Sindikukhulupirira, ndapeza. Ndakhala ndikuyesera kwa nthawi yayitali. Ndapeza NoFap ndi YBOP kumapeto kwa 2012, pomwe ndidazindikira kuti PMO inali nkhani yayikulu pamoyo wanga ndipo imafunika kuthana nayo. Ndikukumbukira nthawi imeneyo, ndinali wofunitsitsa kuti ndisiye izi. Ndisanapeze NoFap ndayesera kuthana nayo ndi chipembedzo komanso chikondi cha platonic (chomwe ndichonso chakupha, koma ndinali wachichepere kwambiri kudziwa). Izo sizinagwire ntchito, mwina chifukwa sindinadziyese ngati munthu wopembedza. Koma ndapeza yourbrainonporn.com khomo latsopano linali lotseguka patsogolo panga. Pomaliza ndapeza gwero lazidziwitso lomwe lingandithandizire pa sayansi. Inde, ndikunena sayansi chifukwa ngati simunasambe makanema asanu ndi limodzi ndikukulimbikitsani kuti mutero. Nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndinaziwona ndinachita mantha, zolaula ndizovuta, zomwe mwatsoka anthu ambiri amanyalanyaza kuwonongeka kwake (ena a iwo amakhulupirira kuti ndizopindulitsa).
Komabe ndili ndi chidwi cholimbana. Sizinali zophweka mukudziwa, mukamapangitsa kuti thupi lanu likhale ndi mwayi wosavuta kumakupemphani kuti mupeze zambiri mukasiya mwadzidzidzi kumupatsa. Ndalimbikitsidwa. Kuyesera koyamba kunatenga masiku 28. Zomwe zinali zolemba kwa ine kale. Ndikukhulupirira kuti kupambana kumatheka chifukwa cholephera pafupipafupi ndikuyesetsa. Ndinalephera nkhondoyi koma sindinataye mtima. Ndipo izo zinali kuyamba kumene. Ndikuvomereza kuti kuyambira nthawi imeneyo mpaka pano, ndimakhala ndi zovuta, panali nthawi yomwe ndimakhala ndi PMO tsiku ndi tsiku, kumenyera masiku a 10, kulephera kachiwiri, kumenya pang'ono, kulephera kachiwiri. Ndipo ndidasunga kuzungulira uku. Izi ndizovuta kwambiri zomwe zimakulepheretsani (ndizo kryptonite, monga anthu amanenera). Koma sindinataye mtima kuti ndidzagonjetsa tsiku limodzi ndikukhala munthu wabwinoko. Ndazindikira kuti ndimadziona kuti ndine wopambana pazinthu zambiri m'moyo wanga, ndipo PMO sayenera kuloledwa kukhala ndi ngakhale pang'ono. Chifukwa chake ndidayesetsa kuti ndichotse. Ndizofunika kwambiri.
Ndikumva bwino kuposa kale lonse. Ndikumva kuti magawo onse amthupi mwanga ndi m'maganizo mwanga adalumikizana kukhala chinthu china ndipo ndatulutsa kuthekera kwanga.
Tsopano ndingakupatseni malangizo kwa inu omwe mukuvutika:
- Kungoti muli ndipo mukuwerengabe izi, zikutanthauza kuti mukutsimikiza za izi. Choyamba chomwe ndinganene ndikutsimikiza kuti mumavomereza izi. Ndinu mwamuna / mkazi wabwino kale. Inu mulidi pa njira yoyenera, ndi nthawi yokha kufikira mutakhala ndi zomwe mukufuna, ngati simutaya mtima.
- Ili ndiye langizo lofunika kwambiri lomwe ndingakupatseni: Pezani china chake chabwino kwambiri m'moyo wanu, zitha kukhala zilizonse, ntchito yatsopano / kukwezedwa, kumaliza maphunziro, chikondi chatsopano, chilichonse, ndikugwiritsa ntchito mphamvuzi kuyesayesa kwanu kupambana nkhondoyi. Kwa ine ndinali ndi mwayi wokhala kunja ndipo ndinagwiritsa ntchito mphamvuzi ndikusintha kwa moyo kuti ndikulitse chifuniro changa mpaka tsiku la 90th. Nthawi yomweyo, musalole kuti mphamvu zoyipa zizilamulira ndikugwiritsanso ntchito ngati chowonera.
- Osatengera zolephera mozama kwambiri. Mukachira mwachangu manyazi, olakwa chifukwa chololera chilakolako, mudzakhala wofulumira kuyambiranso mzere watsopano. Pitilizani kuyang'ana mtsogolo. Zindikirani zomwe mwachita, osati zomwe mwataya.
Ndizomwezo anthu, ndikuyembekeza mutha kusangalala ndi izi. Ndipepesa ngati kulembako sikuli bwino chifukwa ndikudziwa kuti ndilibe mphatso yolemba. Komanso Chingerezi sichilankhulo changa choyamba. Ngati muli ndi mafunso, ndemanga zoti muchite mobwerezabwereza ndiyesetsa kuyankha. Khalani amphamvu.
LINK - Awwwwww yeah !!!! Lipoti la tsiku la 90th
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