Choyamba kuyesera izi ndikuganiza kuti ndigawana nkhani yanga nditabisala. Ndili ndi zaka 30, choncho khalani ndi zaka 25 zabwino za PMO kumbuyo kwanga. Nditatha kumva ubongo waubongo, kutopa, ED ... Kenako ndidalumikiza PMO ndi malingaliro anga / thupi. Tinapita kuzizira masiku 90 apitawa ndipo ndikusangalala kwambiri ndi zotsatirazi.
Mwamaganizidwe ndimatha kuganiza bwino, kumva bata, ndikukhala ndi nkhawa. Kuda nkhawa ndi nkhawa zomwe ndimakhala ndikuvutika nazo zikuwoneka kuti zatha. Amatha kuyankhula ndi anthu mosavuta ndipo anthu amawoneka otseguka kuyambitsa zokambirana. Chokopeka kwambiri ndi azimayi ambiri, sizitengera nthawi kuti ndidzuke. Mwathupi, sindinakhalepo wamphamvu, ndipo ndang'ambika kumalo ochitira masewera olimbitsa thupi ndikudula mafuta anga kuti nditseke manambala amodzi. Kudya bwino kwambiri kwandithandizanso.
Pa masiku 90 ndakhala ndikulota maloto 7. Nthawi zambiri zimachitika masiku aliwonse 10-14.
Ndinangodumpha pa P nthawi imodzi ndipo zinali pafupifupi sabata yapitayo ndisanapite ku Vegas kutchuthi. Ndimayang'ana zithunzi zina zapaintaneti zapa intaneti ndikuzindikira mwana wolaula yemwe ndimakonda kwambiri pazithunzi zina pabalaza la Vegas - anali komweko ngati wamba. Izi zidandipangitsa kuti ndiwonere makanema ake, koma palibe MO. Ankangoyang'ana, ndipo anali ngati wosasangalala nayo.
Sindikugwira ntchito pano ndipo sindimapita zambiri, koma ndakhala ndi zokumana nazo zosangalatsa ndi akazi posachedwa. Ndaonapo amayi ena akundiyang'ana pamsewu. Masabata angapo apitawo ndinali ndi mkazi mwachisawawa ndikufunyulula chifuwa changa pa bar pomwe ndimadutsa. Madzulo a tsikulo mtsikana wina adatambasula dzanja ndikukoka ine kumabala. Sabata yotsatira ku Vegas ndinali ndi mayi wowoneka bwino yemwe adandigwira ndipo tidamaliza. Ndinamva bwino kuti ndikakhudzenso mkazi. Tsiku lotsatira ndinayankhula ndi gulu la atsikana achichepere padziwe ndipo m'modzi anali kukondana kwambiri ndi ine. Palibe nkhawa zamagulu kapena chilichonse, zinali zabwino.
Panopa ndilibe mnzanga ndipo ndilibe chiyembekezo chilichonse, chifukwa chake malingaliro anga pakadali pano ndikupita masiku 120 ndikuwona momwe ndimamvera nthawi imeneyo. Kuwona maubwino onse pakapita masiku kumandipangitsa kuti ndikhale kosavuta. Wokondwa ndidaganiza zowombera izi chifukwa zakhala ndi zotulukapo zabwino zambiri m'mbali zonse za moyo wanga.
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