Ndili ndi miyezi itatu yopanda zolaula. Ndikulepherabe molimbika, koma ndikatha, ndimatha kupeza zolaula ndi malingaliro owongoka. Izi ndizabwino, izi zikutanthauza kuti mwina nditha kukhala pachibwenzi. Moona mtima ndizosadabwitsa, ndisanayambe ndidayamba kukayika ngati ndayamba kuvuta kuwongoka. Fetish ikudabwitsabe (ndikadakhala kuti sizinali choncho sindikadatha kuzichita).
Vuto ndilo, OCD akadakalipira pa ine. Ndilibe dysphoria, ndipo ndikudziwika kuti ndine wamwamuna, koma kuwerenga mndandanda wa mafunso a AskTransgender kwandichitira lingaliro lopanda nzeru kuti mwina ndikulingalira za kugonana kwa chidziwitso cha abambo ndikukhala ndi nsanje yambiri kuyang'ana akazi. Izi zimandipatsa ine zabwino (koma zopanda nzeru) nkhawa.
Nthawi yomaliza yomwe TOCD idatulukira munthawi ya mayeso, ndipo idasowa pambuyo pake. Tsopano ndili ndi mayeso ndipo ayambiranso haha, chifukwa chake ndikuganiza kuti zamangirizidwa ku nkhawa yanga.
Yesetsani kuyesa kusinkhasinkha kuti mutseke maganizo opanda nzeru.
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LINK - Kugonana kwanga kwakhazikitsanso. Koma OCD akadalipo.
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