Ndikukulemberani nditakumananso ndi chisangalalo ndi gf yanga itatha tchuthi. Tonse tinapita kwa sabata, ndipo zinatengera zonse kuti tisangowomberana nditakamutenga ku eyapoti dzulo. Tidasangalatsidwa nthawi zambiri usiku watha ndipo chilichonse chakumunsi chinagwira ntchito mosalakwitsa, ngakhale sizinali choncho nthawi zonse.
Kuyamba kumene kwa mavuto anga kunayamba mu Januware wa 2012, ndipo ngakhale ndimagwira bwino kumapeto kwa 2013, ndidayeserabe zolaula pang'ono chilimwe ndipo ndangobwerera mgalimoto posachedwa. Chifukwa ndinali wofatsa nthawi yonseyi ndipo ndimapindula ndi mitundu iyi ya nthano, ndimaganiza kuti inali nthawi yoti ndigawane nkhani yanga ndikuyembekeza kuti wina angaphunzirepo kanthu ndipo moyo wawo udzakhala wotukuka.
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Chitani 1: 1988-2012
Chilichonse chimagwira bwino! Anzanga amaseka nthabwala za whiskey, koma sindimvetsetsa. Andinyamula ndipo ndakhala ndikundiponyera nyundo, ndikupeza kuti ndilimbanabe ndi ng'ombe. Sindingakukhulupirireni mukanandiuza kuti ndatsala pang'ono kukumana ndi zoopsa kwambiri m'moyo wanga. Ndinkayang'ana zolaula usiku uliwonse, ndipo sindinawonepo zovuta zokhudzana ndi moyo wanga wogonana wa IRL. Mwina izi zinali chifukwa ndinali ndi chibwenzi ku koleji yambiri ndipo zolaula zanga zinali usiku uliwonse ngati sitinali limodzi. Ndayiwala zambiri pomwe sukulu inali mkati. Ndimakumbukira kudalira kwambiri zolaula zausiku nthawi yotentha nthawi yomwe tinali kutali, koma sizinakhalepo ndi zoyipa zilizonse chifukwa cha izi. Kuti mudziwe zambiri kunja uko, ndinayamba kuseweretsa maliseche ndili ndi 11 kapena apo. Ndinakulira pama modem oyimba, ndiye kuti zolaula zanga zambiri zoyambirira zinali zithunzi. Kwa zaka zingapo ndisanapite kukoleji, ndimatha kuwonera makanema kudzera pa winamp. Anali ndi mitsinje yamavidiyo achikulire yomwe ndimakumbukirabe mpaka lero.
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Chitani 2: 2012 Jan. - Oct.
Ndinali ndisanakhalepo ndi PIED kapena china chilichonse, koma ndimangoyang'ana ndi azimayi tsopano popeza ndinali mdziko lenileni osati m'malo ophunzitsira apakoleji. Pambuyo pakulephera koyipa munthawi imeneyi, ndidatsimikiza kukonza masewera anga. Kuyang'ana pa intaneti, ndimafuna kukonza magonedwe anga, popeza kugonana kwabwino kumathandizadi pachibwenzi chilichonse. Ndapeza nkhani imodzi kapena ziwiri zakukulitsa kupirira, pakati pazinthu zina, kotero ndidayambira pomwepo. Upangiriwo udakhala wokulunga ndi kubwerera kumbuyo, mobwerezabwereza. Lingaliro linali kudzidetsa nkhawa kudzera pakupumira komanso chizolowezi. Osadziwa bwino, ndikuganiza kuti iyi inali njira yosangalatsa yochitira, ndidazilingalira mozama. Adatinso nditadzera zolaula kuti ndiyenera kukhala ndi zolaula ngati njira yabwino kwambiri yochitira. Ngati ndingathe, ndikadabwerera mmbuyo nthawi zonse ndikubaya aliyense amene adalemba nkhaniyo pankhope pake. Tsoka ilo, tili kutali ndi kubwezera kwakanthawi (mwina pazifukwa zomveka), chifukwa chake ndikupatuka. Munthawi imeneyi, btw, ndidapeza pinklab.com yomwe tsopano yasowa. (kufotokozera: http://www.reddit.com/r/AskReddit/comments/tmxhi/nsfw_what_happened_to_pinklab). Izi sizinathandize mlandu wanga… Mwatsoka kwambiri inde. Tsopano ndiyenera kunena kuti sindinagwiritse ntchito nthawi yonseyi. Ndinangochita izi pakadali pano pakati pazokonda za azimayi 4 (kuyambira pa hookups mpaka gfs) zomwe ndinali nazo munthawi imeneyi. Ndidakhala ndi nthawi yanga yoyamba "yofewa" ndi m'modzi mwa atsikana mu Januware. Ndidalemba kuti ndikhale wokwera komanso wosokonekera panthawiyo (mwachitsanzo, kuda nkhawa ndi udzu, koipitsitsa).
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Chitani 3: 2012 Oct. - 2013 Mar.
Panthawiyi, ndinali nditayamba kukumana ndi "zovuta" zambiri ndi gf yanga panthawiyo. Ankakwiya nazo, choncho ndinayesetsa kuti zisandivutitse kwambiri. Zinayamba kukhala zoyipa ngakhale kumapeto kwa Disembala, ndidasiyana naye pazifukwa zosiyanasiyana, koma PIED sinali kuthandiza. Ndikayang'ana m'mbuyo, ndikuganiza kuti zinali zosakanikirana ndi PIED, kusintha ndi kuyamba kwa kukhumudwa, koma sindidzakhala wotsimikiza pazomwe zimayambitsa izi.
Mu Januware, ndinabwererana ndi m'modzi mwa atsikana ochokera ku chilimwe 2012. Anali msungwana wamaloto anga, koma mwatsoka PIED yanga inali kundikhudza 100% ya nthawi. Ndidapita naye zofewa ndipo zidatikhudza tonsefe. Nthawi yomweyo ndidalandira mankhwala a Cialis ndipo ndidagwiritsa ntchito amenewo kwa onse otsala naye, osadziwa. Sindinakhale osasangalatsa pamene timagona limodzi, ngakhale zovuta za mankhwalawa. Zinali zoyipa kuti ayambe kuchira, koma ndimaganiza kuti palibe chomwe ndikanachita ngati ndikufuna kumusunga.
Pomaliza, mu Marichi, ndidasiyana naye chifukwa anali kugwira ntchito masabata a 70 hr, samandipangira nthawi, ndipo sindinkafuna kupitiriza kukakamiza kuti ndizikhala naye ndi PIED yanga yoyipa momwe inali.
Monga pambali, ndikuganiza kuti mwina ndidapunthwa pa YBOP kangapo panthawiyi, koma nthawi zonse ndimalemba kuti zipembedzo zimayendetsa. Sindinaganize kuti zinali zolaula kapena zosintha zomwe zimawononga, koma china chilichonse.
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Chitani 4: 2013 Mar. - Dec.
Monga ndanenera pamwambapa, sindinadziwe kuti zolaula ndiye vuto, sindinadziwe zobwezeretsanso, ndipo ndikutsimikiza kuti heck sanasiye kusiya. Ndinadziwa kuti ndiyenera kupeza yankho popanda kupsinjika kokhala ndi munthu wina ndi zofuna zawo zogonana. Mwakutero ndidaganiza zopewa zokonda za mayi aliyense mpaka nditamvetsetsa zomwe zikuchitika.
Tsoka ilo ndinali ndi vuto lokhumudwa kwambiri chifukwa chakumapeto kwa 2012 komanso mavuto amadzi omwe ndimakumana nawo. Kutha kwa 2012 kudasintha zambiri (ntchito yatsopano, galimoto, chilichonse…). Ndinkamwa khofi wochulukirapo kuti ndizipeza ntchito yanga yatsopano yolipira koma yopanikiza kwambiri. Zinthu zonsezi zikaphatikizidwa, ndinali ndi nkhawa yayikulu kuyambira Jan mpaka Julayi. Izi zidaphatikizapo nkhawa yayitali, zipsinjo, mantha, ndi zina zambiri .. Ndiloleni ndikuuzeni, ndidzakhala ndi nthawi yopita kumaso, koma sindingafune izi kwa mdani wanga woyipitsitsa. Matenda okhumudwa ndi oopsa. Mwamwayi kwa ine, ndinapeza zidule zina zothanirana ndi kukhumudwa, chifukwa chake ndidangoti "zitha kutha", ngakhale ndiupangiri wowopsa kwambiri ndipo umangogwira ntchito kwa iwo omwe amamvetsetsa pang'ono zama psychology.
Ndikuganiza nthawi ina mozungulira Julayi ndidapeza YBOP ndi nofap. Pamene ndimangotuluka kukhumudwa, ndinali wokonzeka kuchita chilichonse kuti ndithane ndi chimodzi mwazomwe zimayambitsa "zoyambitsa" zanga. Nthawi yomweyo ndinayesa zovuta za masiku 90 pamayendedwe ovuta, ndipo motsika, tawonani, ndafika masiku a 60 ndikumva zodzichitira zokha, matabwa am'mawa, ndi zina zotero .. Ndidawomba (NPI), pomwe ndidakhala gf posachedwa tsiku limodzi. Ndinabwerera kunyumba usiku womwewo, ndinakhumudwa kwambiri ndi malingaliro anga a atsikana, ndinali wokondwa ndi ma boners aposachedwa a 3, ndipo ndinali ndi fap yabwino. Izi zidapha kupita patsogolo pomwepo ndipo ndidadzichepetsera kwakanthawi pambuyo pake. Pokhala wokhumudwa, ndinayesa zolaula, maliseche, ndi njira zina kuti ndiwone ngati mwina ndinali wokonzeka kuyambiranso ndikungofuna zolimbikitsa tsopano. Zonsezi sizinkawoneka ngati zokhalitsa komabe, ndipo zolaula zinandibwezeretsanso, kotero ndinayima. Awa sanali ma binges azolaula, btw. Iwo anali chabe usiku wanga, muyezo, kuchoka mofulumira.
Ndidadziuza kuti ndisiyiretu zolaula, sindinapitirize kukula. Sindikadagundanso tsiku la 60, koma ndimangopita milungu iwiri osakulira, ndikangodziyesa ndekha kuti ndione ngati ndili bwino. Ndinkada nkhawa kwambiri zakusowa "msungwana wangwiro" chifukwa ndimakumana ndi izi, chifukwa chake ndimafuna kumva ngati ndikuchitapo kanthu kuti ndithamangitse zinthu. Kumva kuti ndilibe mphamvu ndipo ndikungoyembekezera zinali mapiritsi ovuta kwambiri kumeza.
Pomaliza, Kuperekamathokozo kwa 2013 ndikadakhala komaliza "kudziyesa" ndekha, chifukwa kumangowoneka ngati sikugwira ntchito.
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Chitani 5: 2014 Jan. - Apr.
Ndidakhala pachibwenzi ndi mtsikana m'modzi wakale ndipo zinthu zidagwira bwino kwambiri! Poyamba ndinkadandaula za chibwenzi chake. Sindinadziwe momwe plumber wanga wapansi azitengera. Zitatero, masiku anga 60 + omwe ndimayesera zolaula + nthawi yayitali masabata a 2 anali atachita izi. Ndinabwerera pafupifupi 90% yogwira ntchito. Sindinali wovuta monga momwe ndinkakhalira, ndipo nthawi zina ndimapita pang'onopang'ono pang'ono, koma ndimatha kusangalala naye. Komanso sizinandipweteketse kuti ndimatha kudya atsikana. Ngati mutha kusintha bwino kuti muchite izi ngati mukuganiza kuti zinthu zikuyenda bwino, mudzakhala golide. Ikukupatsani chidaliro, kukupatsani nthawi yopuma, ndipo akhutira kaya. Ndimakonda kuchita izi ndikumuuza kuti andimalize ndi pakamwa pake nthawi zina popeza kukhala wovuta kumakhala kovuta kwambiri pano.
Zinthu zidatha mu Epulezi pazifukwa zaumwini zosagwirizana ndi PIED. Kutamandidwa bog, ndachiritsidwa! Kapena kotero ndimaganiza.
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Chitani 6: 2014 Apr. - Sep.
Ndinali ndi zibwenzi zitatu zosiyanasiyana munthawi imeneyi, koma zinthu sizinali zachilendo. Ndinawerenga kuti ubongo wanga ukadakhala wokhudzidwa kwambiri ndi zolaula tsopano ndikuti ndiyenerabe kuwonekera bwino. Ndidanyalanyaza malangizowa ndikuyesa kuwonera usiku kwakanthawi. Poyamba, zonse zimawoneka ngati zikuyenda bwino. Ndinalibe zowawa zilizonse. Pomaliza, ndidayamba kuzindikira kuti zomwe ndimangodzipangira zokha zikutha. Ndinasiya zolaula nthawi imeneyo ndipo sindinawonenso chilichonse kuyambira pamenepo. Izi mwina zidachitika mu Julayi kapena apo.
Ndinayesanso zolaula zosowa apa ndi apo. Sizinali zoyipa, koma ndidazindikira kuti zidasokoneza ma rebound anga.
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Epilogue:
Tsopano ndili pachibwenzi ndi mtsikanayo kuyambira koyambirira kwa positiyi. Takhala okondwa limodzi kwa miyezi itatu yapitayi kapena apo. Nthawi zambiri ndimayamba naye mwamphamvu ndipo ndimakhala nthawi yayitali. Ngati tigwiritsa ntchito kondomu ndipita kuuma kwa 3% koma sindingafewetse kwenikweni. Nthawi zambiri ndimasintha ndikuchita zina ndipo ndimalimbikitsa malingaliro olowanso nthawi ina ngati thupi langa lonse likugwirizana. Momwe ndingadziwire, ndikupitabe patsogolo ndikubwezeretsanso kukumana kulikonse, ngakhale nditha kutcha kuti izi ndizopambana.
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Zokuthandizani:
Sindikudziwa kuti malangizowa angakuthandizeni bwanji. Zambiri zomwe ndimayesa zitha kukhala zopanda ntchito, kapena mwina sizingakhale. Chomvetsa chisoni ndichakuti ndizovuta kupanga sayansi yeniyeni pamtunduwu popeza pali zinthu zambiri zomwe angafunikire kuwongolera. Nazi zomwe ndikuganiza zandithandiza, komabe:
- Osapanikizika - Phunzirani zomwe muyenera kuchokera pano, YBOP, ndi zina. Kenako pangani dongosolo ndikusiya kukhala wolanda. Palibe chifukwa choganizira za PIED nthawi zonse. Ingopitani ndikukhala moyo wanu ndikukhala osangalala ndi zomwe muli nazo. PIED pamapeto pake idzatha, koma pokhapokha mutasiya kupanikizika nazo.
- Musamadziimbe mlandu mukabwereranso - Ngati mungachite maliseche, sangalalani nazo. Chinthu choyipitsitsa chomwe mungachite ndikumva kuti ndinu wolakwa mukadzachita zolaula. Simukufuna kuphunzitsa ubongo wanu kuti zomwe mukuchita ndizoyipa. Kenako simudzakhala okondwa pogonana ndikupatsanso rewire moyenera. Mudzakhala ndi nkhawa yoganiza zokhala pachibwenzi ndi munthu wina.
- Zosangalatsa zokha mukakhala kuti ndinu owopsa - Mukufuna kuphunzitsa zomwe zimayambitsa ubongo wanu. Horny -> pamalungo. Mutha kukhala olimba komanso osachita manyazi (monga momwe ndakumanirana ndi Cialis), chifukwa chake musalakwitse kukhala ovuta kukhala owopsa.
- Zosangalatsa zokha mukakhala ovuta - Simufunanso kutulutsa mawu mukakhala ofewa mwina. Mukufuna phukusi lathunthu, apo ayi mukuphunzitsa ubongo wanu cholakwika.
- Osapitirira - Ngati ndinu owoneka bwino ndipo mukufuna kuchita chiwerewere, mutha kusewera momwe mungafunire bola mukadzipereka kwathunthu nthawi ikakwana. Osabwerera m'mbuyo kuti muphunzitse ubongo wanu njira yoyenera.
- Phunzirani kugwiritsa ntchito pakamwa panu - Ngati ndinu hetero, phunzirani kudya pussy. Ndizosavuta kwambiri, makamaka, ndipo ngati ali wachinyamata wokwanira, mwina ali ndi A) akukuuzani kuti ndinu abwino kwambiri kuposa onse, ndipo B) amakukondani kwamuyaya. Gawo 1: Pezani clit. Gawo 2: Lick mosasinthasintha. Gawo 3: Pitirizani kuchita izi mpaka atabwera. Mutha kusintha mayendedwe kapena malo kuti mupeze malo okomawo, koma akayamba kukuwuzani kuti "musayime", ndibwino kuti musayime. Komanso mumalandira ma bonasi miliyoni miliyoni ngati mungakhalebe otsekeka pomwe akubwera ndikupita mlengalenga.
- Yesani zowonjezera koma onetsetsani kuti muzisiya - L Arginine ndi Catuaba Bark ndizowonjezera za FANTASTIC. LArg azisunga zolimba (koma osati zowopsa) ndipo Catuaba ikupangitsani kukhala owopsa (koma osalimbika). Tengani maola awiriwa maulendo asanakwane omwe mungakhale nawo ndipo muwona kusiyana kochuluka. Amuna awa sangagonjetse PIED, koma atha kukuthandizani mokwanira kuti muyambe ndi mkazi weniweni. Mukachita izi, mudzakhala mukuyambiranso. Onetsetsani kuti musiye kugwiritsa ntchito izi kuti thupi lanu likhale lopweteka komanso lolimba osati zowonjezera. Apanso, ngati muli 50% mwakhama ndipo mukulira kufika 90% molimbika kudzera pa mapiritsi, ubongo wanu umaphunzira kuti 50% zolimba ndizabwino (ndipo sichoncho! Ili ndiye vuto lomwe ndinali nalo ndi Cialis).
- Onetsetsani kuti mwadzipatsa nthawi yochulukirapo musanayese kubwezeretsa! Ndinali ndi masiku olimba a 60 a mode hard, ndipo anali abwino. Masiku a 90 mwina akanagwira ntchito bwino koposa. Onetsetsani kuti mwachita izi musanayesenso kubwezeretsa.
- Osayesa - Zowonadi izi ndi kuphatikiza kwa malamulowa. Ngati mukuyesa, simukuchita china mwachilengedwe. Muyenera kuti mwapanikizika ndipo mwina simuli ovuta.
- Dziloleni mukhale osachita bwino - Ngati mukuganiza 1) Ndikufuna kukhala horny kuti ndithe kuseweretsa maliseche 2) Ndiyenera kuyang'ana pazithunzi zochepa 3) Ndimayang'ana pazithunzizo ndikukhala ovuta, ndiye kuti simukuphunzitsa ubongo wanu chabwino. Mukuyamba ndi cholinga chofuna kuchita mantha, pomwe ziyenera kungochitika zokha ngati zingatheke. Ndadzipeza ndekha kuti nditha kukhala wopanda pake powerenga mawu olakwika. Chitsanzo chabwino ndi "bomba zowona" zomwe zidalembedwa pa Lulu. Atsikana ambiri amakonda kutulutsa mbali zomwe amakonda kwambiri zamwamuna mosadziwika bwino. Ngati mwaulesi mukuwadutsitsa chifukwa chotopetsa, mutha kudzimva kuti simukuyesa. Ndiyo golide wina apo. Kuphatikiza apo, maupangiri azakugonana ndiwowoneka bwino, chifukwa chake pulogalamu yonse imangothandiza masewera anu.
- Osanyalanyaza upangiri - ndanyalanyaza malamulo ambiri momwe ndimaphunzirira, popeza ndinali wopirira ndipo sindinkafuna kuphonya a Mayi Right. (kapena Akazi A Big Tits, kapena Akazi a Amazing Ass). Anthu ambiri adalemba zinthu zomveka bwino (monga osayesa) ndikudziwa zomwe akunena. Mukungodzipweteka nokha ndikuchedwetsa kuchira ngati mutanyalanyaza malangizowa. Koma, ndi thupi lako! Ndiwe mfulu kuti muchite zomwe mukufuna.
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Nditha kusintha ndi maupangiri ena ambiri momwe ndimaganizira, koma izi zimawoneka ngati zofunikira kwambiri pakadali pano.
Pomaliza, zimandisangalatsa kwambiri kuti ndilembe izi. Ndikukumbukira zonse bwino momwe zimakhalira kukhala mbali inayo. Iko kumayamwa. Mwamwayi pali nkhani zambiri zopambana, ndiye kuti mwakhulupirira mwazindikira kale kuti kupambana ndichotsatira chotsimikizika. Chifukwa chake pitirizani nazo!
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