizokwiyitsa. Ndikukhulupirira kuti sapereka af *** za wina aliyense ndipo samachita manyazi pakadali pano - Ali wabwinobwino komanso wathanzi, mosiyana ndi onse omwe amawonera ndikukula. Ndinalibe chilimbikitso chilichonse, ngakhale chovuta kwambiri. Ndikhulupirireni, ngati atatulutsidwa miyezi itatu yapitayo, ndikadakhala wamisala pamavidiyo ake.
Ndinachita bwanji izi? Pali zinthu zitatu zomwe zandithandiza kuti ndichite bwino. Choyamba, kukhazikitsa K9 fyuluta ya intaneti. Chachiwiri, kuthana ndi chizolowezi changa chozengereza. Inde, ndiwofanana kwambiri. Njira zophunzirira zondithandiza kuti ndikhale wopindulitsa komanso woganiza bwino zandithandizira kuti ndipewe kufunafuna kutembenukira kwa PMO nthawi iliyonse ndikayesa kuchita china chabwino ndikakhala ndekha. Ndaphunzira momwe ndingakhalire ndikuwongolera momwe ndimakhudzira ntchito. Chachitatu, komanso gawo lofunikira kwambiri, ndidakhala wachikazi. Inde. Ndinatero. Ndipo ichi ndi chimodzi mwa zinthu zomasula kwambiri zomwe ndidachitapo m'moyo wanga. Ndidayamba kukhala ndi malingaliro atsopano pagulu ndikuzindikira momwe cholakwika ndi chimodzi chimakhalira. Ndimayang'ana azimayi mosiyana tsopano ndi ulemu komanso kuyamikira. Poyamba ndimaganiza kuti ndimayamika azimayi, koma simukuchita izi mukawawona nthawi zonse azimayi atatayika mukawayang'ana. Izi ndi zomwe anthu adatipangitsa kuchita. Tsopano ndamasuka ku chizolowezi chodwalachi ndipo ndikulimbikitsa aliyense kuti awone njira yabwino kwambiri ya Youtube yotchedwa Feminist Frequency. Zinasintha moyo wanga, ndipo zisintha moyo wanu. Zomwe muyenera kungochita OSATI kuti akazi achikazi akulakwitsa, ndipo yesetsani kumvetsetsa zifukwa zawo.
Tsopano ndachiritsidwa. Kuchiritsidwa monga momwe ndikutha kuwonera zolaula osasandulika, osaganizira zachiwerewere mkazi wamaliseche m'nyanja yamaliseche akuyenda, osayenera kupewa zachiwerewere. Ndili mwamtendere ndikuchulukirachulukira komwe ndikundizungulira ndipo NDIMADALIRA kuti sindidzabwereranso ... PALIBE… ndinabwezeretsanso ubongo wanga. Ndili wokondwa.
Ndikukhulupirira kuti izi zingakulimbikitseni, ndipo ndili pano kuti ndikuthandizeni munjira iliyonse yomwe ndingathe.
ulusi: Ndachiritsidwa! ndikuloleni ndikuuzeni momwe ndinachitira ...
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ZOCHITIKA - Chaka ndi theka pambuyo pake, kapena, Njira yopita ku chigonjetso
Moni anyamata (ndi gals, ndimaganiza),
Papita nthawi yayitali kuchokera pomwe ndidalemba pano. Ofufuzawo pakati panu adayang'ana ndikuwona kuti ndinali ndi positi yanga, momwe ndidanenanso kuti sindikutumizanso kuno. Kufufuza mwakuya kuwulula njira zotsutsana zomwe ndimagwiritsa ntchito komanso nkhani yovuta (koma zowona).
Nanga ndichifukwa chiyani ndili pano? Ndili ndi china chake chofunikira kwambiri choti ndigawane nanu.
Kuwona mwachangu kuchuluka kwa zolemba m'mabwalo osiyanasiyana kumavumbula china chake chofunikira koma nthawi zambiri chimanyalanyazidwa - ndipo ndichinthu chomwe ndidapeza mobwerezabwereza pakuwomboledwa kwanga.
Chidule "m'gawo lomaliza la…" kwa iwo omwe sanali ofufuza pakati panu. Ndinaganiza tsiku lina osadzakhalanso PMO ndipo ndidakwanitsa. patapita kanthawi ndinayamba kudziyesa ndekha kuti ndiwone ngati zingapitirire: kuwonera zolaula m'mafilimu kapena pa TV, kuwonera zolaula komanso kucheza ndi anzanga awiri ogonana (msonkhano womwe udatha ndi awiriwo atagonana kwenikweni kutsogolo Za ine). Mayesowa adadziwika ngati mayeso ndipo ndidapirira zovuta. Sindinamve chilimbikitso ndi ulusi kuti ndikhudze bwenzi langa laling'ono kumusi kuja. Zitha kukhala zotsutsana, koma zidandigwirira ntchito bwino kwambiri kotero kuti ndathandizira ena omwe ndimadziwa kuti athetse zolaula zawo (komanso wina yemwe ali ndi vuto losokoneza bongo). Sindinadziyese miyezi isanu ndi umodzi yapitayo chifukwa ndimadzidalira kwathunthu.
Koma… ndinali ndi zovuta zingapo paulendo wanga m'miyezi itatu yapitayo pomwe ndimamva CHINTHU chomwe chimandikumbutsa za chizolowezi choipa cha zolaula. Ndinawakana, koma kumverera kunali koyipa… Ndinamva kuti malingaliro anga akumenyana nane, ndipo ndinamverera kuti mzanga walowa nawo malingaliro. Ndipo mukudziwa chiyani? zoyambitsa sizinali ZONSE ZOKHUDZANA NDI ZONSE ZONSE!
Nthawi ina ndinakumanapo ndi zipsinjo zambiri kuntchito komanso zolephera zina mu polojekiti yomwe ndidagwirapo ntchito. Mwanjira ina, ndinakwiya ndi zinazake. Ine mlandu wotsiriza, ndimangosewera GTA 5 kwa ola limodzi.
Zinandipangitsa kulingalira za zonena zanga za PMO - Si zolaula zomwe zimakupangitsani kukhala osokoneza bongo, ndikungokhala osakwanitsa kulimbana ndi zovuta m'moyo. Mukuwona, mukakumana ndi zovuta ndipo mumavutika kuthana nazo, ubongo wanu UMAPWETEKA. Neurologically, imachita chimodzimodzi ngati mukupwetekedwa, ndipo sizimakonda. Ngati munagwiritsa ntchito kuonera zolaula, zomwe ndizosavuta kuzolowera, ubongo wanu umadziwa kuti uli ndi njira yodzipangitsanso kukhala wosangalala. Mumadutsa PMO kuzungulira ndipo ubongo wanu umadzaza ndi mahomoni omwe amachititsa kuti ululuwo uzichoka. Sindikutanthauza kuti mumakonda zolaula, koma zikutanthauza kuti ubongo wanu ukusankha njira yosavuta. Imachita izi chifukwa ndizomwe ziyenera kuchita - ikani njira yofulumira komanso yosavuta kukhumudwitsa.
Pomwe ndimalimbana ndi ma downs, ndimayang'anitsitsa pazomwe ndidasankha kuchita kuti ndithane nawo. Poyamba ndidapita kukalankhula ndi manejala anga kenako ndi anzanga ogwira nawo ntchito ngati mpumulo. Kuchokera kwa bambo yemwe sanapemphe thandizo, ndikusankha tsopano kuti ndipemphe thandizo nthawi iliyonse yomwe ndikakhudzidwa. Mlandu wachiwiri, ndidapumira ndikuzindikira kuti mkwiyo wanga udali wopusa. Ndinalibe chochita kuti ndikonze zomwe ndinkakwiya nazo, choncho ndidasankha kudzifotokozera ndekha ndi mkazi wanga chifukwa chake zili bwino kukhala ndi zinthu zomwe zimakukwiyitsani mdziko lapansi. Mlandu wachitatu, womwe unali wovuta kwambiri, ndinasankha kusiya kusewera ndikupanga zosangalatsa. Ndinawerenga buku ndikusewera ndi galu, ndipo linangozimiririka. Kulingalira kwanga pamlanduwu ndikuti mkati mwanga ndimawona kusewera GTA ngati kutaya nthawi, koma sindimavomereza kwathunthu. Ndimakonda kusewera masewera, koma masewera ena amamva bwino kuposa ena chifukwa ndimawasunga mosiyana.
Awa ndimatenda omwe ali ndi vuto lililonse - MUMASANKHA kubwerera m'manja ozizira osalolera KULIMBIKITSA luso lanu latsiku ndi tsiku. Mukazindikira kuti mukungobisalira kusuta, ndiye kuti mukupita kuti mukachiritsidwe.
Ndidzanenanso mobwerezabwereza - Kunena kuti kufooka kwanu ndi zolaula ndi bodza ndipo sikungakufikitseni komwe mukufuna kupita. Zidzakutengerani mtunda winawake, koma idzafika nthawi yomwe mudzayambenso. Vuto lanu si Zolaula, Kugonana kapena Maliseche. Vuto lanu ndikulephera kwanu kukumana ndi zovuta komanso zovuta. Kuwongolera iwo ndi inu PMO kuledzera kudzakhala mbiri yakale.
Ngati mungopewa PMO osachita chilichonse kuti musinthe - mukudzipusitsa ndikungodzipizira utsi m'maso mwanu.
Ndikukhulupirira kuti izi zitha kuthandiza ena a inu, monga momwe zathandizira ine ndi anthu ena.
Samalani ndipo musaiwale - Mukudzisamalira nokha, zabwino ndi zoyipa.
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