Ndikhoza kungoyambira pachiyambi. Popeza ndidapeza chilakolako chazaka 11 ndakhala ndikudetsa maliseche kuyambira nthawi imeneyo. Ndimakhala maola ambiri mchipinda changa ndikutsitsa mipira yanga mpaka palibe chomwe chinali mmenemo koma mpweya. Ndinawononga unyamata komanso unyamata ndikucheperanso. Ndili ndi zaka 45 ndikubwerera nthawi imeneyo, zolaula sizinali zophweka monga zilili masiku ano. Nthawi zambiri ndimagwiritsa ntchito malingaliro anga ndipo nthawi zina timayenera kupita kuzoseketsa za Archie (kodi pali amene angamukumbukire Veronica atavala bikini?),
gawo lazovala zamkati mu kabukhu ka Sears, njira za akulu pomwe makolo anga anali kunja Loweruka usiku. (Nthawi zonse anali ocheperako ndipo nthawi zambiri mumadikirira mphindi 20 kuti mufikire kanema koyamba) ndipo ngati mutakhala ndi mwayi wopeza magazini mumakonda kumenyetsa chithunzi chomwecho mobwerezabwereza.
Panthawiyo ndimadziwa kuti zomwe ndimachita zinali zowononga kakulidwe kanga ndimalingaliro koma ndimagwidwa ndikulephera. Nthawi zonse ndinkamva kuwawa kumapeto. Panali nthawi yomwe ndimatha kusiya kuseweretsa maliseche kwa mwezi umodzi kapena iwiri nthawi zosowa kwambiri. Munthawi imeneyi panali kuwonjezeka kwakukulu pakudzidalira, luso lamasewera, komanso kuthekera kwanga kupeza atsikana. Popeza ndimasewera gitala ndimamva kulumikizidwa kwambiri ndi nyimbo zomwe ndimasewera. Sindinathe kusungabe chingwecho kwanthawi yayitali.
Ili ndiye lalitali kwambiri lomwe ndidapitako popanda PMO. Ngati pali aliyense amene angafunse ngati MO wopanda P ali bwino, ndinganene kuti zili ndi zotsatira zofananira ndikugwiritsa ntchito zolaula chifukwa mwadzipatsa mphamvu yofunikira pamoyo. M popanda O yomwe ndi njira yolumikizirana yomwe (ena a inu mumayitanitsa kuti edging) imatha kukhala ndi phindu ngati mungadziteteze ku Orgasm ndipo zomwe zimayeserera ndikuwongolera.
Panalibe nofap iliyonse, kapena intaneti pa izi. Simungauze anthu kuti mumachita maliseche ndipo ngati mutagwidwa ndi mnzanu, simungamve kutha kwake (ngakhale aliyense adachita). Sanachitike kwa ine koma ndaziwona izi zikuchitikanso kwa ena. Sindingathe kutenga nawo mbali pachinyengo pachinyengo cha ena pazinthu zomwe ndimachita ndekha.
Ndaphunzira za Tantra osati kale kwambiri ndipo ndidasankha kuti ndiziwoneka ngati kusamala kwakanthawi kokwanira kudzakhala moyo wabwino ndikukhalanso bwino ndipo ndingayankhe inde!
Tsopano Ndine wokwatiwa ndipo ndakhala kwa zaka za 10. Moyo wathu wakugonana unali wabwino pachiyambi koma mosakhazikika unatsika chifukwa chazolowera zolaula. Mkazi wanga wosauka adavutika nthawi yonseyi ndipo ndili wachisoni kuti sindidamupatse kukondana komwe amayenera. Anasinthiratu nazo popeza tinakwanitsa kuyeserera mbali zina zaukwati wathu zomwe zidapangitsa kuti zinthu ziziyenda bwino koma PMO panthawiyo zandipangitsa kukhala wocheperako wamwamuna motero osachepera amuna.
Kwa TLDR nayi kuwonongeka -
masiku 30 - mwezi woyamba uja, ndinapeza libido yanga komanso chilakolako chanyama changa kwa mkazi wanga patangotha masabata awiri okha. Adadzidzimuka ndipo samadziwa momwe angachitire. Ankafuna kudziwa zomwe zachitika ndipo zinali zovuta kuti ndimufotokozere kuti amvetsetsa. (Palibe puns yomwe cholinga chake chinali BTW). Ndinayamba kumusonyeza chikondi chachikulu ndikukhala wofanana ndi zosowa zake. Zolakalaka zogonana zimatha. Sindingalimbane nawo koma ndionetsetsa kuti ndisabwererenso mumachitidwe anga akale. Ndinalimbana ndi zolakalaka ndimathamanga kwambiri ndikuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi. Liwu langa lidatsika ndipo thupi langa lidayamba kukhala lamphamvu kwambiri. Kuchita mantha, mantha, komanso kusatetezeka kunatha. Ngakhale ndimakhalabe wokhulupirika kwa mkazi wanga ndimakondabe kulandira mawonekedwe ofunda, kumwetulira komanso kucheza ndi azimayi chifukwa sindikuyendanso ndi "wankhanza" uja yemwe mumapeza chifukwa cha zolaula. Ndimagonana ndikuletsa zolaula zomwe ndizosangalatsa.
masiku 60 - Eya, wolverine wankhanza ali mu buluku langa. Nthawi zonse ndimanyazi ndipo sindimatha kuganiza zogonana. Pafupifupi mpaka pomwe sizingatheke. Pambuyo masiku 65 ogonana osasokoneza mkazi wanga adandimasula kapena awiri. Ndakhala ndikulimbana ndi zovuta kuyambira pamenepo. Pambuyo masiku 70, ndidayamba kukhazikika pang'ono ndikutha kuyambiranso pazinthu zina kupatula kugonana. Moyo wathu wogonana udakalipobe tsopano.
masiku 80 - Mkuntho wamagetsi omwe anali kuwomba m'chiuno mwanga tsopano anali kundigunda. Ndinkadwala kwambiri, ndipo nthawi zambiri ndimakhala wokhumudwa komanso wosungulumwa. Ndazindikira tsopano kuti akukula zopweteka ndipo ndizofunikira gawo lotsatira la chisinthiko. Kuledzera kwanga kwa PMO kunali kuyesa kuchepetsa nkhawa ndikupewa zowawa. Ichi ndichifukwa chake ndimauza anthu kuti mukamakumana ndi izi, ingokhalani pamenepo. Ndikofunikira ndipo Muyenera kudzilola kuti mudutse ndikuwatulutsa. Ndikamvera kapena kusewera nyimbo, ndimalumikizidwa kwambiri ndi iyo ndipo ndimamva kuti ikubwerera m'moyo wanga wonse.
90 - Ndidadzuka ndikumva bwino lero. Nthawi zina ndimakhala ndi zolimbikitsa koma mpaka pano ndakhala ndikutha kuzikwanitsa. Ndimakonda zonse za lero. Dzuwa, mpweya wabwino, nyimbo zomwe ndimasewera kukhitchini yanga m'mawa uno ndikukonzekeretsa mwana wanga sukulu. Moyo ndi wabwino pakadali pano. Sindikufuna kubwerera ndikumva momwe ndidamvera. Zikomo nonse chifukwa chokhala pano ndikupanga gawo ili momwe liliri. Zabwino kwa inu nonse.
LINK - Ulendo wanga wapita pano masiku 90
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