Wokondwa kwambiri kuti ndapeza mgulu lino, komanso kuti ndapeza malo anga okhalanso zaka zambiri zoyendayenda ndikuwonongeka. Ulendo wamasiku ano wa 90 udakhala wofunika ndipo ndikufuna kuwona momwe 120, 180, 360 ikumvera. Ndidachita izi kuti ndikhale wokhumudwa komanso wosadzidalira, ndipo zikugwira ntchito. Ndikumva ngati kuti ndachoka mu dopamine. Ndabwezera kunyada kwanga.
Sindikuchita manyazi ndi mbiri yanga yakusakatula, ndakhala ndikugwira ntchito tsiku ndi tsiku (ndipo sindingathe kuyilimbikitsa kokwanira - kulumpha chingwe pamakwerero ngati mukuyenera kutero), kugona bwino, mopepuka, mopanda phokoso tsopano, komanso ochezeka komanso zosangalatsa kukhala pafupi. Ndimacheza nawo pamalipiro potuluka kangapo pa sabata, zomwe zimangondidabwitsa!
Chofunika koposa, ndakwanitsa kuthana ndi zolakwikazo, ndikuwunika magawo owawa a moyo wanga omwe ndimangokhalira kunena ndi PMO. Wakhala ulendo wodabwitsa, komanso wovuta m'malo. Ndinali m'munsi mosalala kwa milungu 7 yolimba, koma ndimaganiza ngati bwenzi langa chifukwa zimandipatsa malo omwe ndimafunikira kuti ndizichiritse. Ndine wokondwa kuti ndimatha kuziwona motero ndikuzigwiritsa ntchito, ndikupanga mandimu ngati mungafune.
Ndimayang'ana m'mbuyo ndikukhala wachisoni komanso wokwiya ndi zaka zingati zomwe zanditenga (ndikuzichotsa kwa ine), ndi zinthu zonse zomwe ndachita kuti ndichite m'njira yanga. Ndikadali wopanda ungwiro koma ndikuthokoza kuti ndidatha kudzikoka (pakati pa 40s wamwamuna, wokwatiwa) kutuluka pakudzikuza kwodzinyansidwa ndi kuchuluka kwa dopamine isanathe.
Ndikukhulupirira kuti ngati mukuwerenga izi ndi zina zomwe zili patsamba ili kuti mutha kupeza chilimbikitso kuti mupitilize kuyenda nokha, chifukwa muyenera kuchita. Muyenera kukhala mfulu kwathunthu komanso kugwirira chimtolo choipacho kumbuyo kwanu.
Ndimakhalabe tcheru, ndiyenera kutero, koma ndimadzimva bwino kwambiri, kuti nditha kunena kuti "Ndine wamkulu ndipo sindimenyanso zolaula pa intaneti." Sindinadzikonde ndekha kwakanthawi, ndipo PMO anali chifukwa komanso chizindikiro. Ndine wokondwa kunena kuti zasintha, komanso kuti zikhale zabwinoko. Zikomo noFap komanso mwayi kwa aliyense !! Mutha kutero! Pano pali 2014 yabwino!
KULUMIKIZANA - Tsiku 90 - Ndimadzikondanso ndekha!
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