Highspeed intaneti PMOing kuyambira 2003. Pambuyo pang'onopang'ono komanso mokhumudwitsa ndimavuto a ntchito ndikuwachedwetsa kutaya mtima kwambiri yomwe ndimafunikira kukonza, ndidaganiza zochepetsa MO, kusinthanso kwakanthawi kogonana, ndikusiyiratu PMO.
Kwa nthawi yayitali kwambiri paulendo wanga (masiku opitilira 100) ndidakwiya ndikudzifunsa "chifukwa chiyani sindine wopusa?!?!?!", "Kodi ndidakali pansi?"
Chimodzi mwazinthu zomwe ndidazindikira ndikuti flatline yanga (kumapeto kwenikweni) sinali yopanda tanthauzo konse. Kunali kusintha pamalingaliro okhudzana ndi chisangalalo chogonana ndi kudzutsa. M'malo modalira zolaula komanso malingaliro kuti ndigwire ntchito, chinthu chokhacho chomwe chimandipangitsa kuti ndikhale pano tsopano ndikumverera kwa mkazi weniweni. Kwenikweni momwe makolo athu anachitira!
Zithunzi zolaula zinali zondisunga mosaganizira zachiwerewere. Ndidalumikizidwa ndi ma pixel amkazi wanga wokongola osati chinthu chenicheni. Sindinadziwe zenizeni zokhudzana ndi kugonana kwa anthu. Choyipa chachikulu, ndidali ndi zolinga zosagwirizana ndi zolaula zomwe zidalembedwa zolaula (zipsera za PA)
Pambuyo paulendo wanga wopanda zolaula, ndidayamba kuyanjana ndi zogonana zanga monga zokumana nazo zosangulutsa m'malo mochita zolakalaka. Ndinasiyanso kunena zakugonana (ndikawona mayi wokongola) ali ndi erection. Inde ndimayang'anabe azimayi okongola, kuyankhula nawo, ndikuwayang'ana m'maso. Koma kuyenda mozungulira tsiku lonse ndikumakonzeka?… Zosatheka komanso moona mtima zingakhale zochititsa manyazi!
Mwachidziwikire, ndinangosiya kuyesetsa kuti ndikhale ndi chilakolako choganiza ndi kuyamba kudalira chiwerewere changa. Tsopano ndidziwa kuti mojo wanga alipo pomwe ndimafuna, ndipo PAMENE ndimangofunika. Zachidziwikire kuti nditha kukhala ndimaganizo kumbuyo ndi uko, koma zolaula zatha.
Ndikufuna kunena zowona kuti kusiya PMOing sikunakonze chilichonse cholakwika m'moyo wanga wina sayenera kuyembekeza.
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