History - Richard Nixon anali atakhala Purezidenti kwa miyezi isanu ndi umodzi, anthu adatenga zoyambira pamwezi ndipo woyandikana nane adandionetsa zolaula. Ndinali m'masiku oyamba kutha msinkhu ndipo kukhudzidwa kwakukulu pakuwona zithunzizi kunandichititsa chidwi kwambiri panthawi yovuta kwambiri. Ndinali ndikumayamba kumene kulakalaka kugonana ndi amuna kapena akazi anzanga ndipo ndinamenyedwa kumaso ndi zithunzi zokopa. Mwana woyandikana naye yemwe adandionetsa zolaula adandionetsa maliseche ndipo ndidapita kunyumba kukadziyesa ndekha.
Zinatenga kanthawi kochepa monga ndikukumbukira, mwina patatha sabata imodzi ndinakhala ndi vuto langa loyamba kutulutsa mawonekedwe. Ndinalinso tsiku lomwe ndinayamba kumwa mowa. Nthawi yomweyo. . . nthawi yomweyo, ndinkafuna zambiri. Ndinkapita nawo mtedzawo ndipo ndinkakhala ndekha ndikuseweretsa maliseche, ndikufuna chisangalalo chomwe sichingafike. Ndinali mwana wamanyazi ndili wachinyamata, m'njira zambiri wosalakwa komanso wopanda nzeru, koma ndimakhala ndi malingaliro azinthu zazikulu zomwe zimadutsa m'mutu mwanga. Ndinapanga zokambirana ndi zogonana zomwe sindingakonde kuzichita. "Zachibadwa" zanga zidasinthidwa mopambanitsa zomwe ndidaziwona pazithunzizo.
Ndinalibe nyani kumbuyo kwanga. Ayi, uyu anali anyani wokulirapo, wankhanza yemwe anali atandiposa mphamvu. Gawo loyipitsitsa linali loti kunalibe komwe angapeze thandizo. Ndinali wamanyazi kwambiri kulankhula ndi abambo anga, kuwopa kukhumudwitsa amayi anga ndipo. panthawiyo. Chikhalidwe chodziwika chinali kunena kuti kuseweretsa maliseche kunali kwabwino komanso kwabwinobwino. Mwanjira ina, ndinali nditatengeka mbali zonse ndi akatswiri azakugonana omwe anandiuza kuti ndipite kukamutenga ndi gorila kumbuyo kwanga kundiuza kuti ndipite. Ndinali pakati pa 20s ndisanamuuze mzimu za vuto langa.
Ukwati Wopulumutsa
Pokhapokha sizinaphule kanthu. Ndinali wokwatiwa ndichichepere ndipo ndinali wotsimikiza kuti chinthu chenicheni chimakhala chabwino kwambiri kuposa kuseweretsa maliseche kuti vuto langa lisinthe. Sizinayenera kutero. Kugonana kwenikweni kunali kosalimbikitsa kuposa kuseweretsa maliseche ndipo panthawi yomwe ndinali nditakwatirana miyezi itatu ndinali nditabwereranso kuzolowera maliseche. Izi zitachitika, pulogalamu yolumikizana ndi mkazi wanga idalephereka kwambiri ndipo zaka zathu pamodzi sizinali zosangalatsa.
M'malingaliro mwanga, vuto linali loti sindinapezepo zoyambira zogonana. Ndimayankha gorila kumbuyo kwanga, ndikuwopa kuti zikhumbo zimandigwira ndikundichotsa pamalowo ndikuti ndilibe chitetezo pankhaniyi.
Ndidanyamuka. . . Pambuyo pake
Pomwe zaka zanga za 20 zidasandutsa 30s ndidapeza mpumulo pang'ono. Ndinkakhala nthawi yocheperako ndikuchita maliseche ndipo, ngakhale ndimakhala ndi malo anga ndipo palibe amene ndingamuyankhe, ndimakhala kuti sindikhala ndi zolaula nthawi zambiri. Ndikanakhala, makamaka nthawi zakhumudwa, ndimapezeka kuti ndikufuna zolaula kulikonse komwe ndingapeze. Ndimayenda pagalimoto kupita kumalo ogulitsira manyuzipepala ndikuwerenga magaziniwo m'mashelufu. Masitolo a Porno adandichititsa chidwi koma ndimakonda kutuluka ndikangopita mphindi zochepa. Sindikudziwa ngati anali mlengalenga, kudziimba mlandu kapena zowona kuti ngakhale m'malo osavomerezeka sindinapeze chilichonse chokhutiritsa. M'malo mwake, tsopano momwe ndimaganizira, malo ogulitsira zolaula kapena malo omata zovala nthawi zambiri amakhala omaliza kuledzera. Kunalibe kwina koti ndipite, ndinali nditawona zonse zotheka.
Chifukwa chake, kupatula kudzimana mwa apo ndi apo ndinayamba kukhala moyo wopanda zolaula. Maliseche akadali gawo la moyo wanga koma gawo laling'ono kwambiri. Panthaŵi yomwe ndinakwatiranso sizinali zovuta konse ndipo ndinali PMO mfulu kwa miyezi ingapo ndisanakwatirane ndikukhala PMO kwaulere kupitirira zaka ziwiri pambuyo pake. . . mpaka nditayamba zolaula kuntchito.
Zithunzi zolaula kuntchito zinabweretsa maliseche ndipo izi zinayamba kuchepa muukwati wanga. Komabe, ndinapewa zolaula nthawi yayitali koma gorilla yodziseweretsa maliseche yakonzanso njira zanga. M'mawu anga, ndimakhala wokonda moyo wapanja, ndimakonda amuna anga pamaso pa mkazi wanga koma ndili ndekha ndidali ndimaganizo amitundu yonse yokhudzana ndi kugonana, ambiri omwe sindikadafuna ndikadachita.
Bwenzi Latsopano la Gorilla
Kenako panafika intaneti. Kuyambira masiku anga oyamba ndikutumizirana mafoni ndinazindikira kuti ukondewo ungakhale gwero latsopano la zolaula. Ndimakumbukira ndikusaka mawu amaliseche nthawi yomweyo nditangotenga akaunti yanga yoyamba pa intaneti. Mbedza zachilendozi zinali zowonekeranso koma panthawiyo sindimadziwa zomwe zimachitika.
Pambuyo pake banja langa lachiwiri lidasokonekera, ndikundisiya ndikumva chisoni komanso kukhala wachisoni. Kwa nthawi yoyamba m'moyo wanga ndidasankha kuti ndisalimbane ndi maliseche koma ndingopita ndikutuluka. Chaka choyamba nditasudzulana ndimadziseweretsa maliseche nthawi zonse, nthawi zambiri patsiku pomwe ndimakhala ndi nthawi. Ndinkachita lendi makanema ojambulidwa ndi x ndikuwayang'ana kunyumba, makamaka zachiwerewere. Sindinkaganiziranso za kalikonse, ndimangodzipangira mankhwala.
Pomwe zaka zimakwera ndikutuluka pang'onopang'ono ndikulola anthu kulowa mmoyo wanga kachiwiri. Kuchita maliseche sikunali kofala koma nthawi zina ndimadya kwambiri iPorn, makamaka ndikakhala ndikapanikizika. Izi zidandidabwitsa pazifukwa zingapo. Choyamba, ndimakhulupirira m'mabanja ndipo nthawi zonse ndakhala ndikumva kuti kugonana ndi gawo limodzi la mgwirizano pakati pawo. Sindinkafuna kuti ndizingogona. Nthawi zonse ndimamva, ndikumvabe, kuti ubale wanthawi yayitali ndiye cholinga changa.
Chifukwa chachiwiri chomwe zotsatira za iPorn zidandidabwitsa ndichakuti ndinali nditasungunuka kwambiri ndikukhala wafilosofi kwambiri. Ndinkadana ndi momwe amuna ambiri amaponderezera akazi awo ndipo sindinaganize kuti zolaula zimapereka chitsanzo chabwino. Zithunzi zogonana zomwe zidathera kuchititsidwa manyazi ndi mayiyu sizinkawoneka ngati zabwino kwa ine koma ndimatha kuwonera zoterezi ndikamamwa zolaula; ndikumva kuwawa za izi ndikangomaliza kumene.
Pomaliza, sindinkafuna kugonana pamoyo wanga weniweni watsiku ndi tsiku. Sindinkafuna chibwenzi kapena china chilichonse chonga icho. Ndinasiya dala chilichonse chomwe chimafanana ndi chibwenzi. Ndinali wolephera pachikondi ndipo ndinali nditavomereza kuti ndi tsogolo langa. Zomwe ndimakhulupirira muubwenzi wanthawi yayitali sindinadziwonenso ndikubwerera kwina.
Kutembenuza Ngodya
Kwenikweni! Ndinali ndikutembenukira pakona mgalimoto yanga tsiku lina malingaliro atandigwira, ndikuganiza ndikufuna kupeza bwenzi pamoyo wanga. Panthawiyi nthawi yodzisangalatsa inali imodzi mwa mavuto anga. "Kusakhulupirika" kwanga sikunali MO koma, nthawi zina, ndimapita kukamwa kwa PMO, nthawi zambiri kuthana ndi kupsinjika. Nditatembenuza ngodya ija ndidadzipezanso ndikumverera kwatsopano, kapena mwina malingaliro omwe ndidayiwala kale.
Ndinayamba kuchita zambiri ndi azimayi ndipo ndidawapeza ambiri mwa iwo ochezeka kwa ine. Dziko limawoneka lodzaza ndi akazi okongola kulikonse komwe ndimapita ndipo ndimayendetsedwa kwakanthawi. Sindinali pachibwenzi payekha, ndimangochezera m'malo omwe amandilola kucheza ndi akazi. Panali patapita nthawi yayitali chichitikireni izi ndipo ndimafunikira kuyeserera.
Panopa ndili pachibwenzi koma ndikuyenda pang'onopang'ono. Palibe wa ife amene amakhala mwachangu ndipo tonsefe sitiyenera kudziyika tokha pangozi. Pa ubale uliwonse wamoyo uno wapadera, tikupanga ubale ndi kukhulupirirana. Chosangalatsa ndichakuti, kulumikizana kwapang'ono kotani komwe tidakhala nako komwe adayambitsa ndi iye ndipo kumakhala kotereku kumakhala kogwirizana. Ndimamvetsetsa za iye ndi zakuya komanso zovuta kwambiri. Chimwemwe changa chachikulu m'moyo ndikuwona iye ndikusangalala ndikukhala wopanda nkhawa. Palibe malingaliro akumasulidwa ogonana omwe angayerekezeredwe ndi zomwe ndikumverera mu mtima mwanga ndikamuwona ali wokondwa.
Ngodya Yabwino Koposa
Kuphunzira za malo opindulitsa aubongo komanso kuzungulira kwa dopamine kwakhala kopindulitsa kwambiri kwa ine. Zotsalira zomaliza za PMO wanga wam'mbuyomu zafotokozedwa. Tsopano ndawona ma binges amenewo momwe alili, mankhwala odziletsa omwe sangabweretse mpumulo wokhalitsa. Kumva Gary akufotokoza kuti iyi sinali nkhani yamakhalidwe inali yofunika kwambiri. Tsopano ndikumvetsa, zolaula zinali chabe dopamine, ndicho chifukwa chake ndimatha kuyang'ana chinthu chonyansa ndikutsegulidwa. Nditazindikira kuti iyi inali treadmill ndinalibe chidwi chokhala mokhazikika.
Dis 12 - Pasanathe milungu iwiri yapitayo ndidapunthwa pa Ubongo Wanu pa Zithunzi mwangozi ndili pa zolaula za pa intaneti. Mwadzidzidzi, moyo wanga (wowopsa) kuyambira pomwe ndimatha msinkhu zonse zinali zomveka. Kuledzera kunasiya nthawi yomwe ndimayang'ana makanema a YouTube pazokonda zolaula ndipo ndinayambiranso nthawi imeneyo. Pakadali pano, zili bwino. Tsopano, mpaka gawo lachiwiri:
M'banja langa loyamba ndidayamba kuzindikira kuti pali china chake cholakwika, china chake chazika mizu kwambiri. Mkazi wanga anali mtsikana woonda, wothamanga komanso wamphamvu koma wocheperako. Nthawi zonse ndinkamva kuti kugonana kwathu kunali koopsa kwambiri (ndipo zinali zabwino kwambiri) kufotokoza momwe ndimamukondera. Ndinkaona kuti mawu omwewo akale, okwera, oponyera, ejaculate anali mtundu wamphamvu, ine wolimba mwamphamvu mwa awiriwo "kutenga" mkazi wanga. Pofika zaka zingapo nditakwatirana ndimawona kuti kugonana ndi ntchito yolemetsa. Tidazichita mwina kamodzi pamwezi, moyenera kupewetsa masiku achonde mwina piritsi lisakugwira ntchito. Ndikulakalaka china.
Nthawi zambiri ndimamufunsa zodandaula koma zimawoneka ngati chintchito kwa iye. Amafuna kuyika Git It On ndipo ndimadandaula zomwe zidachitika pa chikondi chomwe tidali nacho. Zaka zochepa zoyambirira zaukwati wathu nthawi zonse timagona kulumikizana, ngakhale pang'ono, miyendo yathu kukhudzana. Nthawi zina titha kugona kukumbatirana. M'masiku amenewo tinali pafupi kwambiri moti zinali zosatheka kuganiza. Podzafika zaka khumi zomwe tinali kukhala m'chipinda chimodzi ndi miyezi limodzi.
Ndinazindikiranso kuti ndimalakalaka kulowerera ndipo ndikufuna kukhala momwemo momwe zingathere. Ndidapeza kuti udindo wapamwamba kwambiri waumishonale sunali wokhutiritsa chifukwa panalibe choyenera kutsutsana nacho koma chifukwa chololera pang'ono mkazi wanga anali wopambana. Chodabwitsa, ndidakumana ndi mtundu wa Karezza koma sindimadziwa kuti izi zidachitikapo. Ndikadakhala ndikumverera kwachilendo kunena kuti kugonana kosagonana ndi mkazi wanga. Kwa onse omwe ndimadziwa kuti zinali zosemphana ndi lamulo. 🙂
Kuwerenga kudutsa Mtsinje Woopsa wa Cupid Ndine wodabwitsidwa ndipo ndangotsala pang'ono kumaliza mutu woyamba. IZI. . . ndizomwe ndikufuna. Ndikumva kulumikizananso ndi gawo langa lomwe linatsalira nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndinali ndi chiwonetsero, chodzipangira BTW. Asanafike nthawi imeneyo ndinkakonda kukhala ndi erection ndipo sindinaganizepo zodzikhudzira ndekha chifukwa cha zosangalatsa. Chowonadi chakuti ndimakhala ndikulimbikitsidwa pakugonana ndikumangokhala kokwanira kuti ndikhale wosangalala. Nditangomaliza kuchita bwino maliseche ndimakhala ngati ndikuponya ndikusintha ndikukhala mdani yemwe angandibisalire nthawi iliyonse. Zinalibe kanthu zomwe ndimachita, ngati ndikadzuka ndiyenera "kuthetsa" vutoli. Ndinkachita izi kuntchito, m'galimoto yanga, kubafa, pabedi. . . Chinthu chabwino sindinali wokayenda pamwezi. 🙂
Komabe, kumvetsetsa zolaula-dopamine mkombero wakhala vumbulutso. Ndakwanitsa kukana malamulo amasinthidwe omwe amakhala mkati mwanga omwe amalimbikira pachisangalalo nthawi iliyonse yomwe zingachitike. M'malo mwake, chosinthiracho chikuwonetsa kale zizindikiro zakubwerera kumalo ake oyenera. Koma izi sizitanthauza kukhala chithunzi chazakugonana, ndikufunafuna chidutswa chachiwiri.
Anthu ambiri masiku ano amachita zachiwerewere ngati masewera ampikisano, ndizodabwitsa kuti alibe oweruza omwe amakhala patebulo, akuwonetsa zigoli pazomwe amachita. Zithunzi zolaula zimawonetsa izi, mwa zina, chifukwa kanema wa anthu awiri omwe amagonana ndi amishonale sangawonetse kupitilira kwakumbuyo. Mosakayikira, izi ndizomwe zimachepetsa maukwati achimwemwe. Sindingathe kupanga gawo lina lililonse lamoyo wanga momwe zinthu zilili m'makanema, chifukwa chiyani kugonana kungakhale kosiyana.
Chifukwa chake tsopano ndazindikira kuti momwe ndidaphunzirira zogonana, pafupifupi zaka 50 zapitazo, siyomwe ili yabwino kwambiri. Ndinaphunziranso kuyerekezera kugonana komwe kumatsatira njira zosayenera zogonana. Ndinkasangalala ndi zomwe ndinasankha ndipo sindinkadziimba mlandu. Sindinazunzidwe mwanjira iliyonse pomwe ndimasangalala ndikadzuka mpaka nditabweretsa dzanja langa kuti ndipeze. Chodabwitsa, patadutsa zaka 40 ndapeza kuti onse ogonana ndi a M sayenera kukhazikika pachimake ndipo ndili nonse.
Anthu akhala ndi mibadwo yambiri yamdima. Kukhulupirira malodza ndi kuopa “milungu” yambiri kwachititsa anthu kukhala pansi kwa zaka zambiri. Anthu ankapereka nsembe kuti asangalatse "milungu" iyi, kuphatikizira, nsembe za anthu. M'nthawi ya Chikhristu zina mwasayansi zidatulukira zomwe atsogoleri achipembedzo sanatchule kuposa zomwe sizikanatsutsana ndi ulamuliro wawo. Apanso, mtengo unali wokondedwa, matenda, uve komanso imfa ya anthu osalakwa inali lamulo kwa zaka zambiri. Sindingachitire mwina koma kudabwa ngati "m'badwo wamdima" wogonana ukubwera kumapeto. Zikuwoneka kuti pangakhale vuto lina pomwe anthu ena akumira mozama m'mafilosofi azakugonana pazaka makumi angapo zapitazi pomwe ena akuwona kuti njira zam'mbuyomu sizingakhale zabwino konse.
Dziko lodzaza ndi maukwati olumikizana limawoneka mosiyana, osachepera IMO. Ukwati wokhalitsa komanso mchitidwe wogonana womwe umachepetsa pafupipafupi kutenga pakati kumamveka ngati chiyambi chabwino kwa ine. M'malo mokhala ndi makwerero omwe timawawona m'malo ena lero anthu atha kugwiritsa ntchito nthawi yochuluka kwa ana omwe ali ndi ana ochepa ndipo mabanja ochulukirapo atha kusamalira ndi kuyanjana ndi ana. (Ndizosangalatsa kwa ine kuti m'miyambo ina asuweni amaonedwa ngati abale ndi alongo.) Sindingakhale moyo woti ndiziwone, koma ndingakonde kudziwa momwe zinthu zikuyendere.
Nthawi zonse ndimaganiza kuti kugonana ndi njira yonyansa yomwe idaseweredwa pa ife. Kuyendetsa komwe kwatilumikiza, mosasintha, ku zikhalidwe zathu zotsika kwambiri. Kupeza kukhalapo kwa njira ina yotsogola kukhumudwitsidwa pakugonana ndi mphatso.
Chomwe ndimawona chodabwitsa kwambiri ndikuti njirayi siyabwino mwamakhalidwe ake. Zimachokera kuzolingalira komanso kufunitsitsa kukhala opambana. Ndikukhulupirira kuti pali Mphamvu Yapamwamba komanso ndikukhulupirira kuti Mphamvu iyi ndiyomveka ndipo siyilamulidwa ndi kutengeka. Karezza ndizomveka pamalingaliro anga. (Ndiyenera kunena pano kuti sindine wachipembedzo ngakhale pang'ono. Ndimakhulupirira mwa Mulungu koma sindikuganiza kuti amaika chidwi chake pa anthu potenga nawo mbali m'chipembedzo cholinganizidwa.) Chofunika ndichakuti, kaya ndichokera kwa wokhulupirira malingaliro kapena malingaliro owonjezera okonda umunthu, mchitidwe wofatsa ngati Karezza umakopa anthu apamwamba, osati otsika kwambiri. Zimandipangitsa kufuna kugwiritsa ntchito nthawi yanga kuchita zinthu zabwino ndipo ndili ndi chidaliro kuti izi zithandizira pakufuna kwanga tsogolo labwino.
Kuyandikira kumapeto kwa Mtsinje Woopsa wa Cupid Sindingachitire mwina koma kuseka. Mu chaputala 10, pamutu wakuti Subtle Harmony imakamba za mwayi wamabizinesi omwe amabwera mosayembekezereka. Chiyambireni kusintha malingaliro anga ndidafunsa mafunso awiri kuchokera kwa omwe akufuna kukulembani ntchito, onse omwe amalipira bwino komanso malo opitilira patsogolo. Mulimonsemo, sindikudandaula.
Disembala 19 - Ukwati wanga unasokonekera zaka zapitazo ndipo ndidachoka ndili wokwiya komanso wokwiya. Imeneyi ndi nkhani yoyipa. Nkhani yabwino ndiyakuti ndayamba kupanga chibwenzi ndi munthu wina ndipo zikuyenda bwino. Sitili pachibwenzi pano koma ndikufuna kuti ndikambe nkhani ya Karezza pamene / ngati chibwenzicho chikupita patsogolo. Kutengera ndi zomwe tidakambirana m'mbuyomu, ndikukhulupirira kuti mwina amvera lingaliroli.
Maubwenzi anga apano mwina akuti "ndikuyembekeza". Ndili pachiyambi pachibwenzi ndipo ndikukhulupirira kuti chikhala chinthu chosatha komanso chosangalatsa kwa tonsefe. Timafanana kwambiri ndipo tili ndiubwenzi wabwino. Ndikumva kuti nditha kuyankhula momasuka kwa iye ndipo akuwoneka kuti akumvanso chimodzimodzi kwa ine. Takhala tikulankhula momasuka za nkhani zogonana kuposa momwe ndinalankhulira ndi mwamuna kapena mkazi wanga. Ndikumva kuti ndi munthu amene ndimafunikira kwambiri pamoyo wanga koma sindikutsimikiza kuti afikadi pano. Ndiwosamala ndipo ndili bwino ndi izi.
Feb 14 - Kotero ndili pano, masiku 75 ndikuyambiranso ndikumva bwino. Zikuwoneka ngati zachilengedwe, tsopano, kuti musafune zolaula kapena maliseche. Oo, ndi yatsopano kwa ine, ngakhale pazaka 2 1/2 zomwe ndinali PMO mfulu sindimamva izi. Ndikudabwa za zomwe zili patsogolo. Ndilibe cholinga chobwerera ku PMO, nthawi zonse !!!!! Ndikumanga ubale ndi mkazi koma ndizochedwa.
Ndinali ndi mayeso lero koma ndachita bwino. Ndili pa sitolo yogulitsa mankhwala ndidagula magazini yonena zothamanga, momwe zidalili mzaka za m'ma 60 ndi 70. Ndikukumbukira ndikuwona zofananira zomwezo ndikadali wachinyamata. M'magaziniyi munali malonda omwe anali ndi mayi yemwe anali wamaliseche wobisika kuseri kwa chikwangwani chomwe anali nacho. Ndinalibe chidwi chilichonse ndi chithunzicho koma ndinachichotsa ndi kuchiwaza nditazindikira kuti chilipo.
Panalinso nkhani yonena za wokwera ndipo inali ndi zithunzi zazikulu za bwenzi lake lotanganidwa. Ndikukumbukira ndikuwona zithunzi zomwezo pomwe adatulutsidwa koyamba, koyambirira kwama 70s. Kalelo anali akung'ung'uza zakuthupi, usikuuno sindimamva chisangalalo chilichonse. Ndikuganiza kuti pamapeto pake ndaphunzira kuyang'ana mkazi osamusokoneza ndikulola malingaliro anga kupita kumtunda. Iye anali mkazi wokongola, mosakayikira za izo, koma iye ali chabe membala wina wa banja laumunthu.
China chake chidasokonekera mu psyche yanga ndipo ndimatha kuvomereza ndekha kuti ndiyenera kukhala munthu wogonana wopanda manyazi. Ndimatha kusiya ena kuti akachite zogonana koma osangoganiza za pamenepo. Tsopano nditha kuchita izi kwa amuna ndi akazi ndipo ndimakhala ndi ulemu kwa akazi omwe sindinakhalepo nawo kale.
Zimakhala kuti ndimamverera pang'ono zoyipa ndikaganiza zakuwona zolaula zimabwera m'maganizo mwanga. Zinali ngati ndikubera china chake. . . Ndikutsimikiza kuti anali chisangalalo chomwe chidayamba ndi twinge ija. Imeneyi inali kanthawi kochepa ka zikhumbo zanga. Mulimonsemo, twinge ija ikuwoneka kuti yatha. Kungodziwa kunena zomwe zimandipangitsa kumva bwino. Sindinatuluke kuthengo, koma ndili bwino kuposa momwe ndakhalira m'moyo wanga, ndichimwemwe.
Komabe, ine ndimangofuna kutenga mphindi kuti ndithokoze. Palibe chilichonse mwa malingaliro osangalatsa mu uthengawu omwe angakhalepo popanda YBOP.
Kusintha kwachilengedwe kwakhala kodabwitsa. Tsopano ndikutha kukhala munthu amene ndakhala ndikufuna kutero. Ndikuwona ngati zinthu ziwiri, njira yoyambiranso ndikumvetsetsa momwe zonsezi zimagwirira ntchito. Zachidziwikire, zaka makumi asanu ndi anayi mphambu zisanu ndi zitatu zakhala ndikukonzekera bwino. Ndimacheza ndi gulu la anyamata azaka zanga ku YBR. Onse ali ndi nkhani zoti anene, m'modzi mwa iwo adatsata HOCD yake molunjika ku STD yomwe amayenera kufotokozera mkazi wake. Chodabwitsa, adakhala ndi iye ndipo akugwira ntchito limodzi kuti amuthandize kuchira. Komabe, anyamatawa akugwira ntchito molimbika kuti akhale bwino ndikuchita bwino. Mnyamata wina adabwera masabata awiri apitawo, akuwopa kuti angamugwire akuonera zolaula kuntchito. Pasanathe sabata anali kuthandiza mamembala atsopano ndipo kudzidalira kwake kudakulirakulira. Ndi munthu wosiyana m'masabata awiri.
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Moyo wanga wonse ndakhala wosunga mitundu. Sizinthu zenizeni za mtedza; Ndilibe manyuzipepala akale kapena mpira wawukulu wa mphaka (ngakhale mphaka wanga wamphongo wonenepa angapangitse izi kukhala zosavuta ngati nditaganiza zosonkhanitsa ubweya wa mphaka). Koma ndimakonda kuzichita mopambanitsa pazinthu zina. Ndakhala ndikufuna kukhala wokwaniritsa zonse. Ngati nditagula CD ndi gulu linalake mwina nditha kugula zonse zomwe adatulutsa. Mofananamo pazowonetsa pa TV kapena makanema, mu khobidi limodzi, mu paundi imodzi. Mwinanso zimakhala zoopsa koma zopusa pang'ono. Nkhani yabwino ndiyakuti ndiyamba kufuna kuwonda gulu lankhosa. Ndili ndi mulu wama DVD pansi omwe apita ku malo ogulitsira ma DVD. Ndikukonzekera kuthana ndi gulu la mabuku mwankhanza ndikupeza bokosi lamabuku kuti ndigulitse m'sitolo yogulitsa mabuku. Zinthu zazing'onoting'ono mwina zitha kuperekedwa, pali mabanja ambiri osauka m'derali. Ndiye pali nkhani ya ma CD, chabwino sakupita kulikonse! 🙂 Koma ndachepetsa kwambiri kugula kwanga ma CD. Ngakhale nditakhala ndi ma CD akulu komanso osokosera nthawi zina sindimatha kupeza chilichonse chosangalatsa kuti ndimvetsere. 🙂
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