Ndinagona ndipo zonse zinayenda bwino. Palibe ED. Ndine wokondwa kwambiri kuti ndinachita izi. Ndine 36. Fap yoyamba inali mu 6th grade. Ndinaba mulu wa Playboys 70s ku nduna ya bambo anga. Ndakhala ndi chidwi chofuna kupanga kuyambira pamenepo. Nthawi zonse ndimaganiza kuti zinali zachilendo. Zinali zabwino kumva m'kalasi lazaumoyo la giredi 9 kuti zimatengedwa ngati 'zabwinobwino'. Kenako, intaneti idabwera m'moyo wanga ndikundipatsa zachilendo zosatha. Pachiyambi, ndinkangofunafuna atsikana atsopano otentha okha. Monga ma dude ambiri, pamapeto pake, ndinayamba kufunafuna mitundu ina ya zinthu zamatsenga. Kutumiza mwachangu, kusaka ndi kosatha kwa zinthu zatsopano ndi zosiyana. M'zaka zingapo zapitazi, ndinadzipeza ndikuwonera zolaula zambiri pa intaneti. Zolaula zidakhala zothamanga kwambiri, matanthauzidwe apamwamba komanso zambiri ZAULERE. Apa ndi pomwe mavuto adayambira. ZABWINO ZOSATHA sizachilengedwe. M’kupita kwa nthaŵi, ndinasiya kukhala ndi chidwi chogonana ndi mkazi wanga wakale. Anali wokongola, anali wodabwitsa pabedi, komabe, sanali wokwanira kwa ine chifukwa ndinali kuyang'ana pa 20 kapena kuposa nyenyezi zolaula zotentha tsiku lililonse….Anachoka. Zoona adachoka ndipo sindingamudzudzule ngakhale pang'ono.
Kenaka, ndinakhala zaka zingapo ndikusungulumwa ndikuyang'ana zolaula zambiri pa intaneti ndipo ndinali ndi zovuta zingapo zapaulendo komanso ma PE ndi ED apa ndi apo. Kenako ndimakhala kumapeto kwa sabata lathunthu ndi msungwana wokongola yemwe ndimamudziwa bwino kwambiri kwathu. Ndinkalakalaka kwambiri kukhala ndi iye ndipo ndinali wokondwa kwambiri ndi zomwe ndimadziwa kuti zatsala pang'ono kuchitika ... Kenako, palibe chomwe chidachitika. Ndinali ndi ED. Sabata yonse. Tidayesa ... .ahem ... ANAYESA…. Mobwerezabwereza. Ndinali wamanyazi kwambiri. Unali umodzi mwamapeto a sabata oyipa kwambiri m'moyo wanga. Anali wabwino kwambiri, koma sindingathe kulingalira zomwe anali kuganiza. Zinali zovuta pa libido yanga zowonadi. Ndipamene zinthu zimayenera kusintha. Ndinayamba kufufuza pa ED mwa anyamata achichepere. Ndinkadziwa kuti ndinali ndidakali wamng'ono kwambiri (36) kuti ndisadere nkhawa za zinthuzo. Kenako ndidawona Kulankhula kwa TED. Ngati simunaziwone. Dzichitireni nokha zabwino ndikuziwonera. Zinasintha moyo wanga.
Ndinasiya kukula masiku 42 apitawo. Zinali zovuta kwenikweni pachiyambi, komanso osati pafupi molimba momwe ndimaganizira. Ndinaphunzira za ndondomekoyi ndisanafike "tsiku losiya" ndikukonzekera malingaliro anga. Ndinkafuna kugwiritsa ntchito mphamvu zanga m'njira zabwino kwambiri, choncho ndisanafike tsiku losiya ntchito, ndinagula benchi yolemetsa, zolemera, kapamwamba kokoka, ma push-up, ma blender (a smoothies) ndi chakudya chokwanira. Ndinali wokonzeka. Sindinakhulupirire momwe ndimamvera kusintha kwakanthawi. Pafupifupi nthawi yomweyo, ndimamva mwamphamvu m'maganizo ndi mwakuthupi. Ndidakhala wosangalala, sindimachita mantha ndimikhalidwe zina. Ndinamva ubongo wanga ukugwira ntchito mwachangu. Ndimamva ngati ndikuseketsa ndipo ndidadzidabwitsa ndekha ndikuseka komwe ndimakhala. Pambuyo pa sabata limodzi, ndinamva zodabwitsa.
Pambuyo masiku 14, ndinali mokwanira. Ndinali ndi mutu wamantha woopsa womwe ukupita. Ndinkadziwa kuti zinali zachilengedwe ndipo ndinali wokondwa kuti CHINTHU chikuchitika, koma sindinali wokondwa kuti 'icho' chimafota ndikuwoneka ngati wamng'ono kwambiri. Komanso, ndinali wokhumudwa. Ndinalira pa chilichonse. Ndinakwanidwa. Ndidayang'ana kwambiri pakuchita zinthu ndipo zimawoneka ngati zikugwira ntchito. Kulimbitsa thupi kwanga kunali kodabwitsa. Ndinapitiliza kuwerenga ulusiwu ndikukhala otanganidwa. Masiku adayamba kukhala masabata. Ndinasiya kuluma zikhadabo zanga ndipo sindinaganizirepo za izi. Ndinayamba kukhala ndi minofu. Ndinayamba kupeza nkhuni zam'mawa. Sindinakhale ndi nkhuni zam'mawa M'ZAKA. Ndiye.
Mwadzidzidzi. Pambuyo masiku 39, Mtsikana wotentha amafuna kucheza ndi ine. Kugonana naye sikunakonzekere. Ndinkaopa kwambiri kukhala ndi ED. Amatentha kwambiri, motero sindimadziwa chomwe chingachitike ndikapeza mwayi. Ndinapeza mwayi. Sindinamvepo kumasulidwa koteroko monga momwe ndinamvera ndikamugwira m'manja mwake masekondi 11 atamasula ntchentche yanga. lol ndikuganiza ndidawombera dzenje pakhoma. Mwamwayi, anali wokonzeka kuyesanso m'mawa… (ndinali wamantha / mantha kuyesanso PIV usiku womwewo.) M'mawa mwake, zonse zinagwira bwino ntchito bwino !!! Khulupirirani ine, ndinali wokondwa kwambiri ndipo ndamasulidwa. Takhala tikugonana ndi PIV kangapo kuyambira pamenepo ndipo zinthu ZIMAGWIRITSA NTCHITO. Sindingathe kuchiritsidwa kwathunthu, koma ED yanga ikuwoneka kuti yatha. Ndinamuuza za NOFAP. Ndiwodabwitsa kwambiri. Ndikuganiza kuti zamupangitsa kuti azikonda ndikundiyamikiranso.
Poganizira cholinga changa choyambirira komanso chifukwa changa cha NOFAP chinali kukhala ndi PIV yochita zachiwerewere ndi msungwana weniweni, ndimamva ngati ndakwaniritsa cholinga changa choyambirira. Ndikuganiza kuti kuyambiranso kwanga kwa ED kumatenga masiku 35-37. Mwina ndidadula pafupi, koma chifukwa ndinali ndi mwayi woti ndiyesedwe. Kumbukirani. YMMV ndikudziwa kuti padakali njira yayitali kutsogolo. Ndikudziwa kuti sizikhala zophweka. Ndimanyadira. Sindikuyang'ananso zolaula pa intaneti. Ngati muli ndi mafunso, ndabwera kudzakuthandizani… .Ine sindine katswiri, koma ndikumva bwino pompano. Masiku 42 !! Ndatopa kwambiri! Tidayikidwa… POPANDA ED !!! Nayi nkhani yanga yonse. by Vespaiomasiku 43
ZOCHITIKA Tsiku 76 -
Abale. NoFap yakhala yodabwitsa kwa ine. Sindinapite masiku 76. Chifukwa chomwe ndikulembera izi ndi b / c Ndangopeza chibwenzi changa choyamba m'zaka zitatu. Ndipo fellas, akutentha kwambiri! Woyimitsa moyo weniweni. Mwinamwake msungwana wokongola kwambiri amene ndinayamba ndakhalapo naye. Ndipo, ndi wabwino komanso wokoma, ndipo amandikondanso ???
Woyera, Woyera, Woyera kwambiri Wopenga, eti?
Sindikufuna kuchititsa nsanje aliyense… ndikuyesera kukulimbikitsani abale anga. Sindingathe kufotokoza momwe izi zinachitikira !! Zomwe ndikudziwa ndikuti ndidatenga vutoli ndi malingaliro otseguka komanso chidwi chachikulu chifukwa ndinali ndi ED pang'ono ... Ndinachita manyazi ndikuthamangira kwa miyezi isanu ndi umodzi. Kenako ndidayamba zovuta izi. Nayi nkhani yanga ngati mumasamala: http://www.reddit.com/r/NoFap/comments/1fyxqc/42_days_im_so_stoked_got_laidno_ed_heres_my_full/
Ndikungofuna kunena izi kachiwiri. NoFap imagwiradi ntchito !! Sindingathe kufotokoza chifukwa chake kapena motani ... koma zotsatira zake zilipo ndipo ndilibenso ED komanso, ahem, hot g / f. Cholinga changa chinali kuchiritsa ED. Wachita ndipo wachita. Msungwana wokongola uja adagwera m'manja mwanga a NoFappin !! Mahalo kupita ku NoFap ndi mchimwene wanga aliyense Fapstronauts chifukwa chokhala odabwitsa komanso othandizira. Izi zasintha moyo wanga. Sindidzayang'ananso zolaula pa intaneti.
Aloha !! Vespaio
LIPOTI: tsiku 90
Lero ndi tsiku langa lobadwa mwalamulo. Ndine wazaka 37. Miyezi itatu yapitayi yakhala yoopsa .... Sindinakhalepo nthawi imodzi m'masiku 90 ndipo ndimamva ZABWINO. Ndadutsa kusintha kosangalatsa. My ED ndikumakumbukira kwakutali. Ndili ndi minofu!?! ??? Ndili ndi bwenzi lokongola!?! ??? Ndikugona. Chilichonse ndichabwino.
Tithokoze gulu la NoFap chifukwa chothandizidwa ndi onse. Ndikuyamikira nonsenu fapstronauts. Zikomo chifukwa cha mawu onse olimbikitsa! Sindikuyang'ananso zolaula pa intaneti. Woooooo !!
LINK - Kukondwerera masiku 90 patsiku langa lobadwa !! NDAKHALA WOKHALA !!
by Vespaio