Ine: wazaka 36, wopanda mkazi, Palibe ana, osakwatiwa konse. Nkhani yanga: Nthawi zonse ndimakhala munthu wabwino, wopanda manyazi, koma wopanda kutchuka kwenikweni kwa azimayi. Ndinkayang'ana zolaula nthawi ndi nthawi ku jr sekondale komanso kusekondale. Ndimakumbukira ndili mwana ndimachedwa kugona ndikuonera zolaula pa TV ya m'ma 80. Ndatulutsa magazini a XXX ndi makanema a VHS mzaka za m'ma 90. Ndinakulira, ndinadzikhalira ndekha ndikubwereka / kutolera ma DVD kuchokera m'masitolo akuluakulu aku 2000's.
… Ndiye mu 2006 ndidadwala fap fap fap kachitidwe kamoyo ndikuyesera kusiya.
Ndidatumiza kutsimikiza cholemba pamtima za izi pa tsamba la "No Porn" kubwerera ku 2006. Ndakhala ndikuyesera kusiya zolaula ndi maliseche PATALI gulu lonse la Reddit NoFap lisanayambe.
Koma palibe kuchita bwino.
Ndazindikira modandaula kuti chizolowezi changa chowonera zolaula tsiku lililonse ndi 20 chaka ndimakondana ndi Vennessa Del Rio, JRCarrington, Dominique Simone, Anne Malle, Tiffany Towers, Lisa Lipps, Wendy Whoppers, Belladonna, Vivienne La Roche, Holly Day, Sandra Brown ndi Rachel onse nyenyezi zomwe ndimakonda zolaula sizinali zongosangalatsa tsiku lililonse, koma kwambiri, ZABWINO kwambiri CHIYAMBI CHABWINO KWAMBIRI. Ndikudziwa chifukwa ndasiya kupitilira nthawi za 199,000 +.
Ndakhala muubwenzi "weniweni" wazaka zambiri ndipo ndakhala ndikukumbukira zokumana nazo zabwino zogonana ndili ndi zaka zoyambirira za 20 koma nditakula, ndidagwa mu "gawo laubwenzi" ndi amayi omwe ndimawadziwa. Izi zitachitika ndidayamba "kukondana" kwambiri ndi malingaliro ongogonana pa maloto anga azolaula.
Kuzungulira kumayamba ndikakumana ndi mayi yemwe ndimamukonda, ndimayamba kumukonda, ndikumukhazika pansi ndikuopa kumuwuza zakukhosi kwanga. Sindingathe kulimba mtima kuti ndimufunse. Ndikamaliza kunena kuti ndimakonda zogonana / kapena chibwenzi ndimamva mawu owopsa akuti "O, ndimakukondani kwambiri ngati bwenzi." kapena "Otisdez, uli ngati mchimwene wanga, sindikuwona ngati kugonana." Kenako ndimamvetsera moleza mtima pomwe amafotokoza momwe bulu yemwe amagona naye amapusitsira.
Nthawi iliyonse izi zikachitika, ndimakwiya kwambiri. Nthawi zina ndikakhala ndikucheza ndi mtsikana, sindinathe kudikirira mpaka nditabwerera kunyumba ndikuthamangira kuzinthu zokomera zomwe zimayamwa, kutulutsa ndikumeza kuthana ndi malingaliro anga okanidwa. Posakhalitsa ndinasiya kuyandikira ndikukhala pachibwenzi ndi amayi "enieni", ndikusankha kukhala moyo wosungulumwa wokhala pandekha ndi atsikana omwe ndimalota.
Koma PMO anali kutaya moyo wanga, kuwononga nthawi yanga yonse yaulere ndikunditengera $ 1,000's dollars ndikutaya mwayi. Ndinali ndi zolaula zanga za DVD zomwe zimadzaza chipinda chonse. Nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndinasiya (kapena kuyesera) ndinaponyera ma DVD onse okwera mtengo aja, kenako ndinabwerera kukagulanso makanema onse akale chifukwa 'ndinawasowa' milungu ingapo pambuyo pake. Popita nthawi zolaula pa intaneti zidakhala zotanthauzira komanso zaulere kotero ndimatha kukhala ndi nthawi yochulukirapo ndi zolaula za Jenna, Jamie, Jasmine, Jade, Jada ndi Jane ndikunyalanyaza mkazi aliyense yemwe ndimamudziwa kapena yemwe ndimuwone m'moyo weniweni. Ndinali wotsimikiza kuti angangondiona ngati bwenzi labwino kwambiri kapena ena "omwe amangoyenda" m'nyumba mwake zolaula tsiku lonse. Mu maloto anga zolaula zonse basi OKONDEDWA ine. Ndinali wachinyengo kwathunthu.
Moyo wa PMO uwu udapitilira kwazaka zambiri !!! Kuledzera kunakula kwambiri ndipo zolaula zomwe ndimaziwona zikuipiraipira. Ndisanadziwe zolaula zomwe zinandichititsa chaka chimodzi zisanandichitire ine. Kuzungulira kunakulirakulira pang'onopang'ono ma boobs akulu abodza sanali okwanira, ndinayenera kuwona zigawenga zankhanza zamiseche, zonyoza amuna 12 a bukkake, zigawenga zogonana zomwe zimachitika kumalire kenako ndinadziwopseza ndekha ndikuziwona mwangozi mu TRANNY PORN… amayenera KUYIMA. Zinayenera kusiya.
Ndiye mu 2012 ndinapeza NOFAP. Ndidayika baji, ndidapita sabata, kenako ndikubwerera. Anayesanso kupitanso masiku 10 ndikubwereranso. Kenako pamwezi ndi zina zambiri. Ndinali ndi masiku 45 kamodzi, tsiku la 23, tsiku la 77, kuti zonse zitheke pazifukwa zomveka kwambiri. Chaka chino ndidati "# @ C% chaka chino cha 2014 ndi chaka changa chomaliza kukula. Ndinayenera kugwira ntchito yodzikonda ndekha ndikukhala ndi chikhulupiriro mwa Mulungu wanga (kufuula kuti / r / Nofapchristians ) usikuuno ndapanga. Masiku a 90! Masiku a 90! 90 FUCKING MASIKU
tl; dr - namwali wazaka 36 amachita Nofap, amakhala wamphamvu kwambiri ndipo amaluma 16- 20 pang'ono sabata. NOFAP 😀
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