Kwa zaka zambiri ndakhala ndikudandaula, ndikudwala matenda ovutika maganizo, ndilibe chifukwa

Wow, kwakhala kale motere kale? Masiku makumi asanu ndi anayi apitawo ndidayamba ulendo, ndipo poyamba sindimazindikira. Nthawi zambiri ndimakhala PMO'd 2-3 nthawi patsiku. Komabe, kenako ndidapita masiku awiri, ndimakhala ndi anthu ena nthawi zonse. Sindinathe kuchita izi masiku awiri. Ndinakwanitsa, chifukwa ndimangoganiza zobwerera kunyumba, ndikuchita zinthu zanga. M'malo mwake, chifukwa cholumikizidwa mwachisawawa pa reddit, ndidatsiriza pa subreddit iyi ndipo ndidadzizindikira ndekha mwachangu.

Ndinaganiza zosunga manja anga pomwe ali, ndikuwona kuti ndikwanitsa kutero. Tsiku 4 ndilo tsiku langa loyamba ngakhale tsiku (ndikuganiza kuti ndilo linali loyamba langa pano), ndipo ndinazindikira kuti ndinali ndi vuto.

Ndipo tsopano ndili pano, ndikumenya nambala yamatsenga osaganizira zosiya. Izi zasintha ine. M'mabuku am'mbuyomu ndidanenanso momwe ndidazindikira zambiri: kukhala ochezeka komanso okangalika. Kwa masiku angapo apitawa, ndakhala ndikuganizira momwe ulendowu udakhudzira moyo wanga, ndipo ichi ndiye chofunikira chake.

Kwa zaka zambiri ndakhala ndikudandaula, ndikudwala matenda ovutika maganizo, ndiribe chilimbikitso ... Ndinkacheza nawo koma zinali zachabechabe. Sindinadzivutitse kwenikweni kudziwana ndi anthu. Palibe chomwe chimandisangalatsa, ndimangopita tsiku ndi tsiku osachita chilichonse. Koma choyipitsitsa, kuyang'ana mmbuyo, ndikuti ndinali ine ndinkakonda kukhala wosasangalala ndipo sindimasamala kuti ndinali. Ndikulingalira munganene kuti dziko linali lakuda ndi loyera.

Koma tsopano, kwa nthawi yoyamba mzaka zingapo, ndikuyembekezera chaka chatsopano. Ndikumva… wokondwa, pazifukwa zingapo. Ndakumanapo ndi anthu atsopano, ndipo ndidadziwa zambiri za iwo. Ndimawakonda kwambiri. Nditha kuyang'ana kwambiri pamaphunziro anga bwino, ndikumbukira chifukwa chomwe ndidayambira poyamba. Ndinatenga gitala yanga, ndipo ndikuphunzira Chisipanishi.

Dziko silili malo akuda ndi oyera panonso. Pali mitundu tsopano, ndipo ndiyabwino! Zowonadi, mwina sindingathe kukhala ndi colourpalette yathunthu, koma ndikulolera kupitiriza kujambula. Sikuti mavuto anga onse anali okhudzana ndi PMO, koma ndikuganiza ndikumapeto kwa chidebe. Kuchotsa dontho kunandithandiza kuti ndizigwiritsa ntchito ndekha.

Ndikukonzekera kupitiliza ngakhale atatha masiku a 90. Nthawi zonse ndikadzimva ngati PMO, yomwe imakhala yocheperapo kuposa momwe ndimayambira, ndimatha kuyendetsanso mphamvuzo kumalo owongolera.

Mayendedwe abwino kwambiri? Chimwemwe.

Pitilizani kuyenda

LINK - Chifukwa chake, kwakhala masiku 90 kale. Mapeto omaliza, ndi mapulani amtsogolo.

by Osalankhula