Tsiku 101 - palibe zolaula, 23 - palibe MO: YBOP imati kuyambiranso sikunali kofanana komanso kuti kusakanikirana ndi zachiwerewere, kubwereranso, kubwerera, kumatha kukuchepetsani. Ndikuganiza kuti ndiyenerera zonsezi. Pambuyo pazaka 3 za lick dick, zidayamba kuvuta mkati mwa masiku 7 kuchokera nofap. Komabe, pano ndili ndi masiku 90-patadutsa masiku "chitoliro chachitsulo" chomwe ndidalemba chokhala ndi lick dick komanso chodzaza ndi ED NDI kunyengerera. Zida zanga zambiri zimapereka tanthauzo latsopano kumatanthauzidwe a nthambi ndi zipatso chifukwa zidagwera m'mimba mwanga. Sindinathe kulimbikira CHOTHANDIZA changa chokondeka m'masabata opitilira awiri… ngakhale panali mayesero angapo a ku koleji omwe adalephera kwambiri.
Chifukwa chake ndasiya ntchito kuti ndingokhala phee ndikudikirira kuti mawaya anga asayende bwino. (Sindinayang'ane zolaula m'masiku 101, koma zoyipa zanga zidakalipobe.)
Pomalizira pake ndinathyola kuyambiranso kwa MO komwe kunayamba patsiku 56, kenako masiku 3 pambuyo pake, kenako masabata a 2 pambuyo pake, kenako 1 sabata pambuyo pake… tsopano masiku a 23.
Komabe, lero ndakhala ndikulimbikitsidwa (kuti 'ndiyese' zomwe inde, ndikudziwa, ndichinthu choyipa kwambiri kuchita), Njira, ndi Mwayi ndipo ndidayamba kusisita nthambi yanga ndi zipatso zanga motonthoza ... zomwe zidapangitsa gland yakunja ya cowper / kutikita minofu ya Prostate ndi precum ina.
Lingaliro lina lidandigwera, makamaka: "Wopusa iwe. Mukungopangitsa kuti izi zizikhala motalika kwambiri. IMANI!" Zomwe ndidachita.
Kotero tsopano ndikukhala pano ndi blueballs, ndi lick dick (zomwe sizinafike povuta kwambiri pamwambapa) ndi SO amene wakhala wokwanira kotero sindikumufunsa kalikonse mpaka nditapereka iye Dick wolimba iye amakhumba.
Ndinawerenga za kuyambiranso kwa anyamata kutenga masiku 120. Ndikuganiza kuti zangotenga nthawi yayitali kwambiri…
Sindikukhulupirira kuti ndidatumiza kuyambiranso kwanga pafupifupi miyezi iwiri yapitayo.
tl; dr: Ngati wina abwera kumbuyo kwanga yemwe wakhala akuyesetsa mwakhama kuti asachite maliseche kwa miyezi pafupifupi 4 - ndipo amangoseweretsa maliseche nthawi 4 munthawiyo, ndikuganiza kuti ED adachiritsidwa, kungokhala pachiwonetsero chachikulu pa izi mfundo, ndikhulupilira kuti izi zithandiza kuti adziwe kuti sali yekha - ndipo ndikhulupiriradi kuti ndidzatuluka pansi pano (ndipo posachedwa) ndipo nditha kuperekanso chilimbikitso ichi!
Tsiku 29 Chimene ndikudziwa ndi ichi:
· SIYO nkhani ya zamankhwala. Ndakhala ndikutulutsa mapaipi azitsulo kuyambira pomwe ndidayambiranso. Kuikira mkati-ndi-kwa Dick wanga kumagwira ntchito bwino.
· NDAKHUDZIDWA ndi SO yanga ndipo ndikufuna kwambiri kuti ndigone naye.
Ndimangoganiza kuti izi zidzatenga nthawi, ndithudi ndizitali kuposa masiku a 90, koma ndikukhala pano masiku a 29 kuyambira nthawi yanga yomalizira ine ndiridi, kwenikweni, si-bullshit, masiku a 29 okha ndikuyamba.
Pomwe ndidayambiranso, ndidamva mphamvu yatsopano, makamaka-kapena-zabwino zonse za nofap, kuchiritsa ED, mayadi asanu ndi anayi onsewo.
Tsopano (kuphatikiza pazizindikiro zakumaso) ndimamvanso kuti malingaliro anga 'abwino' akuchepa, malingaliro anga 'zonse zikhala bwino' akutha, ubale wanga watsopano-kutengeka ndi SO yanga kulibenso, ndipo Tsopano ndine munthu yemweyo yemwe ndinali ndisanapap kupatula kuti sindinakhalepo m'masiku 29 kapena kukhala ndi vuto mu 21.
Tsiku 56 Kwa ine, kuphuka nthawi zonse kunali ngati mankhwala otonthoza. Kuchotsa pa tebulo nthawi yoyamba kunali kovuta kwambiri, koma kamodzi kokha kuchokera pa tebulo kunali kosavuta.
Cholinga changa # 1 ndikulimbana ndi SO yanga - makamaka ngati ndimamverera ngati sanandichitire chilungamo (mwachitsanzo, sindinayenerere chilichonse chomwe anali atakwiya nacho.) Ndidatsutsana nazo kangapo kangapo Masiku 56; koma atayamba kundizunza usiku womwe timagonana ndidasweka ndikukula.
Pambuyo pake ndidakwanitsa katatu pamwezi… nthawi iliyonse ndikaganiza kuti ndidakhazikitsanso, chifukwa chake kusiyana kwa WTF kumapangitsanso.
Kuyambira pamenepo m'masiku 30 apitawa ndakhazikika kangapo… ndipo nthawi iliyonse ndimadzimva kuti ndikungoyamwa mpaka pomwe sindimatha kuyima. Koma tsopano, ndatha kuziyika m'maganizo mwanga kuti nditha kupitilirabe, ndikutha kupitiliza kuyambiranso kwamuyaya, pomwe otentha, achigololo, okonzeka, ofunitsitsa, komanso ofuna SO ali pambali panga atakhumudwitsidwa. Malingaliro awa akhala amphamvu mokwanira kuti andibwezeretse kutali ngakhale ndimagunda mtima ndikufunika kotsiriza kumaliza… ndikuthana ndi ma blueballs ndikupita patsogolo.
Komanso, zowonadi, nditapatsidwa chisankho pakati pa nyini ndi dzanja langa, ndimangotenga nyini yake pafupifupi nthawi iliyonse. Koma pazifukwa zina, ndikamangotenga dzanja langa, ndimakhala ndi mwayi wosankha nyini yake.
Ndichiyembekezo changa chodabwitsa kuti malo athu onse pamodzi amapereka zilembo zosatha za zomwe zimachitika mukakhala pa Intaneti ndi PMO komanso kuti tithandizira anthu ambiri kupewa msampha woopsawu.
tsiku 108
Pa ED: Ndidachiritsidwa mkati mwa masiku 3-7 kuyambira NoFap. Patsiku la 57 ndinali wotsimikiza kuti ndidachiritsidwa kotero ndidayamba kuchepa (kukhudza pang'ono, zolaula, zosaganizira). ED adabweranso molimbika (kapena ndinene kuti zofewa?) Ndakhala ndikunyengerera kwa milungu ingapo ya 3 wopanda mwayi wogonana ndi PIV mpaka m'mawa uno. Pano ndimakhala masiku 108 kuyambira pomwe ndinayamba ndi masiku 30 kuyambira pomwe sindinathe kugonana kwa milungu itatu.
Zonsezi ndizosiyana. Ubongo wonse ndi wosiyana. Palibe chitsimikizo.
Pa PE: Ndizoyipa kwambiri kuposa pomwe ndinali namwali. Ndikafika polowetsa, ndimasokonekera asanayambe.
Ndikuganiza kuti pali kusiyana kwakukulu mu zomwe BRAIN yathu imafuna kutumiza zizindikiro ku mbolo yathu kuti tisunge magazi ndi zomwe PENIS yathu imalankhula ku ubongo wathu za momwe zimakhalira.
Zakale zimawoneka kuti zimatenga kwanthawizonse kuti 'zichiritse' ndipo zomalizirazi zikuwoneka kuti zikuchira mwachangu kwambiri (mwachitsanzo, kuchira ku imfa.) Ndakhala womvera kwambiri kotero kuti nthawi ina zonse zomwe adachita anali kuzikhudza ndipo zidaphulika ponseponse (komabe zofewa).
Ntchitoyi yonse FUCKIN 'SUCKS koma ndidazichita ndekha ndi OCD-PMO ndipo ndiyenera kungochita izi.
Ndinavutika kwambiri ngati foni ya telefoni mmawa uno, koma zochitika zinali chabe kuti sizikanati zichitike. Ndikukhulupirira kuti ngati akadakhala ndi nthawi yomwe ndimatha kumulowera mosavuta.
N'zomvetsa chisoni kuti ndikanathamanganso mkati mwa masekondi awiri.
Zonse zikakhala kuti sizingakhale vuto, ndimakonzekera kudzilola kuti ndizikhala ndi ziberekero, pakamwa, m'manja (mwanjira imeneyo) ndipo mwina ngakhale fap nthawi zina ngati ndizofunika kuti musatuluke mukayika .
Kuchokera pazonse zomwe ndawerenga, tonse tidzakhala bwino, koma pali zovuta zina pakati pano mpaka pano, ndipo tiyenera kungozitulutsa.
Tsiku 145 Mbiri
Ndine wogonana kwambiri. Osandilakwitsa, amakonda kugonana; koma sanazifunenso kangapo pa sabata, ndipo ngati titapita milungu iwiri kapena itatu ndibwino. Ndipokhapokha patadutsa milungu itatu asanaganize kuti mwina angafune kugonana.
Zomwe zili pamwambazi sizolondola. Titafika palimodzi adayambitsa pafupifupi usiku uliwonse, ndipo analibe vuto lililonse pafupifupi chilichonse. Ndikhoza kukumbukira nthawi yoyamba pamoyo wanga osati kwenikweni.
Pambuyo pa miyezi ingapo ndinasowa maliseche; ndinatero. Ndinamuuza ndipo anapwetekedwa mtima kwambiri, anakwiya, ndipo anakwiya. Anandiuza kuti imeneyo inali ntchito yake. Ndimaganiza kuti amenewo anali odwala, opembedza kwambiri. (Ndikulakalaka ndikadabwerera ndikumvetsetsa komwe ndili nako tsopano chifukwa tsopano ndikukhulupirira kuti anali kulondola. Ndipo kaya ndichipembedzo kapena ayi, ndikupeza zinthu zambiri zokhala ndi mizu yachipembedzo zimachokera ku nzeru zaka mazana ambiri ndipo sizopusa - kapena ng'ombe.)
Zomwe zili pamwambazi zidawonongeka m'moyo wathu wogonana komwe ndimamenyera kuti ndiziwongolera thupi langa ndipo adatsekera pamakhalidwe omwe ali pamwambapa ofuna kugonana pafupipafupi komanso pang'ono. Momwe amatsekera ndimamukankha, ndikupempha, kumuwopseza, kunyoza, kumuyerekezera ndi azimayi ena, ndikuwononga zachiwerewere… KANTHU pamene gawo loyamba lidakwaniritsidwa.
Ndidasankha kukhala naye, chifukwa ndawona nyumba zosweka ndipo, ndi amuna ochepa kwambiri omwe angakonde mwana ngati wawo. Ndinkafuna kuti ana anga aleredwe ndi makolo awiri okonda… kotero ndinabwerera kudziko lomwe ndinapita ku ED. (Ndipo tsopano ndili ndi chisoni chachikulu pazomwe ndidamuchitira ... osati momwe 'zidandikhudzira ine' koma mwa 'Ndine wopanda pake ndipo sindiyenera njira yake.
Kenaka tinakhala ndi chipinda chogona kwa nthawi ndithu.
Zinthu zomwe ndinkadabwa nazo:
· Chifukwa chiani [kugonana] kwa PIV kunali kodabwitsa kwambiri nthawi yomwe ndidataya unamwali wanga; koma pang'onopang'ono sizinandilimbikitse mpaka sizinandichitire zambiri?
· Chifukwa chiyani mphuno yamadzi imatha kundichotsa pasanathe mphindi, ndikufika pang'onopang'ono mpaka pomwe sindimamva kanthu PAMENE ndinkaphulika pa frenulum yanga?
Zambiri monga izi, m'maganizo ndi mwathupi. Zachisoni kuti PMO ndi wakupha 'mwakachetechete' wogonana. Tsiku lililonse mumathawa, mumafinya pang'ono, kuthamanga msanga, yang'anani zolaula pang'ono.
Ndiye ndinapeza NoFap.
Tsopano zinthu zikuchira. Timazichita kamodzi pamlungu ngati wotchi, ndipo ndikuganiza kuti nthawi zambiri imakhala patchuthi (kokha chifukwa satopa kwambiri). Tabwerera kuzinthu zomwe zikuchitika kupatula udindo waumishonale, ndipo tikuchira pang'onopang'ono.
Chofunikira kwambiri chomwe ndikufuna kunena apa ndikuti: Sindingasinthe moyo wanga. Inde, ndikadatha kubwerera ndikumusiya ndikadakhala ndi moyo wogonana wosangalatsa kwambiri, ndipo palibenso pafupi ndi ubale ndi ana anga (ndipo tsopano agogo). Moyo wanga ndiwodabwitsa, ndipo kuchokera mbali iyi ya mpanda ndikuwona bwino kuti kugonana sikunali kofunikira monga chikondi ndi maubwenzi ndi ana, okwatirana aana, ndi zidzukulu. Chifukwa chake chonde musachoke konse chifukwa chofuna kugonana.
Mwina sichichira? Ndikudziwa kuti SO wanga wokondeka sadzachiritsanso mabala omwe ndidamupangitsa motero sindidzabwereranso ku 'nthawi iliyonse, kulikonse, mtsikana' amene ndidakumana naye. Zilibe kanthu. Timakondana kwambiri ndipo tili ndi moyo wokhutiritsa modabwitsa… ngakhale popanda kugonana kinky kochuluka.
tsiku 147
Vuto lalikulu ndilo kuti kumatenga nthawi yaitali kuti ubongo wanu ukhazikitsidwe. Ndinalinso ndi chiyembekezo kuti ndikawona zizindikiro zodziwikiratu zomwe ndikuchiritsidwa. Komabe, izo sizikanakhala ziri.
Amati omwe amagwiritsidwa ntchito omwe ndi achikulire (ndili ndi zaka 50) ndipo ndaphunzira kuseweretsa maliseche ndi zithunzi m'magazini adakakamizidwa kugwiritsa ntchito malingaliro athu kuti tiziike pachithunzichi ndi msungwana wamaliseche ... ndipo akhala ndi zochuluka zenizeni Kugonana ndi amayi kumakonda 'kuchiritsidwa' mwachangu.
Umu ndi momwe zilili ndi ine. Ndidagonana koyamba ndi PIV patangotha masiku 7 okha a nofap. Komabe, ndazindikira kuti ubongo wanga umapeza kutuluka kwakukulu kwa dopamine kuchokera ku maliseche komanso kutuluka pang'ono kwa dopamine kuchokera ku PIV sex.
Kotero ngati ine ndikulephera konse, izo zimapangitsa kuti kugonana kuli kovuta kwambiri. Ndipo palinso chisokonezo apa, chifukwa tsopano kuti sindinapezepo pang'ono, pamene NDIDZACHITA, kuthamanga kwa dopamine kumakhala kwakukulu kwambiri! Kotero, masiku oyambirira a 7 omwe amatsogolera kugonana ndi momwe ndinayambira masiku 148 apitawo pamene ndinayamba izi; koma tsopano pamene ine ndikuyesa ine ndikhoza kuwononga mphamvu zanga kuti ndizikwaniritse ndi kusunga yokonzekera kwa masabata angapo!
Zonse ndizovuta kwambiri chifukwa chiwonetsero cha PIV chimandichititsa kuti ndizichita zambiri (mwachitsanzo, 'wothamangitsa') ndipo ndizovuta kwambiri kuti ndisatengeke nditagonana. Ndikalephera ndikutha pambuyo pogonana, ndimalipira mtengo pakati pa miyendo yake ndi lick dick. Komabe, ndikatha kulephera, ndimatha kukhala wolimba (ngakhale zitakhala zovuta) ndikukhala olimba motalika kokwanira kuti ndikhale ndi vuto mkati mwake.
Komabe, tsopano ndikulimbana ndi PE ndipo nthawi zambiri ndimagwiritsa ntchito chala changa pachikopa chake kuti atuluke chifukwa sindimangokhala kuti ndimukhutiritse.
Ndikukhulupirira ndi mtima wonse kuti nthawi ina maliseche sadzakhala kuthamanga kwa dopamine kotero kuti ndimatha kugona nthawi yayitali, koma pakadali pano sizothandiza.
tsiku 149
Mwadala ndimapewa mtundu uliwonse wa 2d zodzutsa nkomwe. Ngati ndikusakatula intaneti, mu kanema kapena ndikuwonera TV ndipo zochitikazo zimasangalatsa ndimapewa maso anga. Poyamba sindinkangoganizira za chilichonse, ndipo nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndinali nayo inali yosangalatsa kwambiri. Komabe, zidayamba kutopetsa mwachangu.
Tsopano ndimangolola kulingalira za CHONSE changa, komanso za iyeyo kuchita zinthu zomwe amakonda kuchita - kusunga moyo weniweni ndikuyesera kuyendetsa mabwalo anga okondwerera kuti ndigonane naye. Ndimayesetsa kwambiri kuti ndisaphule kanthu, osaganizira kuti simukufalikira, osati m'mphepete, ndi zina zambiri.Ndimatha 'kuzisunga' nthawi yogonana, ndimakhala ndi zovuta zochepa zokhudzana ndi ED.
tsiku 153
Ndimakongoletsa masiku 80, ndipo zidatenga milungu itatu. (Sindikulimbikitsa izi; koma ndidapanga nthawi 3 kuti ndidzichotse patali).
Pafupifupi zinthu 120 zidayamba kukhala bwino; koma pofika pamenepo ndidaphunzira kuti PIV ndimphokoso laling'ono la dopamine (ndipo silimasokoneza machitidwe anga mochuluka)… koma kukula ndikuthamanga kwakukulu kwambiri kwa dopamine (ndikusokoneza dongosolo langa).
Momwe sindingathe kupitirira, kulingalira, kupaka zinthu, kusamba mosamala, ndi zina zambiri .. .. ndimachita bwino.
Ngakhale ndatha ndikulemba kasanu ndi kawiri kapena kasanu pamwezi 8 ndakhala noFapper (ndipo sindinayang'ane zolaula - kapena zofananira za 10d (ngakhale atsikana okongola a FB) nthawi yonseyi; POMALIZA pa 5 miyezi yomwe ndingathe posachedwapa… mkati mwa masabata atatu apitawa kapena apo… nthawi zonse ndimamva kuti 'kulemera kwa dick wanga' ... atsikana ambiri amawoneka okongola ... ndipo dick wanga amamva kukhala wamoyo mu buluku langa komanso kutuluka ndimalingaliro kapena kuthekera kwa nthawi yogonana.
Ndinawerengapo posachedwa zomwe ndikuganiza kuti zathandizanso: mukamafuna zovuta ndipo muli ndi mtsikana, musapitilize kumuyesa / kumuyesa / kumuganizira ... ingoyesani kumuganizira komanso momwe mumamvera kumverera. Ndi zachilengedwe kuti ma erections (ndi semi's / chubbs) azibwera ndikudutsa zisanachitike ... ingozilolani kuti zichitike ndipo ikafika nthawi yoyikamo, mumakhala ndi kulimbikitsidwa kwa dopamine komwe kumapangitsa kuti thanthwe likhale lolimba - ndi momwe zimawonekera mugwireni ntchito tsopano…
Komabe, pakatha miyezi 5 ndikuyamba kukhala ndi chidaliro kuti ndikafuna kuti vuto langa likhale lovuta. Ndipo ndizabwino kwambiri.
BTW, mumapeza boner akuluakulu. Kupanda dopamine / receptors kumabweretsa zofooka (zochepa, osati zowoneka). Kupititsa patsogolo kuti palibe njira yomwe imatsogolere kuzitsulo zolimba (zotalika, zowonjezereka).
Sindikunena kuti dick wanga wakula, koma ndinena kuti kwazaka zambiri sizinakhazikike mpaka kuthekera kwake. Tsopano ikukula molunjika kuthekera kwake koona!
Za ine, pali mitundu iwiri ya horny… yosweka ndi kukonza. Kusweka kwambiri ndikulakalaka kugonana popanda 'kulemera kwa dick wanu', nkhalango zam'mawa, makamaka makamaka, zovuta zomwe zimayendera limodzi ndi malingaliro azakugonana komanso / kapena zochitika.
Kulimbitsa thupi ndikumverera mwachangu, monga mukakhala ndi njala yeniyeni ndipo mumakhala ndi 'kulemera kwa dick wanu', nkhalango zam'mawa, ndi zovuta zina zokhudzana ndi kugonana komanso / kapena zochitika ...
tsiku 155
Mwinamwake ndine ndekha, koma zaka 30 zapitazo, ndimakhala wokondwa kwambiri ndikukhala ndi ziphuphu zabwino kwambiri kuchokera ku PIV. Kuchita maliseche kunali cholowa m'malo - ngati kudya kanyama ka hamburger mukafuna nyama yankhumba.
Tsopano, ubongo wanga wabwereranso, ndipo ndimaganizo ochepa chabe (ndipo OKHA PAMODZI PAMENE NDIPO… popanda zolaula zilizonse… ndipo ngakhale zongopeka zokhazokha)… … Ndipo ndili ndi masiku 155 kuyambira pomwe ndidayamba ulendo wanga wa nofap.
Ndikuganiza kuti ubongo wanga udzatha (makamaka momwe ndingapewere MO), koma pakalipano, fap yabwino ikundibwezeretsanso ku Dipatimenti ya ED (komanso ngakhale kufuna kwanga.
Pamene ndikusiya kwathunthu, PIV ndi wokondwa kwambiri, ngakhale tsopano, komanso nthawi yosangalatsa (ngakhale kuti palibe MO) idakongola kwambiri.
Ndikuganiza kuti ndibwerera, ndipo ndikuyembekeza kwambiri zomwe ndimachita. Kusiya ndi kovuta kwambiri, ndipo kumakhala kovuta komabe. Pakadali pano libido yanga ikuwoneka kuti ili pafupi pomwe inali isanathyoledwe - zomwe zikutanthauza kuti. Komabe sindingathe kupenga chifukwa chosafuna kuti ndichite, komanso chifukwa libido yake siyokwera kwambiri ngati yanga.
Ndipo kotero ife tikubwera kuzungulira kwathunthu ku mphanda mu msewu kumene ine ndinapita molakwika (PMO). Ndiyenera kupeza njira yopindulitsa yogonana yowonjezera ndikupewa mtundu uliwonse wa MO.
Izi zonse ndi chizindikiro chabwino komabe, zinthu ndi machiritso; inde, tsiku lina ndikuyembekeza kuti PIV ndi iye adzakhala osangalatsa kwambiri kugonana, ndipo MO amalowetsa m'malo osayenera, osakwaniritsa zochitika zosaoneka.
Tsiku 160 161 Masiku apitawo sindinamvepo kalikonse ndikuwonera zolaula zoopsa, ndikugwiritsa ntchito zovuta (mwathupi) kuti ndizichita maliseche.
Komabe, mwezi watha ine ndakhala ndikugonana ndi abambo nthawi zonse monga momwe ndafunira. Ndimasintha ndikungoyang'ana kapena kumakhudza mbali zake zachigololo. Zosintha zanga:
· Ali ndi zozizwitsa: zakuda, zazitali, zosongoka
• sangatengeke ndi zinthu monga: kusokonezedwa, kusintha maudindo, china chake chikusokonekera (mwachitsanzo, amadana ndi phazi), kutenga nthawi yayitali kuti akonzekere (kutanthauza kuti watopa ndikundichitira ine), kapena china chake ndimalakwitsa (mwachitsanzo, kukoka tsitsi lake mwangozi)
· Kutha bola ndikamawafuna (izi ndi chitukuko chaposachedwa kwambiri pomwe ndayamba kuchita zachiwerewere… ndipo ndapeza zolondola zomwe zimachotsa PE yanga yopangidwa ndi nofap.)
· Khalani olimba PAMBUYO nditatha, atatha, ndikutilola kuti 'tigwirizane' malinga ngati tikufuna.
Kutengeka kwanga panja kwa chipinda chogona kwabwerenso… mitundu ndi nyimbo ndizokongola kachiwiri… chakudya chimakoma modabwitsa… Sindikumva ngati ndikufunika mowa kuti ndikhale wosangalala… Sindikumva kuti ndiyenera kudya kuti ndikhale wosangalala.
Ndikuchepetsa thupi ndipo sindimamwa mowa kwambiri.
Atsikana ambiri ndi okongola kwa ine, makamaka makamaka SO yanga. Ngakhale ndiwokongola, sindimachita chidwi ndi atsikana omwe ali ndi zaka 18 mpaka 30… samalembetsa pa radar yanga. Ngakhale azimayi omwe ali 40-50ish, pomwe ndimawapeza kukhala owoneka bwino - zomwe ndizodabwitsa kwambiri momwe sindidamvepo kale - amakopeka ndichinthu chosilira kuposa chinthu chosilira. Mkazi yekhayo amene ndimamverera zogonana ndi SO wanga wokongola.
Moyo wanga wabizinesi wakula 1000%. Tsopano ndimagwira ntchito molimbika tsiku lililonse m'malo moonera zolaula, ndipo zotsatira zake zikuwonekera. Chuma changa chikuyenda kuchoka pakuchepa mpaka kukula. Pomaliza, ndipo apa pali chinthu chosayembekezereka, ndidabweza fap yanga. Tsopano ndimatha kujambula kangapo pa sabata (nthawi zonse ndimakhala ndi zolaula, ndimangoganiza za iye, ndikumugwira pang'ono)… ndi:
· Zimandivuta nthawi yomweyo
· Zimangotenga mphindi zochepa
· Sizisintha kalikonse pazomwe tafotokozazi
Sindimakhulupirira kuti kusintha kulikonse ndi placebo. Ndikukhulupirira kuti zonse zokhudzana ndi kupeza dopamine / receptor / mphoto yanu ikuyendera bwino.
Khalani pamenepo, iwo omwe akuyamba… zinatenga NJIRA yaitali (pafupifupi kuwirikiza kawiri) masiku 90 amene ndimayembekezera… koma maubwino ali CHONCHO
Mpake!
tsiku 182
Zopatsa chidwi! Kuzungulira pangodya masiku a 180 opanda PMO, kusiya mavuto mu fumbi.
ED? Palibe vuto lililonse.
Wiring Wiring? Ikani izi motere. Zizindikiro za zaka za 18 zakale zovuta thupi mu bikinis zikufalikira mu zosakondweretsa kwambiri ndipo SO wanga tsopano angandilole kuyenda mozungulira mu zovala zake zamkati.
Kusasamala? Sindinamvetsetse chifukwa chake sindimamverera ngati mtsikana akundigwira ngati ndili mwana. Tsopano ndikumverera kwathunthu.
Mphamvu? Thupi lonse la thupi la PIV tsopano ndilo lamulo.
Nthawi yotsutsa? Nditha kuzichita usiku, komanso m'mawa mwake ngati ndikufuna… koma…
Libido… Chowonadi ndimakhala wokondwa ndi kangapo pamlungu.
Ubale? Akuyankha kuti tsopano ndikuchita ngati ndikukhulupirira kuti ndiye zonse zomwe ndimafunikira, ndipo moyo wathu wogonana ndi 100% wokwaniritsa kwa ine… kutanthauza kuti akutuluka ngati chipolopolo chake ndikukhala wogonana komanso wosalephera.
Zitatenga miyezi isanu ndi umodzi, koma tayamba kuchiritsidwa ngati banja, ndipo ndikuchiritsidwa ngati munthu.
KUSINTHA: Ndayiwala kutchula… PE? Atapita. Limbikitsani kuseweretsa maliseche? 20% nthawi zonse. Kukhumudwa ngati kugonana kumayenera kuchitika 'usikuuno' ndipo sichoncho? Zochepa. Izi ndi zabwino kwambiri kuti zitheke ... ndipo mwa njira ... ndani ku gehena amene amatsutsa izi? Wina yemwe AKUFUNA kukhala ndi PE, maliseche amiseche, nthawi yayitali yotsutsa, maubwenzi abwino, ED, ndikukopa ma pixels m'malo mwa atsikana?
FUNSO - simunayambe mwawonapo zolaula m'miyezi isanu ndi umodziyi?
Ayi; ndipo ndikukhulupirira ichi ndi chifukwa chachikulu kuti ndipambane.
Zosatchuka monga mawu awa atha kukhala… dzina langa limanena zonse. Ndinalemba zaka 40 ... ku… .porn !! Ndipo sindinakhalepo ndi vuto la ED mpaka zaka 3.5 zapitazi. Chosangalatsa ndichakuti zolaula zomwe sizinali pa intaneti zimayambitsa mavuto akulu (zambiri pamunsimu), koma sindimadziwa.
Ndimaganiza kuti ndi msinkhu, kapena kuti sindili bwino, kapena kunyong'onyeka kapena zilizonse… mpaka nditapeza YBOP ndikumvetsetsa momwe zolaula za INTERNET zimachulukitsira ziwalo zathu komanso zimatipangitsa kuti tisamvere atsikana enieni ndikugonana nawo.
Tsopano, sindinakhalepo ndi malingaliro akuti chifukwa ndadutsa miyezi isanu ndi umodzi wopanda zolaula ZONSE zomwe ndatha kubwerera ku zolaula zomwe sizili pa intaneti. Ndikukhulupirira kuti ndaswa kachitidwe kotheratu. Chifukwa chake sindingayang'anenso zolaula zilizonse kuposa kusuta ndudu popeza onse amandibwezera kumalo osuta fodya.
Apa pali woponya. Kwa zaka 40 ZONSE ndidasweka m'njira zosakhala za ED.
· Ndimayembekezera kuti azimayi onse azichita zonse ndipo sindinasamale ngati sangakhale omasuka… polira mokweza, atsikana zikwizikwi amachita izi
Ndinayembekezeranso kuti kugonana kuli ngati kugonana ndi zolaula (zomwe zimapanga zinthu kuchokera kwa akazi ndipo zimakhala zochepa kwambiri kuti ziwapatse chikondi, ulemu, ulemu, kukoma mtima, ndi zina zotero)
· SINDINALI wokhutitsidwa ndi kugonana ndi mkazi aliyense… ziribe kanthu zomwe amachita, kangati amazichita, ndi zina zambiri sizinali zokwanira
Ndinawononga maubwenzi ambiri pamwamba pazimenezi
Sindinasangalale ndi moyo wanga wa kugonana
· Sindinkakhala wosangalala m'mabwenzi chifukwa sindinkawagwiritsa ntchito… sindinkafunika kutero ngati akandikwiyira kapena zilizonse, ndinali ndi zolaula zanga kuti ndikwaniritse zofuna zanga zogonana
· Kugonana sikunamveke bwino ngati ndili mwana nditangotaya unamwali wanga ... ndikutanthauza, zinali zabwino kwambiri, koma osati zozizwitsa kwambiri kotero kuti ndimatha kumva khungu lililonse mkati mwake lomwe limakhudza khungu lililonse pa ine ndi onse mwa ma cell amenewo akuwombera ma siginolo osangalatsa amagetsi omwe amaphulika ponseponse pa ine… tsopano zikuchitikanso…
• Zinthu zonse zokondweretsa mu moyo (mitundu, nyimbo, kugwira, kukambirana, kusewera, kuwathandiza ena, kukhala okoma mtima, kukomera mtima kwa ena, ndi zina zotero) tsopano ndi zokondweretsa kwambiri kumene kwa zaka zambiri, zinthuzo zakhala zosasangalatsa.
Ndizodabwitsa…
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