Ndine wazaka 34, wosakwatiwa. Ndakhala ndikugwiritsa ntchito PMO kwa zaka 20 kangapo patsiku ndinali wamanyazi kuyandikira amayi. Anataya unamwali ali 27 ndi hule. Libido yanga isanakwere kwambiri, ndimatha kudzutsidwa ndikungoyang'ana mkazi. Tsopano, ndizotsika kwambiri ndimadzutsidwa ndi zolaula zokha. Ndinasiya zolaula nditaona kuti ndikupita kuzinthu zovuta kwambiri. Ndikadziseweretsa maliseche ndimadzuka, koma ndikakhala ndi amayi ndimakhala ndi nkhawa komanso ED, zomwe ndimaganiza ndi - "Kodi zidzakwera?" Ndipo sichimakwera. Sindingathe kuchotsa malingaliro amenewo m'mutu mwanga.
Tsopano ndili mwezi wa 1 wopanda PMO ndipo ndatsimikiza mtima kupita momwe ndingathere kuti ndikwaniritse cholinga. Sabata imodzi isanagone ndi atsikana. Sanapite kumwamba. Ndinafunika kuchita zolaula kuti ndichite bwino, ndipo ndinakwanitsa. Dzulo ndidayesa ndi mtsikana yemweyo, osayankha. Ndinalota, sizinakwere, koma nditakhudza kumaliseche kwake ndinabwera nthawi yomweyo. Ndidachita kawiri.
Chifukwa chake tsopano ndimadwala ED, nkhawa za Magwiridwe antchito komanso kukomoka msanga. Ndimakhala ndimatanda am'mawa, ndimaganizo komanso mwathupi ndili bwino, koma china chake sichili bwino. Kodi ndidadzivulaza ndikugwiritsa ntchito molakwa PMO mwakuti tsopano ndili wachilendo, munthu yemwe sangathe kuchita zomwe munthu amayenera kuchita?
Kodi kuyambiranso thandizo, pali thandizo kapena chiyembekezo chonde? Monga Khalani woyamba wa anzanu kukonda izi.
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8-27-2012
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Zomwe mukusowa ndi wokondedwa wokondedwa, kudalirika komanso kuleza mtima. Ine ndi gf tinasiya PMO kuledzera pamodzi, tinasiya kugonana pafoni, ndipo tinayamba kugonana, kugonana bwino. Chotsatira? Mwanayo ali panjira, ndipo tikwatirana miyezi iwiri.
Mavuto? Chabwino, anyamata kuyambiranso kukuchitika ndipo zimatenga nthawi kuti mukhale ndi chidaliro. Sabata yapitayo ndidapita pa tsamba lachiwerewere ndipo ndidayamba kuganiza kuti: "Kodi zopanda pakezi si chiyani, si kugonana kwenikweni, ndimafunikira chiyani izi?" Ndipo ndidapita pamalowo, ndikuyika zolaula (MetaCert), chifukwa munthu ndi wofooka ndipo amafunika kuthandizidwa kuti apewe "chithunzithunzi chimodzi", kuti apambane.
Ndimakumbukira tsiku limodzi, tsiku lonse logonana, ndikuganiza kuti ndakhala ndikudandaula nthawi 13. Nthawi zina, malingaliro monga: "Kodi inyamuka?" amatuluka pamwambapa, koma amatuluka pogonana. Masiku angapo apitawo, ndimagonana mosangalatsa m'mawa ndipo usiku sindimatha kudzuka. Mwinamwake ndinali nditatopa ndi kugonana kangapo tsiku lililonse, mwina mutu wanga uli wodzaza ndi zokakamiza zaukwati, mwina ndimaganiza kuti kugonana ndichinthu chomwe ndiyenera kuchita, ntchito yomwe ndiyenera kuchita, yomwe sindinachite.
Kugonana ndikumapuma komanso kusangalala, osati ntchito ndi kuyambiranso ndi njira yomwe imatenga nthawi ndipo imakhala ndi zotsika, koma chinthu chachikulu ndi: REBOOT WORKS.
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Nonse mutha kuwerenga zomwe ndalemba ndikuwona komwe ndidali. Mothandizidwa ndi Marnia, Gary ndi mamembala omwe ali pa tsambali Emerson ndi anyamata ena, pang'onopang'ono ndidatuluka.
Ndidabwereranso, inde ndimati: "Zatha" kenako ndidabwereranso kwa PMO. Tsopano ndimakana zolaula ndi maliseche mosavuta kotero kuti sindingakhulupirire kuti ndinali wofooka kamodzi.
Zabwino zokha zomwe ndili nazo ndizomwe zimakhala ndi mkazi wanga. Zolaula komanso maliseche sizichitika.
Ngozi yayikulu ndiyoti mphindi yaying'ono pomwe uyenera kukhala wamphamvu, nthawi yomwe Umati: "Chabwino. Ndingotenga pang'ono, kapena ndikungofuna ndigwire" ngwazi "yanga pang'ono, ndikupita kumbuyo komwe.
Ndikhulupirireni anthu, ndimakonda kuyang'ana zithunzi zamaliseche ndikudzinamizira kuti si zolaula, ndi chithunzi chojambula chakuda ndi choyera, koma patangotha masiku ochepa nditawona Jenna Jameson…
Zofanana ndi chizolowezi chilichonse zimayamba ndi magawo ang'onoang'ono, koma onse amatsogolera pansi.
Tsopano ndikudziwa zomwe zimakonda kukhala zazing'ono, zinthu zazing'ono zimandidzutsa, tsitsi la mkazi wanga, kumpsompsona, khungu, kununkhira, ndimamukonda ndipo timakonda kugonana kwambiri.
Ndi kangapo pomwe ndimapezeka ndikuganiza za azimayi ena, omwe ndimagwira nawo ntchito omwe amandikopa, ndipo ndimadziuza kuti: ˇ ”siyani, simukusowa izi, muli ndi mkazi wokonda, moyo wopenga, simukuyenera kutsimikizira kwa iwe wekha palibe, pita kwa mkazi wako ndi kumukonda, kumukumbatira, kupanga naye chikondi.
Kukhala ndi nyanga ndi gawo limodzi la kubwezeretsedwa kwa PMO, koma ndichabwino, chimenecho ndi chizindikiro kuti ndiwe wathanzi, uyenera kungosunga ulemu monga chizindikiro choti thupi lako likukuuza, ndili ndi thanzi labwino, ndikufuna mnzanga.
Tsopano ndili ndi ana aamuna awiri, wamwamuna 3 yrs ndi msungwana wazaka 1. Ndimakonda banja langa, ndimakonda mkazi wanga, ndimakonda kugonana, ndimakonda moyo.
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