Amuna abwino, ndine wokondwa kukuwuzani zonse zomwe ndimagunda masiku a 90 opanda PMO, streak yayitali kwambiri ndikuyesanso kwanga kukhala PMO ndimadzidalira ndekha kwa zaka zisanu ndi ziwiri. Lero ndi tsiku langa lobadwa ndipo ndakwaniritsa cholinga changa cha masiku 90 opanda PMO ndipo ndipitiliza njira iyi mpaka kalekale. Popeza ndangokwaniritsa cholinga changa, ndinapita kukalemba akaunti ndikulemba izi ndikugawana zomwe zandichitikira masiku 90 apita "pobwezeretsa" ubongo wanga.
Choyamba, ndimakonda zolaula zomwe zidayamba pomwe mzanga adandiwonetsa chithunzi "chamaliseche" choyamba ndipo chimayambira pamenepo. Kuyambira pa zithunzi kupita ku gif, komanso zolaula. Kuyambira pamene ndinali 13, PMO ndi chinthu chosasinthasintha pamoyo wanga. Moyo wanga wamagulu udali woipa kwambiri, ndine wamanyazi ndipo sindisamala za aliyense. Sindinaganize kuti linali vuto mpaka makolo anga atayamba kundiuza chifukwa chomwe ndilibe anzanga ambiri. Chifunga chaubongo, kuchepa kwa chidwi, mungatchule, moyo wowopsa womwe ndadutsa zaka zisanu ndi ziwiri. Tiyeni tidule, pa Okutobala 4, ndidaganiza kuti ndiyesere mutu wotsutsidwa mwamphamvu, wopanda PMO. Popeza ndinayesetsa kudziteteza ndekha osadziwa gulu la NoFap isanafike pa Okutobala 4th ndipo ndidalephera momvetsa chisoni, ndimangoyendetsa masiku a 14 ndikuwongolera mwina sabata yonse. Monga ndanenera, sindinadziwe za gulu la NoFap ndipo ndinadzivutitsa ndekha, koma nditadzilimbitsa kwambiri, ndidamva chisoni ndikuyamba kuyendetsa momwe ndingayime, ndikudutsa NoFap. Chifukwa chake ndidazindikira kuti anthu ambiri onga ine ndili ndi vutoli ndipo ndidayamba kuwerenga anthu ambiri amatumiza za "Super power" ndikuganiza kuti nanenso ndiyenera kuyamba. Sindinajowine nawo ammudzi pano popeza sindine wokonda kucheza nawo. Apa zidayamba pa Okutobala 4.
Pepani chifukwa cha izi kuyambira kale, koma tsopano gawo lalikulu la momwe ndimadutsira masiku a 90 bwino kwambiri ndikukhala wokonda kwambiri.
- Choyamba, sindinagwiritse ntchito zosefera zolaula kapena chilichonse choletsa zolaula (ndikudziwa, ndizopenga, koma sindinadandaule chifukwa zimandivuta.) Ndikudziwa kuti zolaula ndimakhoma azitina omwe ndakhala idzazizimitsa tsiku lina, chifukwa chake ndimayesetsa kuti ndisagwiritse ntchito
- Chachiwiri, pezani masewera ena achisangalalo, zomwe ndimakonda kuchita ndikulankhula ndi anzanga ndikupanga anzanga atsopano.
- Chachitatu, ndimapewa gawo langa la "Nthawi Yokasangalala", kapena chipinda changa ndikamva kuti ndikufunika kuchichita. Kaya ndi bafa kapena chipinda chogona, ndimapewa ndipo sindisamala nazo.
- Chachinayi, nthawi iliyonse ndikalakalaka ndikupita ku Malo Anga Osangalala, ndimadziuza ndekha kuti NO! ndikuponya foni yanga kuchipinda ndikutuluka. (Chinthu chabwino foni yanga sinaswe nthawi yonse yomwe ndimaponya); Osandilimbikitsa koma zomwe zingandithandizire kuwombera foni pabedi langa kapena kuponyera chipinda chonse.
Ndizo zonse zomwe ndingaganizire, koma zandithandizadi kwambiri, koma ndikuganiza kuti osagwiritsa ntchito zosefera zolaula zandithandiza kwambiri, chifukwa ndikudziwa kuti sindimadzikakamiza ngati ndende yotseka china chake pa intaneti. Sindikudziwa momwe ndingalongosolere, koma chikumbumtima changa chikuwona kuti ndibwino kupita Popanda PMO kugwiritsa ntchito njirayi koma aliyense ndi wosiyana: D. Tsopano popeza ndatchula njira ina yomwe ndimagwiritsa ntchito, ndikufuna kukuwuzani kuti masiku anga a 90 apita bwanji kuyambira tsiku 1 mpaka 90; ndikulemba zomwe ndimapeza chifukwa cha izi.
Tsiku 1-30: Nthawi yovuta kwambiri pamoyo wanga, zowopsa kotero kuti sindikufuna kuziganiziranso. Amakonda kuwonerera zolaula tsopano! ndikukhala opusa ngakhale mutayang'ana Anime T_T yosavuta. Ndimapitabe patsogolo pa NoFap kuti ndikulimbikitseni ndikuwerenga anthu. Simunagwiritsebe batani mwamantha konse. Ndikudziwa kuti mukuganiza kuti ndine wopenga kuti ndisagwiritse ntchito batani lowopsa, monga ndidanenera koyambirira kwanga, ndikufuna kuthana ndi vuto langa lokhazikika FACE ON, osandithandizanso (Palibe Fyuluta zolaula kapena batani la Mantha). Nthawi zonse ndimapita ku Malo Anga Osangalala ndikuyamba kuyatsa foni yanga, osayiponya ndinayiponyera m'chipindacho nthawi zambiri ndimayiyika pabedi langa ndikutuluka ndikamenya nkhondo ndikulakalaka ngati mphindi 10-15. Monga ndidanenera, ndimapewa kuchipinda tsiku lonse. Nthawi ina, pulogalamu yomwe ndimakonda kuwonera zinthu zoseketsa idalemba zawonetsero zamaliseche komanso zoseketsa, ndidayamba kuziyang'ana osawunikiridwa koma ndimayesetsa kulimbana ndi nkhope yomwe idalimbikitsidwa ndikuyesedwa kokhudza zolaula kuyambira pamenepo (Ndizachilendo koma ine ndinalibe chiyeso chodzikhuza ndekha)
- Chuma Chaubongo chikupezekabe
- Kukhala pagulu labwino, ndinali ndi anzanga ambiri ndipo ndimafikira atsikana mosavuta
- Yayamba kulimbitsa thupi ndikulimbikitsidwa pochita zinthu zambiri kuchokera nthawi yaulere.
- Kuyesa kuyang'ana pang'ono pa zolaula sabata yotsiriza ya masiku oyamba a 30
Masiku 31-60: Ndikuganiza kuti ndi miyezi yosavuta yochita Hardcore no PMO paulendo wanga yomwe ndidayamba kudzipeza "Ndekha" monga munthu. Chinthu chimodzi ndikuti flatline idandimenya ngati galimoto m'masiku 30 amenewo. Ndikumva kuti ndimakhudzidwa kwambiri ndikulephera kuzilamulira. Zachisoni ndi chisangalalo, zimasakanikirana ndi zoyipa. Palibe cholimbikitsira ndipo ngakhale kusiya kuyankhula ndi anzanga milungu iwiri yoyambirira. Pambuyo pake, ndidadzipeza "ndekha", ndili ndi chisoni ndi ena omwe sindinamvepo kale. Ndikutanthauza, ndikakhala PMO tsiku ndi tsiku, ndimayang'ana aliyense ngati chinthu choposa ine. Ndinayamba kudzisamalira bwino komanso anzanga komanso abale. Ndidamva nkhani zambiri pazinthu zachisoni zomwe zimandipangitsa kulira mophweka chifukwa chakumverera. Sindikudziwa momwe ndingalifotokozere koma malingaliro ndi surreal. Ndimakonda kumverera. Moyo wanga ukakhala wabwino, atsikana adandizindikira kwambiri ndipo ndidapanga anzanga atsikana ambiri kuposa awa: D, ndizabwino. Sindinaweruzenso ngakhale momwe amawonekera, ngati momwe ndingagwiritsire ntchito, koma "Ndikufuna kuyankhula nawo ndikuwadziwa bwino". Sindinaganizirepo za Porn komanso kuti ndimafunikira mpaka dzulo (masiku 90 pa Hardcore No PMO).
- Flatline ngati abwana
- Muzimva chilichonse komanso muzimvera chisoni chilichonse
- Sanasamale konse za zolaula konse
- Ndikadali nacho chifunga cha ubongo
- Ndinayamba kuchita bwino
- Onani atsikana kuti ndi otani komanso osawaweruza kunjaku ngati chinthu.
Masiku 61-90: Tsopano masiku ano ndi zomwe ndimamva ngati ndatsala pang'ono kubwezeretsanso ubongo wanga wopusa, wobadwira womwe ndinali nawo. Pambuyo pake ndimatha kumva mawu ang'onoang'ono m'mutu mwanga mokweza komanso momveka bwino momwe ndimaganizira ndekha. Ndinaulandiranso ndikulira tsiku lina ndikuganiza momwe zimasangalalira ndikakhala kuti ubongo wanga wakwezedwa. Ndidadzimva kuti ndili ndi mphamvu, ndimakhala wachimwemwe, komanso Maganizo omwe amapangitsa dziko langa kumva ngati kuti ndili mdziko lapansi. Pasanakhale PMO, ndinkadana nalo dziko lino ndikulakalaka ndikadakhala kudziko lina lokongola chifukwa momwe "limasokonekera". Tsopano, ndimatenga moyo wanga mu "zenizeni" izi kukhala wokhutiritsa kwambiri. Zithunzi zolaula sizili mbali ya malingaliro anga amkati, ngakhale pamene ndinali kulota, ndimadziwa kuti ndizopenga ndipo mumandikhulupirira kapena ayi, zili kwa inu-owerenga-; Ndili ndi loto lakuwonera zolaula pafoni yanga, ndikuganiza ngati loto lonyowa lomwe latsala pang'ono kuchitika, koma ndinati NO! kuyesedwa ndikudzigunda kumaso mwamphamvu kwakuti ndidadzuka ndikuzikumbukira bwino kwambiri. Ndimalota kangapo kuti ndinali pafupi kuwona zolaula / za kugonana, ndinati NO! (Mawu Amphamvu Kwambiri) ndipo ndidadzuka. Ndaphunzitsa malingaliro anga osazindikira kuti ndileke zolaula kapena zolaula, zomwe zimabwera m'maganizo mwanga. Ndikulingalira ndinganene kuti ndi mphamvu yayikulu: D. Ndikuganiza chifukwa sindigwiritsa ntchito zolaula ndikulimbana ndi vuto lomwe ndimakumana nalo, ndimatha kukhala wolimba mtima kusiya PMO wopusayo.
- Chigoba cha Bongo chinazimiririka / kukweza ndipo pomaliza ndimamva mawu anga amkati momveka bwino osati ngati kubisala kumbuyo kwa malingaliro anga pamene ine PMO
- Moyo wamagulu wakula bwino ndipo sindichita mantha kuyankhula ndi anthu
- Khalani omvera kwambiri pakati pa anthu osati 'Wowonerera' wa anthu ena
- Mumaganizo ndikumverera ngati munthu weniweni kwa nthawi yoyamba m'moyo
- Palibenso malingaliro okonda zolaula konse
Wow, positi yayitali pepani chifukwa cha izo. Ndikungofuna kugawana zambiri zanga paulendo wanga wosiya PMO zabwino. Ndimakonda kupitiriza njirayi ndipo ndikufunira aliyense mwayi paulendo wawo wosiya PMO kwa miyezi, zaka, kapena moyo. Monga momwe anthu ankanenera nthawi zonse, mphamvu yayikulu kapena ayi, imasiyana pakati pa anthu, koma ndikudziwa kuti sindinapeze mphamvu yayikulu, koma ndidadzitaya ndekha. Zikomo nonse powerenga izi, ndipo ngati mukufuna kudziwa nkhani yanga yonse, ndifunseni mu ndemanga ndipo ndikufuna kuti ndikulembereni nkhani yonse yamomwe ndimakwanitsira masiku 90. Ndikukhulupirira kuti ndili ndi nyenyezi yoti ndionetse (ndimangotchula baji yotsimikizira kuti ikuwonetsa). Komanso, ndimagwiritsa ntchito pulogalamu yotsimikizira masiku anga. Zabwino zonse kwa fapstronauts onse onga ine!
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