42yo, stint yoyamba ya nofap, ndikupanga masiku 90. (Ndinali ndi masiku a 23 tsiku lomaliza kugwa, koma sindinadziwe zomwe ndimachita ndikubwereranso.) Ndinayamba NF ndili ndi zolinga zingapo: kuletsa ED wanga, kupeza mphamvu zanga, ndikuyamba kukonza banja langa, podziwa kuti zododometsa zanga P sizimathandizira ubale wathu.
Chifukwa chake, nayi lipoti langa la zomwe zidandigwirira ntchito, zomwe sizinachitike, komanso komwe moyo uli:
- pamene ndimayesa kuyimitsa kugwa komaliza, ndimayang'anitsitsa zolaula, m'mbali mwake, ndi zina zambiri, ndikuganiza kuti bola ngati sindinachite M-to-O, zonse zinali zabwino. Cholakwika. Nthawi ino kuzungulira, ndidachotsa ma bookmark anga onse osatsegula, ndinachotsa akaunti yanga ya tumblr, ndi zina zotero. Zothandiza kwambiri, ngati zowopsa koyambirira.
- gululi lakhala chipulumutso changa - ndikayamba kulimbikitsidwa, ndimabwera kuno kuti ndiwerenge / kuyankha ulusi, ndipo zimathandiza kwambiri.
- chinyengo cha kuyimitsa kukakamira akufa m'mabande awo: madzi oundana, koma osati shawa. Ndiloleni ndifotokoze: Ndidakhala ndi tsiku lomwe ndimakonda kukwiya, ndikufuna kuponya thaulo, etc. Chifukwa chake, m'malo mwa shafa yozizira, ndinaponyera madzi oundana ochepa mumbale yamadzi ozizira, ndikukwera mu mphika ndikalowetsa anyamata anga m'mbale. Adapha zoponderezedwa FAST. Kwa masiku. Zothandiza kwambiri.
- Ndinangokhala ndi nthawi yochepa pafupifupi milungu iwiri, ngati izo. Ndikulakalaka ikadakhala yayitali, chifukwa kumenya nkhondo kumanunkha. Ma ED anga sanachite 100%, koma apita kale.
- Ndidauza mkazi wanga kuti ndimachita NF pafupifupi mwezi umodzi. Ndikuganiza kuti anali wokondwa kumva, akangomvetsetsa zomwe ndimachita. Sitinagonane pafupifupi miyezi isanu ndi umodzi, ndipo pafupifupi masiku 55-60 mkati, adapereka, zomwe zinali zabwino. Zinali zokondana kwambiri kuposa momwe ndimamvera ndi iye m'zaka zambiri (ndipo kugonana kunali kwabwino, inenso).
Ndiye, zabwino zonse, eya? Kinda.
Ana anali atachoka tsiku lina, choncho ndinabweretsanso nkhani yogonana ndi mkazi wanga, ndikumupempha kuti ndimupangire phazi, chilichonse chomwe angafune ... Nenani zothana ndi jimmy. Ndimaganiza kuti tikupita patsogolo, ndipo ndimaganiza kuti tili paulendo wopita kumalo abwinoko muubwenzi wathu, koma ndikuganiza kuti ndimalakwitsa. Izi zidachitika pafupifupi sabata yapitayo, ndipo zakhala zovuta kuyambira kwa ine - sitinakambiranenso, ndipo adati sanasankhe kwathunthu, koma ndikutsimikiza kuti tamaliza.
Kodi ndingakuuzeni momwe ndinkafunira kubwereranso? Ndinali ndi malingaliro ngati, "Bwanawe, zatha, muyenera kungochita. Udzakhala bwino. ” Ndipo, “Bwanji osungabe NF'ing? Sikuthandiza. ” Ndipo ngakhale zitakhala zowona-ndikadakhala kuti ndimamuchitira-ndi ma bs ochulukirapo kuchokera kumawu amu khola langa akuyesera kundisokoneza. Chifukwa pamapeto pake, ndikuchitira izi ine.
Zikanakhala / zidzakhala zabwino ngati ndingathe kupulumutsa banja langa - ndimamukonda, ndimawakonda ana anga, ndikhulupilira kuti zitheka - koma zowona, mwina sizingatero. Ndipo sindikufuna kukhala wotsutsana ndi anzanga omwe amabwera pa kompyuta yanga ndipo sangachite bwino. F- kuti.
Chifukwa chake, ngati chilipo, ndikuponyedwa kwambiri kuti ndipitilize ulendowu wodziwongolera ndikubwezeretsa moyo wanga, chifukwa zomwe ndalawa mpaka pano ndikudziwa kuti ndi chiyambi chabe. Ndimapezeka kwambiri ndi anthu ena, sindikhala ndi nkhawa zambiri, mai Dick imagwira ntchito bwino, ndipo sindimamva kuti ndine kapolo wamaganizidwe pamakampani a P. Ndili paulendo wokhalanso munthu wanthawi zonse, ndipo NF ndi gawo losiyana ndi ilo. Kumene ndimathera, ndani akudziwa - koma ndikufuna zikhale mwazinthu zanga, ndipo dera lino lakhala, ndipo litipitilizabe kukhala, gawo lalikulu la izo.
Chifukwa chake, zikomo. Tithokoze chifukwa chakukhalako, kugawana mseu, ndikupitilirabe kuwonetsera ena. Ndikukonzekera kupitiriza kuchita zomwezo.
LINK - Lipoti la tsiku la 90. Zokwera zazikulu, zolakwika zazikulu.
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