Chabwino, ndili pano masiku a 84. Ndakhala ndikuwerenga zolemba zambiri kuyambira nthawi yanga yoyamba ndikuwerenga zonse momwe anthu amalowera pano.
Ndimalowa pa reddit tsiku lililonse, 2-3 tsiku lililonse, ndimawerenga zolemba mu gulu lathu kuti muwone momwe aliyense akupitira. Kuchita bwino ndi zolephera, zovuta ndi zovuta. Mavuto osiyanasiyana, achinyamata ndi achikulire omwe akupita.
Masiku 6 kuchokera pa masiku 90, ndimaganizira zaulendo wanga ... komwe ndidachokera komanso komwe ndili pano.
Ndinkakonda zolaula 2-3 patsiku. Ndinali ndi ED. Sindingagone popanda mapiritsi. Iko kumayamwa. Kupsinjika kulikonse komwe ndimamva, ndimatha.
Ndimayendetsa bizinesi yanga kunyumba ndipo ndimagunda ma piss nthawi zambiri, tsiku lotsatira, fap, kulimbana..koma ndimapeza ndalama. Anali ndi ubale wabwino anali atamwalira… .shithouse.
Ndinkadziwa kuti zoyipa ziyenera kusintha.
Ndinazindikira nofap, ndipo ndinadabwa ndi vuto lomwe sindimadziwa kuti ndili nalo, koma zonse zinali zomveka.
Kwa ine, izi sizinali njira. Izi zinkayenera kuchitika. Malingaliro oyipa, zoyipa zoyipa zomwe zikuchitika m'mutu, moyo wopanda pake, zochuluka kwambiri, chakudya chamawonekedwe, chiyanjano chovuta, zolaula.
Tsopano .. sindinawonere zolaula zilizonse, sindinachite maliseche kamodzi. Ndathetsa chibwenzi chopenga, chosagwira ntchito, ubale wolakwika.
Ndaphunzitsanso monga sindinakhalepo zaka zambiri. Kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi molimbika, mvula yambiri yozizira, chakudya chabwino. Ndikumva kukhala wosangalatsa kwambiri.
Ndinkadziyika ndekha kunja, motsimikiza, zoyipa, ndikumverera pamwamba pa dziko lapansi, ndikumverera kuti ndikulimba komanso kulimba.
Bizinesi yanga tsopano yapita bunta, malo anga aubongo ndiwowongolera kunja. Ndili ndi ntchito yambiri komanso ndalama kuposa kale.
Ndakumana ndi mkazi wamaloto anga. Ine sindimakudziwani inu, iye ndi mulungu wamkazi. Ndi m'modzi mwa akazi okongola kwambiri omwe ndakumanapo nawo..katikati ndi kunja ... ndipo tonse tonse tayambana modzikondana wina ndi mnzake.
Ndidamuuza chibwenzi chibadwire zomwe ndimachita. Ndinayankhula naye za nofap, reddit ndi zomwe ndikuchita… .ndipo mwamtheradi adachotsedwa. Ndidamuuza za vuto langa, ndimayenera kusintha komanso momwe ndimafunira kukhala munthu wabwino.
Ndinamuuza kuti sindikufunanso kudzisangalatsa kwa akazi ndipo ndikufuna kuthira mphamvu zanga zonse kwa munthu wina ndikupanga mkazi kuti amve chinthu chofunikira kwambiri padziko lapansi. Ndipo ndikumupangitsa kumva choncho.
Sindikuganiza kuti ndakhala wosangalala kwambiri m'moyo wanga.
Nofap ndi chiyambi chabe. Ndiye kuyamba. Kusiyira kuchita zolaula ndikuchepetsa mphamvu yanga ya moyo kunandichititsa kuti ndilowe moyo wanga weniweni. Mwamuna amene ndikuyenera kukhala.
Otsimikiza, ochezeka komanso achifundo.
Dera ili ndi zina mwazinthu zodabwitsa pa intaneti. Falitsa mawu amzanga. Khalani omwe mukuyenera kukhala.
Amuna enieni, atsogoleri, amuna omwe amalemekeza akazi awo, kuwakonda ndi kuwapembedza… osati zinthu zosayenera.
Kwa anzanga anzanga, achinyamata ndi achikulire omwe akuchepa, akuperewera pa chilembo. Malingaliro anu ndiye malingaliro anu omaliza. Malingaliro anu ndi omwe amapanga zisankho, osati tambala wanu.
Phunzirani momwe mungawongolere izi. Phunzirani momwe ubongo umagwirira ntchito, phunzirani momwe ubongo umagwirira ntchito poyambitsa. Mukadziwa kuti ubongo wanu ukugwira ntchito yokhayokha..mutha kunena kwa inu nokha… "Ndikuwona zomwe mukuchita kumeneko ubongo ... koma simundipangitsa kuti ndichite zoyipa zotere" ...
Kudziwitsa anzanga…. Dziwani.
Masiku 6 apita ku 90… .. moyo wanga wonse nofap.
KUSINTHA: Ndinali ndi "HARAJUKU" mphindi. Zomwe zimatanthauza, china chake chimayenera kusintha. Google izo.
LINK - Masiku a 90 ndikutseka
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Wawa wokondedwa. Ndine wazaka 44. Mavuto anga adayamba muukwati wanga. Zithunzi zolaula zambiri, mwina zidasiya kumusamalira ndipo adandisiya. Ndadutsa paulendo wawukulu wadzipeza ndekha panjira.
Koma ndinkaonabe zovuta zogonana. ED makamaka. Tsopano, ndilibenso ED
ZOTHANDIZA ZOYAMBIRA - Chabwino .... Ndili paulendowu
Ndazindikira mwangozi masiku angapo apitawa. Sindikudziwa bwanji, koma zinthu zambiri zakhala zikuchitika m'moyo wanga, zinthu zomwe zikuwuluka chifukwa ndili wokonzeka kusintha. Sindinadziwe kuti chinthu ichi sichinali chiyani, kenako ndinayamba kuwonera kanema wa ted ndi zinthu zina zingapo kenako, babu yayikulu idapitilira mutu wanga.
YONSE SHIT !!!!! Ndakhala wochepera kuposa ine pazaka zopusa. Izi zolaula zakhala zikundibera ine, ndipo ndikamaganizira, ndikutha kuwona momwe zandikhudzira. Ndakhala ocheperako, sindidandaula kuti ndipita kukakumana ndi anthu. Ndayamba kuganiza kuti mkazi wakhala akumva kupweteka kwa bulu, (ndinali ndi ubale wowopsa, kugonana kosangalatsa, wopenga m'mutu) kotero ndimangofikira tsopano. Ndakhala ndikukula bwino tsiku lililonse, kapena tsiku lililonse lachiwiri ku zolaula, nthawi zina kangapo patsiku kwazaka. Zakhala ngati chizolowezi kwa ine. Ndikuganiza, sindinathe lero, ndibwino kuti ndichokepo. Kenako mphindi 30 pambuyo pake, ndipita, zinali zabwino, tsopano kachiwiri. Zonse zolaula.
Ndimayerekezera mawonekedwe azimayi ndi omwe amawonera zolaula, kenako nkumanyalanyaza mkazi wina pafupi nane. Nthawi zomwe ndimagonana ndi akazi, ndakhala ndikukumana ndi zovuta kupeza zosankha, zomwe zimakhala zochititsa manyazi, kotero tsopano ndimangokhala kunyumba ndikukhala. Sindinakhalepo ndi vuto lochita izi, chifukwa chake, sindidandaula kuti ndipita kukakumana ndi azimayi kapena sindingavutike.
Ndakhala wochulukirapo kwambiri chifukwa chotsatira. Kuyendetsa kwanga kwamkati kwatsika, chidwi changa chakhala chosasinthasintha, ponseponse m'sitolo. Ndipo mukudziwa chinthu choseketsa, pakhala pali nthawi zingapo pomwe sindinakhalepo masiku 5-7, (pazifukwa zilizonse) mosadziwa, ndikupeza kuti ndakhala ndikumva bwino.
Ndakhala ndikumwa mopitirira muyeso, chifukwa sindimangobera, Ndimangokhala kunyumba, ndimamwa mowa pang'ono, ndiye ndikamamwa mowa pang'ono, ndimasutanso. Ndiye ndimakopeka masiku angapo, sindingathe kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi, kumangokhala ngati shit, kujambula zolaula kuti ndikhale bwino, nthawi 3-4 kenako chinthu chonse chimadzibwereza.
Poganizira, kuchepa kwakhala kukundisokoneza. Fuck, zili ngati malingaliro akulu.
Ndatsimikiza mtima kusintha izi. Izi zili ngati kupeza njira yopangira madola miliyoni pamsika. Sindimadziwa kuti izi zilipo, tsambali lidalipo kapena ili lidali vuto.
Panopa ndine wophunzira. Ndangopeza baji yanga, akuti tsiku lina, koma kwenikweni, ndi tsiku langa la 3. Koma sindisamala. Uwu ndi moyo wanga watsopano, watsopano ine.
Tsopano sindingafanane ndi akazi. Tsopano ndiziwalemekeza.
Ndipo njira yatsopanoyi komanso njira yatsopanoyi idzandibweretsadi ineyo, amene ndakhala ndikusungidwa mkati mwanga, kwa zaka, ndikuphulika.
Ndakhala ndikuwerenga zolemba pano kwa masiku angapo apitawa, ndikuwerenga za kupambana kwa aliyense komanso zovuta zake. Tsopano ndilowanso nawo pazokambiranazi, kuti tonse titha kuthandizana paulendowu.
Ndine wokalamba kwambiri kuposa zaka za anthu pano, ndipo zomwe ndinganene ndikuti, ndili ndi nsanje kwambiri inu anyamata. Ndikulakalaka ndikadadziwa izi zaka zapitazo. Kuthekera komwe ndawononga. Koma, tsopano ndayamba.
Ichi ndi chiyambi chatsopano. Ndipo tikapitaoooooo …… ..
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