Masabata a 12 osadziseweretsa maliseche kapena kuyang'ana zolaula zilizonse kapena kutenga nawo gawo pazokambirana. Momwe ndikumvera: Sizimandivuta nthawi zonse. Ndimakhala ndi nkhawa, koma mwina kamodzi patsiku kapena apo. Sikuti nthawi zonse ndimafufuza kuti ndione ngati vuto langa silikuphatikizika kwa ine, osati kungodumphira m'mphepete, koma kungopeka ngati mwana wazaka 5.
Sindiyeneranso kudzimenya dzanja ndekha. Sindimayang'ana mthupi la anthu omwe ndimawawona kuntchito, othamanga, anthu mumsewu, ndi zina zambiri. Ndimatha kuyang'ana kumaso awo ndikuwona Kuwala komwe kumabwera chifukwa chokhala mwana wa Mulungu.
Ndine wokondwa komanso wokhutira, ngakhale ilinso nthawi yoyesera ndi malingaliro ena. Ndadzaza chisangalalo ndi mtendere, pafupifupi osafotokozeka. Ndimatha kuyang'ana anthu mosavuta, makamaka mkazi wanga ndi ana, ndikudziwa mumtima mwanga kuti palibe zinsinsi zomwe ndikubisira aliyense. Ndili ndi masiku omwe sindimalingalira ngakhale pang'ono za vuto langali, kapena ndimangoganiza zopewera zoyambitsa zina.
Ndinkakhala kuti foni yanga idatsekedwa, ndipo nthawi imeneyo ndimawoneka kuti ndimayesetsa kupeza zotumphukira, ndipo muma iPhones pali zochuluka. Osati kusewera ndi zolaula nthawi zonse, koma kungowona. Kuswa code. Kusewera mphaka ndi mbewa. Izi zimapangitsa adrenaline yanga kumapita ndipo nthawi zambiri imanditsogolera ku zolaula / maliseche / macheza ogonana. Tsopano mnzanga wowerengera mlandu adatsegula foni yanga. Idatsegulidwa miyezi ya 2 ndipo sindinayang'ane mwachinsinsi chithunzi chimodzi kapena kanema, ngakhale kofatsa, ndicholinga chodzuka. Fyuluta yanga ili mkati mwamtima mwanga. Ndikudziwa kuti nditha kufooka, koma ndili ndi machitidwe olimba kufunsa wina kuti andiyimbire foniyo kwakanthawi ngati ndikufuna.
ED yanga yapita 90%. Vuto langa la DO ndilibe, mwina ndimabwera mwachangu kwa iye, koma kugonana ndikwabwino. Ndimadzuka kumawa wolimba kwambiri m'mawa kwambiri ndipo popanda zongoganiza kapena kukhudza, zimakhala mpaka mphindi za 20-30. Ndili ndi zaka za 49 zowuma. Ndani angaganize kuti boner wanga wachinyamata angabwerere! Chibwenzi changa ndichabwinobwino makamaka poti chibwenzi changa chimakhala bwino. Ndadzipereka poti kugonana nthawi zonse ndizosankha, ndipo palibe chilichonse chomwe chingawakakamize kapena kuyembekezera. Uku si kudzipereka kokhumudwitsa. Ndili odala ndimtendere ndi chidziwitso choterechi komanso chidziwitso.
Momwe ine ndinachitira izo
1. Ndinaimbira, ndimatumizirana mameseji, kutumizirana mameseji, kapena kuchita nkhope ndi nkhope ndi munthu wina tsiku lililonse lomwe sindingadzisetse maliseche, macheza ogonana, kapena kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula kwa maola otsatira a 24. Ndinkadziwa mumtima mwanga kuti pambuyo pa 24, nditha kukonzanso kudzipereka kumene kapena kupita njira ina. Pakadali pano ndimakonzanso nthawi zonse.
2. Ndinkawerenga mosamala ndikusinkhasinkha, kupemphera, kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi, kudya moyenera, kugona mokwanira, nthawi zonse kumasamalira BLAHST pamaso pa Boredom, Kusungulumwa, Mkwiyo (kapena nkhawa zilizonse), Njala, Kupsinjika, kapena Kutopa (BLAHST) kudayamba chifukwa cha ndikufuna kudzisinkhasinkha ndi ma ubongo aubongo omwe amayenda ndikadzakhala PMO.
3. Ndinafotokozera zakukhosi anzanga komanso abale ambiri, omwe nthawi zambiri amandifunsa kuti ndimachita bwanji.
4. Ndidamenyera zaka za 4 ½ chiwanda ichi, ndikupeza miyezi ya 8 nthawi imodzi ndi miyezi ya 9 nthawi imodzi, koma ndimakonda kubwereza masiku angapo aliwonse pazowonjezera zoposa 50. Zonsezi zinali zokumana nazo zomwe zidandithandiza kupanga masabata a 12 lero.
5. Ndidathandizanso ena. Ndayankha zambiri zofunsira omwe ali ndi mwayi wothandizidwa nawo pa tsambali ndi lina. Kuthandiza ena kukhala oyera kudzera m'malemba olimbikitsa, maimelo, ndi mafoni kwandithandiza kukhala oyera. Sindikhulupirira kuti zingatheke popanda izi; mwina ziyenera kukhala zoyamba.
6. Ndimamvetsera nyimbo zolimbikitsa ndi mawu osagonana komanso osakondana. Zina zauzimu, inde, komanso zinthu monga https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cyd_qWt_jJU
7. Ndidayesa kukhala wopanda chidwi. Ngati sindikufuna kumatsuka mbale kapena kugonapo, ndimatero. Ngati ndikadakonda kuwerenga m'malo molumikizana ndi wina wa ana anga abwera kwa ine kudzapempha, ndidayikapo buku langa kapena kuyatsa, ndikuwayang'ana m'maso ndikupatsa 100% yanga kwa iwo. Ha, chimenecho ndi chisangalalo chotani. Ndimayamba kuchita zinthu zomwe sindimva ngati ndikufuna kuchita, ngakhale zili bwino, ndimayamba kuzikonda ndipo ndi zomwe zimandigwira bwino kwambiri zomwe ndingafotokoze.
8. Ndimavomereza dzanja la Mulungu m'zinthu zonse m'moyo mwanga, ngakhale ngozi yanga yoopsa yomwe idandiika kuchipatala ndipo ndimafunikira maopaleshoni awiri omwe adachitika sabata yonse ya 8. Ndimaona zinthu zonse ngati mphatso, ngakhale zopsinja mtima.
9. Ndimakhala mu Tsopano.
10. NDIKONDA zomwe zili, monga zilili. Mwinanso izi zikupitilira momwe ndikumvera, koma ndikuyesetsa.
11. Ndimamvetsera mawu ocheperako. Ndidachita zomwe zidanenedwa. Sizivulaza kapena kunama; Nthawi zonse zimandipatsa zabwino kuchita, ngakhale nthawi zina kena kake kabwino.
12. Ndinkadzisamalira. Ndinadziyang'ana ndekha pagalasi ndikuwona momwe ndimadzikondera ndekha, momwe ndilili, ndi kupanda ungwiro kwanga.
Zomwe zinali zovuta
Achinyamata. Ah mwana wanga. Chowoneka ngati chosalamulirika choti ndiyambenso kuchita zinthu zakale (zolimbikitsa), kukwiya kwambiri, kusowa tulo, kukwiya, zizindikiro zokhala ngati chimfine, mipira ya buluu, kukhumudwitsidwa pakugonana, kukhumudwa, kusowa chidwi, china chilichonse koma kugonana, kukhumudwa, koma osaganizira zodzipha ngati Kale. Izi zimachitika nthawi zina zimakhalabe, koma kwakukulukulu amachepa nthawi ikapita.
Sabata yoyamba inali gehena. Sabata yachiwiri idawoneka yabwinoko pang'ono mpaka idakula, ndiye kuyambira sabata lachitatu pazinthu zimatha kuyendetsedwa. Ndinapeza kuti ndimangokonda ululu wodzipatula ndikubowola momwemo ndikumvetsetsa. Sindikufunanso kuyambiranso chifukwa izi zimakhazikika nthawi zonse ndikapitanso tsiku loyamba. Ndikudziwa. Ndakhazikitsa nthawi zambiri. Zinali zovuta kuti ndikhululukire. Zinali zovuta kuti ndituluke m'mutu mwanga. Ndimasilira zinthu zopusa kwambiri, koma ndizokhudzana ndi zikhalidwe zanga zosokoneza.
Chinanso chomwe chinali chovuta chinali chisoni komanso kumva kuti ndasiya kusowa gawo langa. Ndimamva kukana, chisoni, kukwiya, zokonda kukambirana (chabwino sindingathe kuzichita kwathunthu; mwina ndingangopanga malire; mwina kusewera nayo kwa mphindi imodzi kuli bwino (pre-edging?), Ndipo pamapeto pake kuvomera kwina komwe sindikufikiranso zolaula m'moyo wanga. Sindimanjanso. Sindimadzukanso kudzera pa malo ochezera. Kukonda kwawoku ndi kutaya kumakhala kwenikweni ndipo kukupitilirabe. Ndikudziwa kuti PMO ndi choyipa, koma zilibe kanthu. Ndimamvabe kutayika. Magawo osinthika omwe amabwera ngati zotsatira zoyipa kusiya PMO ndi lupanga lakuthwa konsekonse. Nthawi zambiri ndimayesedwa kuti ndizisewera nawo, chifukwa chakuti, "zolaula" zoyambitsa kwambiri kwa ine ndikuwona kwanga. Sindikufuna kompyuta kapena magazini kapena dvd.
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