Zaka 40+ - masiku 90 kachitatu: Kugonjetsedwa kwa ED

Chifukwa chake kauntala yanga yasankha zoposa 90. Ndikufuna ndikulembereni zonse, koma mulibe nthawi pakadali pano. Chifukwa chake ndingolemba zolemba zina pamutu. Uwu ndiye mndandanda wanga wachitatu wopambana wa 3. Ndinayenera kulandila masiku 90 nthawi ziwiri zoyambirira.

Pakati pa strak yomaliza ndi iyi ndinali ndi chachikulu kubwerera. Pafupifupi kubwerera ku njira zakale za miyezi iwiri. (Zomwe zimakulitsa kwakanthawi. Osati pafupipafupi, ngati kawiri pa sabata. Komabe zimalamulira moyo wanga). Pokumbukira zomwe zinayambiranso tsopano, inali nthawi yovuta. Kodi munthu wobwerera m'mbuyo uja anali ndani? Sindingamvetsetse chifukwa chomwe ndimalola kuti izi zichitike, kapena anali ndani nyamayo. Chifukwa zonse zimawoneka ngati zopanda pake tsopano. Wina aliyense akumva choncho? Koma ndinkafunika kuti ndikumbukirane komaliza chifukwa chomwe ndikuchitira izi.

Nthawi ino zimamveka mosiyana. Ndilibe chidwi / chidwi chofuna kutha, chomwe ndidachita pakadali pano. Ndipo sindine chidwi chobwerera ku ndandanda yanthawi zonse ya "wathanzi". Ndathana nazo, ndipo ndikutha kuona momwe ndidayankhulira kale, sindinatanthauze, ndipo zochita zanga zimasonyeza izi.

Koma pakali pano, sindinamvepo zolimba mtima / kukhazikika monga momwe ndiriri tsopano, pafupifupi zaka khumi. (pafupifupi kwenikweni mpaka mwezi, modabwitsa). Posachedwa ndakhala ndi nthawi zosangalatsa kwambiri, zomwe zaka zingapo zapitazo ndimaganiza kuti zanditsatira.

Izi sizokhudza kukhala ndi mkazi, ngakhale ndakhala wosakwatira kwa zaka zingapo tsopano, zomwe ndidazipangitsa kuti ndikhale wokonda kugwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo - chomwe chimayambitsa kutha kwa LTR yanga, koma osati chomwe chimayambitsa. Ndikumvetsa izi tsopano. Atanena izi, tsopano kuli azimayi omwe akuwoneka kuti akunditsatira. Ndikufuna kukhazikitsa zinthu zomwe zikundithamangitsa. Izi ndizochitika zatsopano. Ndikuganiza kuti izi zimachitika m'mbuyomu, koma sindinazizindikire. Ndizopambana.

Mphamvu zazikulu? Kulumikizana ndi anthu ena, ndikukhala wofunitsitsa kutero. Monga munthu wabwinobwino. Poyamba sindinkafuna kulumikizana. Koma tsopano pafupifupi aliyense ndi wosangalatsa, aliyense ndi wokongola mwanjira ina.

Zonsezi siziri basi mpaka kuti ndisakule, "ndinachita china chake m'malo mwake", koma nofap ndiye kiyi yomwe idatsegula chitseko chomwe ndidasankha kudutsa. Njira zovuta kwambiri zomwe ndidachitapo m'moyo wanga. Ndidayamba kupanga chiyani i ndinkafuna kuchita koyamba m'moyo wanga ndipo ndinayamba kuyesa kuzichita. Ndinali ndi malasha akufa kuchokera kulumikizano lina lapitalo ndi anthu omwe ndimatha kuyambiranso, pang'ono. Pang'ono ndi pang'ono ndikumangidwanso - ndipo izi zikundipatsa chifukwa choti ndisabwerere m'mbuyo.

Lang'anani. Tsopano ndili bwino koyambirira kwa ulendo wautali womwe ndi moyo wanga wonse, ndipo ukhala wosangalatsa kwambiri!

KULUMIKIZANA - 90 ya nthawi ya 3rd. Izi zikugwiradi ntchito. (Pamaso pa 40, chachimuna)

 by Mwalambwemasiku 92

 


 

PEZANI - Kuyambiranso kwathunthu. Kubwerera ku moyo, kubwerera ku zenizeni. Kutha kwa ED.

Moni anyamata, ndikupepesa kuti sindinalembe positi, koma sindinakhalepo muno zaka zambiri, ndipo ndangofufuza ndikuwona kuti ndagunda masiku 150 sabata yatha.

Kwenikweni ndili pano kuti ndinene za munthu uyu, zidagwira ntchito kwathunthu. Onse a ED apita, (osati lingaliro la PE mwina!) Ndachoka povuta, ndipo kugonana ndibwino kuposa kale lonse.

Izi zikungoyenda pang'ono ndikukhala ndi nsfw zomwe ndazilemba malinga ndi ulemu wa nofap. Ngati mukufuna kundifunsa chilichonse chonde chitani, koma zinganditengere kanthawi kuti ndiyankhe, popeza sindichitanso reddit. Koma ndibwereranso mawa.

Onani mbiri yanga yolemba nkhani yanga. Ndili m'gulu lakale, koma ndinali wosakwatira kwakanthawi m'zaka zingapo zapitazi, ndipo ndinali ndi vuto. Inayendetsedwa 2 kutalika kwa masiku 100 mitsinje isanachitike iyi, yomwe imamveka ngati ipitilira kwamuyaya.

Koma tsopano ndili pa pulaneti ina, ndipo kulibenso kubwerera.

Zowonadi, kauntala ilibe kanthu. Ndathana nazo. Kukonzanso kwathunthu. Miyezi ingapo yapitayo ndidakumana ndi mayi watsopano ndipo, m'masabata 6 apitawa ndagonjetsa zinthu zonse zomwe ndimaopa.

ED idagonjetsa, ndipo ndakwanitsa kuchokera ku chiwerewere, komanso kuchokera ku handjob - zomwe sindinachitepo m'moyo wanga kale. Ndikuvomereza kuti sindinabwere kuchokera ku blowjob, koma izi ndizosankha kuposa chifukwa sindingathe.

Zinali zovuta poyamba, ndipo nthawi yoyamba tinagonana, ndinavutika ndi ED. Chifukwa cha nofap ndimatha kuzimva, ndikukhalabe ndi erection, koma sindinathe kubwera, ndipo anali ndi nkhawa pang'ono pazomwe zinali kuchitika, koma tidalimbikira, ndipo tsiku lotsatira ndi sabata zidakhala bwino, tsopano ndi zabwinoko kuposa kale.

Izi zimagwira ntchito! Ndinamuuzanso za izi, ngakhale sindinafotokoze zonse zomwe ndinkakonda kuchita, ndinafotokozera kuti ndasankha kuti ndisapezenso, ndi ulendowu pang'ono, ndi zifukwa zake.

Ndikufunanso kunena kuti sindivutika ndi zomwe zimawathamangitsa, koma ndikuganiza kuti ndichifukwa choti ndakhala ndi mizere yayitali pamavuto momwe ndimakhalira ndikudzitchinjiriza.

Komanso ndapeza kuti sindikudwala kwenikweni chifukwa chokhala ndi O'd. "Nofap chidaliro" akadali pano. Ndimangovutika chifukwa chotopa. kuyambira posachedwa ndi dona, ngati mukudziwa zomwe ndikutanthauza.

Komabe, ine ndimangofuna kuthokoza dera lino, chifukwa ngakhale ulendo wanga siwokhuza, sindikadatha kuyamba kuchoka komwe ndimakhala popanda kukonza izi poyamba.

Ophunzitsika ndikukupatsani moni. Ndikumva kuti ndapambana izi, mothandizidwa nanu. Ndinali pafupi kuiwala zakukula ndi PMO - zinali pokhapokha nditakumbukira za reddit pomwe ndimaganiza zobwera kuno ndikulemba.

CHABWINO - ndikuyembekeza kuti idatuluka ngati mfundo yothandiza m'malo modzitama. Sizinali zokhudzana ndi kugonana kwa ine. Ndipo maubwino olumikizana ndi anthu ndiofunika kwambiri kwa ine. Ndimangofuna kuti ndilembere za iwo omwe ali mu positiyi.

Khalani abale ndi alongo olimba!


 

ZOCHITIKA - Chaka chimodzi PMO yaulere, yoposa 40 wamwamuna. AMA

Moni abale ndi alongo.

Chifukwa chake ndidachita izi chaka chopitilira nofap. Ndine wotsimikiza kuti sindidzakhalanso ndi PMO, ndipo mwina sindichita maliseche.

Ndimangoganiza kuti ndilingalire kuti ndionetse mwambowo. Moyo wambiri ukuoneka ngati wabwinobwino. PMO imawoneka ngati njira yotopetsa yogwiritsira ntchito nthawi yanu.

Onani mbiri yanga paulendo wanga. Aka kanali koyamba kwambiri.

Ndinalota maloto owoneka bwino sabata yatha yomwe ndidadzuka, pomwe ndidazindikira kuti ndikulota kuti ndatsala pang'ono kutha. Zinali zachilendo - nthawi yoyamba yomwe zachitika kwa ine pafupifupi miyezi 18. Mwina chifukwa sindinagonepo mwezi umodzi. Ndikuganiza zikuwonetsa kuti ndatsala ndi kena koti ndichite!

Komabe AMA.