Zaka 37 - Wokwatirana: kulumikizana bwino ndi mkazi

Momwe mungayambire ...

OMG ndinapanga masiku 90 !! Ndidasiya kuyang'anitsitsa kwa kontrakitala yanga kwakanthawi, koma dzulo nditawona ku 89 ndikudziwa kuti masiku 90 anali odalirika, ndidayandikira ndikulira. Mosakayikira iyi ndiyo nthawi yayitali kwambiri yomwe ndadutsa osakwanitsa zaka 23 kapena kupitilira apo. Kulondola, pazaka 2 zapitazi - mpumulo wotani.

Sindimakonda kukhala ndi chidwi chambiri, ndipo ndalumikizana bwino ndi mkazi wanga kuposa pomwe tidakwatirana 10 zaka zapitazo. Sindikudabwanso pamene mkazi wanga kapena mwana wanga amalowa mchipinda pomwe ndimagwiritsa ntchito kompyuta., Ndipo sindikuopa mbiri yakusakatula kwanga. Sindikudandaula kuti ndichotsedwa ntchito chifukwa chakuwona zolaula pc yanga yantchito. Ngakhale ndayesera kulowa pagululi ndikalumikizidwa ndi netiweki yamakampani ndipo tsambali ndi loletsedwa pamutu wazophunzitsira zogonana. Zodabwitsa ndizakuti reddit yokha imagwira ntchito.

Ponena za zopambana - eh - sindikudziwa. Ndinali mnyamata wabwino kale ndipo ndine munthu wabwino tsopano. Chachikulu kwambiri chomwe ndikuganiza ndikuti ndi vuto lalikulu lokhala ndi zolaula kwambiri lomwe lathyoledwa. Tsopano ndinali wosuta, tsopano ndimadziona kuti ndine wochira. ndikumanganso milatho yomwe ndidawotcha ndi mkazi wanga. Ndikumva kuti nthawi yanga yabwino ndikutha ndipo ndimatha kuyang'ana kwambiri ntchito. Koma vuto lalikulu la zaka zolaula komanso pmo limakwezedwa kwambiri. Mwambiri chifukwa monga Mkatolika wolimbikira ndimatha kupita kuulula machimo ndikukambirana mosabisa ndi wansembe za zizolowezi zanga zakale, zakuchepa kwanga, komanso momwe ndimayesetsera kukonza. Sindinkafuna kukhala munthu amene amamuchitira mkazi wake mopanda pake ndipo sindimatha kukhala ndi nthawi yocheza ndi ana ake, ndipo sindine munthu ameneyo. osatinso kunama kapena kubisala. Kumasula kwake. Ubale wanga ndi mkazi wanga udzamangidwanso pang'onopang'ono. Sindinasanduke bulu wonse usiku umodzi ndiye ndichifukwa chiyani ndimayembekezera kuti sangakhale ndi chikaiko chatsopano chatsopano? komabe zinthu zikuyenda bwino pang'ono panthawi, ndipo zonse zili bwino ndi ine.

Kotero apa pali. Ndinali wotsika kwambiri, ndipo ndimafuna kusiya, choncho nditawona nkhani ili pamoto wonena za gululi ndidayiyang'ana ndikulemba tsiku lotsatira. Zikomo kwa onse omwe andithandizira paulendowu - sindinathe kuchita izi ndekha.

Komanso kuvomereza nthawi - sindinathe kudzichotsa pa zolaula kwakanthawi. ndimayang'ana ma gifs komanso zithunzi zomwe ndidapeza paliponse pa reddit (anthu ambiri ali ndi njira yochulukirapo yopumira) ndipo ndimakhala ndikungoganiza m'mutu mwanga kuti sizoyipa kwenikweni monga zomwe mumakonda kuchita ndi inu ' osakula kotero bwanji osakhala - lingaliro loipa. Ndinkatha kudzimva ndekha pamwamba pamtunda wotsetsereka kwambiri kumbuyo komwe ndidayambira. Ndidayenera kuyambitsa kauntala wosiyana mu r / zolaula kuti nditsatire ma proges anga. Monga pano apa kauntala yaying'ono imathandizira tani.

Komabe, ndili ndi chisoni ndi izi, koma ndili othokoza komanso osadandaula kuti ndakwanitsa. Ndatha kwathunthu ndi pmo, ndikuyembekeza kwa moyo wanga wonse.

kwa inu mukudziwa anthu akungoyamba, zovuta, koma zoyenera kuchita.

Zabwino zonse aliyense, ndipo tikuthokoza nonse chifukwa cha thandizo lanu.

LINK - Masiku 90 - Sindingathe kuzikhulupirira.

by john365