Ndine wamwamuna wazaka 39, ndipo ndakhala ndikuchoka pa sitima ya NoFap pafupifupi chaka chimodzi. Mzere wautali kwambiri masiku 55. Komanso ndinali ndi milungu / miyezi ingapo komwe ndinabwereranso. Pakadali pano masiku a 40, ngakhale nthawi ino (mwamwayi komanso mopanda malire) sizinakhale zovuta.
Chaka chathachi, ndatha kusiya banja langa lomwe lidalephera, ndidayamba kugwira ntchito, ndidapeza magwero angapo opezera ndalama, ndidayendetsa chizolowezi changa chosuta udzu, ndidayambiranso kusuta, ndikupeza chibwenzi chatsopano.
Sindingathe kulimbana ndi mkazi wanga wakale, ndipo ndinachoka pamapeto pake ndikuonera zolaula titatha (osati kuti ndinali ndisanayandikire kwambiri ndikanakwatirana). Sindinadziwe ngati inali PIED, ngati zinali chifukwa choti ndinali woponya miyala wamkulu, kapena chifukwa choti ine ndi mkazi wanga wakale sitinakondane kwenikweni, koma sindinathenso kupeza zosankha pokhapokha ngati ine anali akuthamangira ku zolaula.
Chifukwa cha mbiriyakale imeneyo, ndinalibe chidaliro chocheza ndi msungwana wanga watsopano kwanthawi yayitali. Tidali kupusitsika, koma ndimangoganizira kwambiri za magwiridwe antchito, ndipo Dick wanga samachita nawo mgwirizano, chifukwa chake ndidafotokozera kuti ndiyenera kuti ndangokhala ndi akatundu onsewa m'banja langa lolephera, ndipo ndimayenera kupita pang'onopang'ono, ndi zina zambiri, ndi zina zambiri. Anali wokhutira komanso womvetsetsa, koma ndimamva ngati zoyipa.
Komabe, usiku watha panali chochitika china, ndinakwanitsa kudzitaya ndekha pakamphindi, ndipo nkhani yayitali - Ndinavuta mwakhama ndikusangalala ndi blowjob yanga yoyamba kumaliza kumapeto. Sindinakhalepo ndi mkazi pafupifupi zaka khumi. Ndili pamtambo naini lero.
Sindikuganiza kuti "ndachiritsidwa," ndipo ndikuyembekeza kuti ndidzakhala ndi nthawi yopanda pake kapena yocheperako posachedwa. Koma kwa usiku umodzi wopambana, ndinakwanitsa kusiya zakale ndi mavuto anga a ED kumbuyo kwanga.
Ndikudziwa kuti nthawi zina amakhumudwitsidwa pano pomwe anthu amaganiza za NoFap ngati njira yothanirana ndi mavuto a ED kapena kupeza mphamvu zazikulu ndi 'kuwotcha anapiye,' koma ndimamva ngati ndikugawana nkhani yanga ngati mawu olimbikitsa kwa ena omwe akuvutika ndi magwiridwe antchito nkhani. Ngati ndingayambenso kugonana mokwanira kuti ndikhale ndi zokumana nazo zabwino (osagwedezeka mwamphamvu kwa maola awiri, koma mmwamba ndi pansi mwachilengedwe ndikutuluka kwa mphindiyo, pamapeto pake kumadzetsa chimaliziro), ndiye kuti aliyense angathe.
by Smaldar
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