Pakhala pali nkhani zabwino zambiri pano ndipo ndaganiza kuti ndikupangitsani kutaya akaunti ndikugawana nthano yanga nanu nonse. Ndikumvetsa kuti si onse omwe ali ndi DE, amachedwa kuchepetsa, m'malo mwa ED. Ndinaganiza kuti ndibweretse chiyembekezo kwa anthu omwe ali ndi DE monga momwe palibe zambiri zokhudzana ndi zovuta.
Chifukwa chake ndakhala ndekha… ndakhala ndikuseweretsa maliseche kuyambira ndili mwana ndili ndi magazini osavuta kenako ndikupitilira kuzithunzi zina, zoyipa makanema 56k kenako pamapeto pake makanema ena a HD. Tsopano ndili ndi zaka zoposa 20. Nthawi zonse ndakhala ndi DE ndipo sindinathe kugunda wamkulu O. Izi zimabweretsa nkhawa pamaubwenzi anga akale, makamaka mtsikanayo. Panalibe chidziwitso chochepa chokhudzana ndi izi momwe ubongo umawonongera zolaula ngati kuti ndi mankhwala. Sindinadziwe chomwe chinali cholakwika ndi ine ndipo ndinkachita mantha kufunafuna thandizo mpaka nditakumana ndi nofap ndi yourbrainonporn.
Chifukwa chake zonsezi zidayamba miyezi ingapo yapitayo. Ndinali pachibwenzi chatsopano ndipo sindinagonepo ndi mnzanga watsopano, motero samadziwa za vuto langa la DE. Koma ndidamuwululira kuti sindinapezeke. Poyamba adaseka koma kenako adagwirizana ndi lingalirolo. Ndinayenera kumuwona miyezi 3.5, ndiye masiku opitilira 90. Chifukwa chake ndimaganiza zopita kukakumana ndi 90 zazikulu!
Masiku a 63 apita kale ndipo ndinali wovuta kwambiri ndipo ndidaganiza zomusiya. Ndinachita MO, palibe P, ndipo sizinatenge nthawi. Ndinagwiritsa ntchito lube ndikusintha sitiroko yanga kukhala yofatsa modekha. Ili linali tsiku langa la 63. Sindinakhumudwe koma ndinaphunzira zambiri zokhudza thupi langa kuposa kungozitulutsa.
Nkhaniyi idabwera pakati pa mnzanga ndi ine yokhudzana ndi PE komanso magonedwe. Sanasangalale ndi mphindi ziwiri zakusangalala kotero ndimayenera kuchita chikalatacho, kuti ndithandizirenso kuti ndikhale wosangalala. Kotero pakati pa masiku 2 ndi tsiku lokumana ndi mnzanga I MO'd ndi PMO'd nthawi zonse 63 mu masiku 7.
Tsiku lalikulu linali litafika ndipo tinali limodzi. Sindinakhalepo wazaka pafupifupi 5 masiku asanafike. Foreplay idakhala pafupifupi mphindi 30 mwambowu usanachitike. Ndinalibe nkhawa yogonana pomwe ndidaganiza zopumula ndikungopita nawo. Chikalatacho chidatha pafupifupi mphindi 5… Chidali chachifupi koma m'malingaliro mwanga makombola anali kuzimitsidwa. Pamapeto pake ndinamenya ED. NDAZICHITA! Kugonana kwakhala bwino tsiku lililonse kuma ward. Ndawonjezeranso mphamvu zanga ndikutha kudziletsa ndikafuna O. Gawo limodzi lidakhala maola 2.5 ndi masiku ochepa osagonana ndimakondanso O'd munthawi yochepera mphindi 2.
Pali chiyembekezo kunjaku anzanga anzanga. Zowona kuti nthawi yoti aliyense achire ndiyosiyana ndipo ndidakwanitsa kuchita yanga ndi masiku 63. Ndine wokondwa kwambiri ndipo sindidzakhalanso PMO. Ubongo wanga sakulakalakanso zolaula ndipo ubale wanga wakhala wabwino kuposa kale lonse.
Izi ndikudandaula ndipo iwebrainonporn wandipatsa ine kulimbika kwakukulu ndi chidziwitso chothandizira kulimbana ndi DE.
TLDR; kumenyana nofap mu masiku a 63, kungathetsere kuthamangitsidwa tsopano, palibe chilakolako P, fap ndi lube kokha kuteteza imfa.
LINK - Momwe ndinamenyera zaka 17 za DE pambuyo pa masiku 63 a NoFap
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