Tsiku 77! Ndikulemba izi chifukwa china chake chosamveka chachitika. Ndili pamtunda wa libido womwe sindinakhalepo nawo. Ndikufuna kupereka mawu ochepa olimbikitsira kwa anthu amtunduwu. Ngati mukumva kukhumudwa, musayerekeze kusiya, kapena mukukayikira kuti muyambe… WERENGANI IZI!
Nkhani Yanga
Ndine wachichepere, wathanzi komanso wokangalika pa masewera ndipo ndakhala moyo wanga wonse. M'zaka zochepa zapitazi ndazindikira kusintha kum'mwera kwa malire. Zinali kuvuta kwambiri kupeza ndi kupitilitsa kumanga. Ndinali nditangoyamba kumene 20 ndipo ndimakumana ndi ED. Chimodzi mwazinthu zoyipa kwambiri zomwe wachinyamata aliyense angadziwe. Izi zidapangitsa kugwa kolimba mtima, makamaka ndi azimayi.
Sindinkadziwa kuti ndili ndi vuto. Koma ndikakumbukira izi tsopano, zolaula zidakhala gawo la moyo lomwe ndimangolinyalanyaza. Zidakhala chizolowezi. Nthawi zambiri ndimakonda kupita usiku, ndikumwa, ndimakonda azimayi ndikupita kunyumba kwa PMO. Ndipo nthawi zambiri, a P sanali kundisangalatsa ngati kale. Ndinkadula zidutswa zomwe zinanditsegulira ndikuzibwereza. Izi zimangochepetsa chidaliro changa ndipo ndimadzidana. Ndikanakana zomwe mayi wokongola amawoneka chifukwa ndimadziwa kumbuyo kwanga kuti sindingathe kuchita (ED).
Chizindikiro chokha cha chiyembekezo chidadza kwa ine pomwe ndikanakhoza kuchita mu PMO nditamwa kwambiri. Ndinaganiza kuti silingakhale vuto lakuthupi koma lamaganizidwe. Pang'onopang'ono ndidayamba kuchepetsa MO koma ndikupitiliza ndi P. Miyezi ingapo pambuyo pake ndidadziwa za NoFap. Ulendowu udayamba!
Ulendo wa NoFap Uyambika
M'masiku otsiriza a 77 sindinayambe MO'd kapena edged. Ndinawona chithunzi cha P online, kamodzi kapena kawiri koma nthawi yomweyo anatseka osatsegula. Ine ndinasiya ngakhale kugwiritsa ntchito Facebook monga momwe ine ndiri nako kale. Anyamata, musaiwale za zokwawa za FB, izo sizigwira ntchito. Pafupifupi mwezi ndi theka, amayi ambiri anakhala okongola. Ndinali wokonda kwambiri. Chidaliro changa chawonjezeka ndipo amayi akuwoneka akundiwona ine kwambiri.
M'masiku omaliza a 77 ndakhala ndikukumana ndi zovuta ndi libido komanso chidaliro. Zonse ziwiri zomwe zimawonekera molunjika. Momwe mtima wanga unali utachepa koma ndinali ndi libido yapamwamba, kuchira kumathamanga. Pamene libido yanga inali pansi zinali zovuta kuti mtima ukhale m'malo.
M'masiku omaliza a 19 (kuyambira tsiku 58) libido yanga yakhala yayikulu kwambiri; zina kusiyanasiyana kumadera ena amasana. Ndazindikira kuti ndikutsegulidwa ndikungovina / atsikana opsompsona. Kupsompsonana sikunganditembenukire m'mbuyomu ndipo kuvina sikungandichitire kalikonse. Ndinakumananso ndi mtsikana ndipo zinthu zinatentha kwambiri pansi. Adayamba kuyika manja ake pansi jinzi yanga. Ndinaganiza zosagona naye chifukwa sindinadziwe ngati ndingakwanitse kuchita PIV. Ndinali 100% wotsimikiza kuti ndimatha kupanga bj koma sindinkafuna kupweteketsa njira yochira (bj ankakonda kundichitira zochepa <- - - lingalire). <- - - Ndikudziwa zomwe mukuganiza, "ndi chitsiru chotani" lol. Ndikayang'ana kumbuyo tsopano, ndili wokondwa kuti ndidalemba mzere.
Usiku watha ndinalandira foni yosayembekezeka yochokera kwa mkulu wanga. Tinayamba kucheza ndipo mawu ake akumandiwongolera. Macheza adagonana mwachangu kwambiri. Ndikangodzipachika, tinali kutumizirana mameseji mobwerezabwereza. Ndidasamba madzi osamba (chinthu chomwe sindimachita) ndipo usiku ndidadzaza ndi kusowa tulo chifukwa cha bonasi yoopsa. Zinali ngati wina andidyetsa Viagra ... ndipo ndimatopa komanso kugona tulo tsiku lonse. M'mbuyomu, ndikadasiya tsiku lomwe ndikadakhala kuti ndikumverera. Ngakhale kutopa, ndidamufuna pa kama wanga, wamaliseche nthawi yomweyo. Ndinali 100% ndikadatha kuchita PIV ('mbolo kumaliseche' kwa anthu omwe sakudziwa) popanda vuto.
Zotsatira Mpaka Pano
Lero ndadutsa tsiku la 77. Masiku omalizira a 19, libido yanga yakwera, ndipo ikuwoneka ikukulabe. Chidaliro changa chiri pa nthawi yonse. Ngakhale kuti izi zimamveka ngati gehena, zikutembenuzidwa tsiku lonse ndikuyesa kusokoneza malingaliro anu pa kugonana, sindinayambe ndakhala bwino! Sindikudziwa ngati ndine 100% wodwala, koma ndikumverera ngati ndili pafupi. Kugonana kwenikweni ndi atsikana enieni, izi zidzakhala zabwino kwambiri m'chilimwe 😀 ndipo ulendowu unali wofunikira kwambiri kwa 100%! Ndikufuna nditayambe kale.
Tsopano ndikuyang'anitsitsa maso ndi mkazi aliyense wokongola amene ndimapeza, ndipo pali zambiri. Ndimayang'ana maso ndi kumwetulira mwa njira yowonekera yomwe imawadziwitsa kuti ndimawapeza okongola. Ndikupanga chikondi kwa iwo ndi maso anga. Ndipo kodi iwo amatani? Amamwetulira! Iwo amanyansidwa! Iwo amayang'ana pansi / kutali pamene akuwomba. Ndikuwopseza (mwa njira yabwino).
Nthawi zonse ndimaganiza kuti izi zinali zovuta kwambiri ndipo nthawi zonse ndinkasiya kuchita. Zomwe ndi zomwe taphunzitsidwa kuti tizikhulupirire. Zinyansi zonse zomwe mwamva kapena kuziwona muwailesi. Akazi enieni ndi okongola ndipo ali pano kudzatikopa. Iwo akufuna kuti azikhumba ndipo amakonda kukanganidwa. Gawo labwino kwambiri pa ulendo wa NoFap ndikuti amachotsa pang'onopang'ono masomphenya ovundukuka omwe magalasi owonetserako adayika pa ife tonse. Chowonadi chake ndi chakuti akazi okongola ali paliponse, ndipo ali njira yabwino kuposa chithunzi chopanda phindu.
Amuna, ngakhale mukumva bwanji zolakwika, ziribe kanthu kuti kupendekera / kukhumudwa / kutsika kwakutali kumatenga nthawi yayitali bwanji, ingokumbukirani mphamvu kudzera mu izi. Ndinu nonse amphamvu kuposa momwe mumakhulupirira. Nonse mutha kudutsa izi, osataya mtima!
Zabwino zonse!
MITU YA NKHANI:
ED yanga idayamba kukwawa pang'onopang'ono 2 - 3 zaka zapitazo. Ndipo zikuipiraipira kwambiri chaka chatha. Ndinafika poti sindimatha kuwona nkhuni zam'mawa ndipo mbali zambiri zolaula sizimandichitira ine chilichonse. Hafu ya nthawi yomwe ndimatha kuwomba ndi dick limp. Ndinkatha maola angapo kusewera pa pulogalamu yomwe inali "yotentha" kokwanira. Ndipo zomwe "zinali zotentha" lero zinali zopanda ntchito mawa.
Akazi omwe samatembenuza mutu wanga m'mbuyomu ali ndi chidwi changa chonse. Zimamveka zodabwitsa kuti pali akazi ambiri okongola. Mpaka posachedwa ndimatha kuwona 1 bartender yotentha, ndimayang'ana ma tini ake ndikuganiza mumtima mwanga, 'bwerani, khalani otentha, bwanji osagwira ntchito ... ayenera kukhala mowa', wokhumudwitsa kwambiri. Tsopano nditha kuwona mkazi atakhala pa bar, momwe miyendo yake idutsidwire, kapena momwe amasewera ndi tsitsi lake kuyitenga chidwi kuchokera m'chipindacho. Ndimakhala ng'ombe yokhala ndi chinthu chimodzi m'malingaliro mwanga.
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