Ndiye poyambira, ndinene chiyani? 34 yo wamwamuna, wakhala PMOing kuyambira osachepera 1992. Kumayambiriro kwa Disembala chaka chatha, posakhalitsa Thanksgiving, ndidazindikira gulu ili (ndikuwomberanso) nditawerenga nkhani ya TheBlaze.
Sindimayembekezera kuti ndiyamba ulendowu, koma nditawerenga zolemba zingapo apa, ndidaganiza kuti ndibwino ndisakhale ndi "gawo lomaliza" kotero ndidangokoka mpando, ndikupanga mbiri ndi nkhunda kumutu poyamba.
Mutu wa positi yanga yoyamba udali wonena za "Khalani otanganidwa ndi livin kapena khalani otanganidwa ndi ziwanda…"
Chabwino abale ndi alongo, ndine wokondwa kunena kuti ndakhala ndikukhala, ndipo ndakhala ndikukhala bwino. Uwu ndiye mzere wautali kwambiri m'moyo wanga, koma koposa apo, ndimamva ngati ndadzitsegulira moyo watsopano. Wotsuka kwambiri, wopanda liwongo, manyazi, kudzimvera chisoni, chisoni, kukhumbira, mapepala onyasa, zikwama pansi pamaso panga, ndikupitilira.
M'masiku akale a 90 ndili ndi:
1) osaseweredwa
2) sanayang'ane zithunzi zolaula kapena makanema kapena nkhani zolaula
3) yosasintha
Chifukwa chake ndakhala ndikutha kupeza zinthu zambiri m'moyo wanga ndikubwerera m'mbuyo ndipo ndayesetsa kuyesa zinthu ndikuchita zomwe ndakhala ndikufuna kuyesa. Monga:
1) Ndinapita kudziko lomwe sindinafikeko
2) Ndadzipereka nthawi yanga m'njira zambiri zosiyanasiyana
3) Ndinapeza mpingo womwe ndikuganiza kuti ndi woyenera
4) Ndidayamba kuphunzira maphunziro azilankhulo zakunja
5) Ndakhala ndikulankhula m'mawa uliwonse ndimaganizira zopambana m'malo momva kugonja.
Kuphatikiza apo - bizinesi yanga yakhala ikuyenda bwino, ndipo SINDILI PAKATI PAMODZI PAMODZI PAMODZI.
Ponena za funso lomwe aliyense ali nalo: Nanga bwanji za wamkulu?
Sindingakuuzeni kuti ndataya ma 25 lbs omwe ndanyamula (komabe), kapena kuti mphaka wazaka 19 wazaka zikudziponyera okha (komabe), kapena kuti nditha kuwombera moto ya maso anga (komabe)…
Koma ndikhoza kunena kuti ndikuyamba kubwerera kumalo ochitira masewera olimbitsa thupi pang'ono, koma pakadali pano ndakhala ndikuwasunga mopepuka ...
Ndipo, (mwina kukhumudwitsa ena, koma whatev) ndayamba m'masiku 10 apitawa kapena ndimayamba kupita kudera / zokopa kuti ndiyambire kuyambiranso kulimba mtima ndikulimbikira kukopa azimayi… pakadali pano ndikulimbana nawo kufikira akazi 100 popanda chifukwa china kupatula kuyeseza kucheza nawo. (Ndili pafupi 1/3 ya njira yolowera ndipo zandithandizadi kucheza nawo).
Kotero kuti kumaliza zonse. Ndilowa muno nditasweka ndikufooka. Ndidangokhala ndi moyo wokondedwa, ndikukhalabe pagululi mpaka 4am kangapo. Ndinayamba kutenga zovuta komanso zoopsa zambiri. Tsopano ndikumva kulimba mkati mwanga kuyesanso kuchita izi chibwenzi.
Pomaliza, ndichikhulupiriro changa kuti Zolaula komanso kuwonongeka komwe zimachitika kwa amuna ndi akazi - ndichinthu chomwe ndi cha ziwanda ndipo ndichinthu choipa chachilendo mdziko lathu. Chinali chinachake chomwe chinali ndi ngowe zake mwa ine ngati kuti ndinali heroin kapena osokoneza bongo. Zinandipangitsa kukhala woseketsa ndipo zimanditengera zinthu zambiri. Masiku 90 ndi chiyambi - koma chiyambi chabe.
SindikUFUNA KUTI Bwererenso KUSAKHALA NDI MOYO WABWINO.
Zikomo nonse chifukwa chondithandiza kuti mufike kuno. Ndimakuonani nonse ngati abale ndi alongo anga. Chikondi chimodzi.
LINK - Naini O-o-o ndi matsenga !! (Lipoti la masiku 90)
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