Ndili ndi zaka makumi anayi ndipo ndakhala ndikugwiritsa ntchito zolaula kuyambira ndili wachinyamata. Sindingadzitchule kuti ndine osokoneza bongo koma ndikuganiza kuti ndawononga nthawi yanga yambiri pa zolaula kwazaka zambiri. Ndizovuta kwambiri kupewa masiku ano. Ndimamvera chisoni achinyamata omwe amakula ndi intaneti yothamanga kwambiri.
Porn zinali pafupi "masana" koma zinali zochititsa manyazi kuti ndizigwire kotero sindinadandaule.
Komabe, ndangotopa ndi zolaula ndipo ndimakhumudwa nazo kukhala ndi malo aliwonse pamoyo wanga. Nthawi zonse ndimatha kupeza china chabwino kuposa PMO!
Ulendo Wanga
Ndidamva za nofap kudzera pa "Kuwona Zolaula Kwakukulu" Kuyankhula kwa TED monga ambiri pano. Zinandipangitsa kuzindikira kuti ndinali nditatopa chifukwa cha chizolowezi chonse cha PMO.
masiku 0-30
Masabata angapo oyamba anali omasuka kukuwuzani zowona popeza ndimadwala komanso kutopa ndi PMO! Pambuyo pake kudabwera zomwe ambiri a inu mumazitcha "flatline". M'malo mwake, ndimakhala wokayikira za lingaliro lonse lakuthwa. Ndinkazilingalira kwambiri pamene ubongo wanga umapangitsa kugonana kukhala koyenera ndi moyo wanga wonse. Ndimangoganiza za izi zochepa chifukwa ndimachotsa PMO "patebulo". Koma ngati kuyitcha kuti flatline kumathandiza anthu kudutsa sindikuganiza kuti pali vuto lililonse.
31-60
Ndinkalimbikira nyimbo yanga. Nthawi zonse ndikafuna kujambula ndimangosewera gitala yanga m'malo mwake. Nthawi iliyonse. Ndipo kupita patsogolo kwanga ndi nyimbo yanga kunandithandizira kusuntha zinthu.
Kugonana ndi mkazi wanga kunakula kwambiri ndikukhala wapadera. Tikadutsa gawo lina la "kubwera munjira zina kusiyapo kugonana" kotero panali pang'ono "kubwera ngati chowotcha moto" chomwe chinali chotentha kwambiri! Kubwera osabwera sabata ndi… 'nuff adati .. nonse mukudziwa kuti ndi anthu abwinoko!
61-90
Ndidachita "kuwonera baji" panthawiyi. Zinthu zimawoneka kuti zikuyenda pang'onopang'ono. Ndinafuna nditafika koma ndimaopa kuti sinditero.
Sindinayambe ndakhala ndi zolaula koma ndinathamangira zolaula pamene ndimatsuka. Ndinali pachimake, cholakwika - pafupi kwambiri kubwerera. Kuyambira pamenepo ndagula kompyuta yatsopano. Ndimakonda lingaliro loti silinagwiritsidwepo ntchito zolaula. Ndi yoyera kwathunthu. Ndikukhulupirira kuti ndizisunga chomwecho.
Panali china chake chomwe chimakhala chikundidetsa nkhawa kuyambira pachiyambi pomwe ndidazindikira kuti ndiyenera kuthana nacho. Ndinali ndisanalankhule ndi mkazi wanga za izi. Poyamba ndinali kudziuza ndekha kuti ndikufuna ndikhale ndi stint pansi pa lamba wanga koma ndimadziwa kuti tsopano yakwana nthawi. Ndinadziwa kuti nthawi zonse sindinagawana nawo cholinga changa ndikudzipereka ndikutuluka. Ndikucheza usiku kwambiri ndidamuuza, adanenadi kuti "sindimayembekezera izi!". Amadziwa kuti ndawonera zolaula koma sindinakhalepo womasuka nazo. Sindikudziwa kuti azimayi ambiri "amakonda" kumeneko anzawo amawonera. Amangolekerera chabe. Komabe, tinatha kugawana nawo kuseka pazinthu zonse "zovuta" ndipo zidatibweretsera pafupi. Amayamikira khama komanso amakonda "zolaula nthawi zina" ine. Sindikudziwa kuti amamvetsetsa zolaula "zoterera" kwa anyamata. Pazinthu zina ndibwino kungonena kuti "palibe, konse". Adandiseka ndikuphika keke ya "masiku 90". Sizinachitike chifukwa tinali otanganidwa ndi zinthu zina. Koma, ndikuganiza ndimugwira ndikumupangitsa kuti andiphikire masiku 120 (ndikadzafika)! Mwina ndilemba chithunzi.
91-infinity komanso kupitirira apo!
Pepani kunena, zimakhala zovuta nthawi zina koma ndimaganiza za PMO mocheperako.
Malangizo Anga
- khalani ndi mndandanda wazomwe mungachite kuti mupite m'malo mwake
- lembetsani pa nofap m'malo mopita kumalo azolaula
- kugawana "chinsinsi" ndi munthu amene mumamukhulupirira kuti mudzayankhe mlandu
- Dziyeseni ngati munthu amene samachita "izi"
Tsitsani
Zikomo powerenga. Pepani za positi yayitali. Ndipo nofappers abwino kwambiri! Ingoganizirani ngati titha kugwiritsa ntchito mphamvu zonse zomwe tidapewa kugwiritsa ntchito popewa PMO!
Ulusi - Lipoti la tsiku la 90 - zikomo nofappers
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