Zodabwitsa. Sindinapeze PMO patatha madzulo ochititsa manyazi atha kukhala wopanda mphamvu ndi mayi yemwe ndimamukonda kwambiri. Zinali zochitika zathu zogonana (ndipo mwina zomaliza), ndipo ndinachita manyazi, ndinachititsidwa manyazi, ndinasokonezeka, ndipo ndinali ndi mantha. Sindinakhalepo ndi 'kulephera kutumiza' kwathunthu, ngakhale zovuta zanga zakhala zikuchepa pang'onopang'ono koma kwa zaka zochepa.
Pamene ndimawerenga maakaunti obwezeretsanso ku YBOP ndikuwunika momwe ndinkakhalira m'mbuyomu, ndidazindikira kuti, ngakhale sindinkaonera zolaula tsiku lililonse, ndinali wokonda kuseweretsa maliseche komanso zopeka. M'malo mwake, chizolowezi ichi chidayamba ndili ndi 12 kapena 13 ndipo tsiku silidadutse pomwe sindinachite F ndi F (fantasize and fap) kamodzi kapena kangapo patsiku. Izi zimawonjezera zaka 40 za FMO (zongopeka, maliseche, maliseche) - ngakhale zaka 10 za nthawi imeneyo ndinali wokwatira.
M'zaka zaposachedwa, chifukwa chakuchepa pang'onopang'ono kwa virility (kulephera kutulutsa umuna, kuyenda mofulumirirapo, kuchuluka pang'ono kapena kutulutsa ejaculate ndikabwera, nthawi zina ndimasowa erection), ndimalowa kwambiri m'makanema a 'maphunziro azakugonana' (tsopano ndazindikira kwambiri Mwa awa anali zithunzi zolaula) ndipo kwa miyezi ingapo ankakonda kuzungulira kangapo patsiku, ndikuganiza kuti izi zithandizira kubwezeretsa libido yanga (adawerenganso za zolemba m'mabuku ena a Tantra). Kulakwitsa kwakukulu - tsopano ndazindikira kuti chizolowezi ichi chidathandiziranso kuchepa kwanga kwa libido - zosiyana ndi zomwe ndimaganiza kuti ndimachita (komanso zomwe zidalimbikitsidwa m'mabuku).
Nditangoyamba kuwerenga YBOP, ndinazindikira kuti kukula, malingaliro ndi kusintha - kuphatikiza nthawi zina (nthawi zambiri 1-2 nthawi / sabata koma nthawi zina tsiku lililonse kwa masiku 4 kapena 5 nthawi) kuonera zolaula kunali kovuta kwambiri dongosolo. Oo. Chifukwa chake nthawi yomweyo ndinapita ku PFMO - yaulere (Zolaula, Zopeka, Maliseche, Maliseche).
Lero tsiku la 18 ndipo kusiyana kwakhala kodabwitsa. Ndine 53, kotero sindinayambe kuthamangira ku Internet Porn - zambiri monga Playboy / Penthouse centerfolds; koma kwenikweni ndakhala ndikukula ndikulingalira kwa zaka 40. Ndinakhala wokwatiwa kwa zaka khumi, ndipo ndakhala ndi okonda ambiri, koma F&F sinayime konse.
Ndazindikira chiyani popeza palibe PFMO? Kutsetsereka kwakukulu kwa masiku pafupifupi 10, ndiye kuti kupuma pantchito kosiyanako kwa azimayi omwe ndikadadutsa ndikungowoneka pang'ono. Ndikupeza chisangalalo chongokhala ndi azimayi omwe sindinakhalepo nawo kale. Pali zochepa zomwe amayi amakumana nazo ndikamawawona - zimakhala ngati ubongo wanga sukupita kumalo osangalatsa, momwe ndimawaonera zimapitilira mawonekedwe akunja.
Ndine wolimba mtima wolumikizana ndi azimayi okongola ndipo chidaliro changa chogonana chikuwonjezeka - usiku watha pa phwando ndinacheza ndikuseka ndikumenyedwa ndi mayi yemwe kukongola kwake komanso kugonana kwake milungu itatu yapitayo kukadandiopseza.
Ndikuzindikira kuti nkhawa zanga zambiri, kukwiya, mphwayi ndi malingaliro akuti 'sindili bwino' -ku (kuti ndayesetsa mobwerezabwereza kuti ndichite ndi mankhwala osiyanasiyana - upangiri, kutsirikitsa, zokambirana, zambiri) zinali zowonadi zokhudzana ndi kusokonekera kwa dopamine, kukula ndi malingaliro. Zodabwitsa kwambiri.
Zili ngati mphamvu yamoyo yonse iyi ndi mphamvu ndi kusinkhasinkha ndi mphamvu zomwe zinali kutha komanso mphamvu zamaganizidwe ndi malingaliro omwe adasokonekera m'malingaliro (chifukwa ndimatha 'kusonkhanitsa' zithunzi za akazi okongola ndikamatha tsiku lomwe ndimatha mpaka pomwe ndidafika kunyumba usiku - zomwe zidawononga mphamvu zamaganizidwe) zidapezeka mwadzidzidzi chifukwa chokhala moyo wanga, kukwaniritsa zolinga zanga, ndikukwaniritsa njira yabwinobwino kwa amayi. Ndizopumulitsa kuti ndisakakamize azimayi ndikuzimitsa dera lokhalo lomwe limangoyambitsa kanema wamatsenga ndikawona mkazi wokongola! Ndikudziwa kuti ndayamba kale paulendowu; Ndili ndi mwayi chifukwa ndinalibe chizolowezi cholaula; ndipo, ndimakhalabe ndi mavuto azaumoyo (makamaka testosterone wotsika) omwe mwina amathandizira kuti ndikhale wocheperako kuposa momwe ndimakhalira. Ndipo, kuzindikira uku kwakhala mpumulo waukulu. Kwa nthawi yoyamba mzaka makumi asanu zapitazi ndimamverera ngati bambo. Ndikudziwa kuti ichi ndiye chiyambi cha ulendowu ndipo ndikudziwanso kuti sindibwerera ku PFMO. Oo.
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