Pafupifupi chaka chapitacho, ndinayamba kumva zovuta zomwe zimachitika chifukwa chogwiritsa ntchito zolaula pafupipafupi. Ndidayamba kukhala ndi ED poyesera kukhala naye paubwenzi ndipo zidamupangitsa kuti amve ngati linali vuto lake kapena ngati pali vuto ndi iye. Ndalemba a positi pafupifupi miyezi itatu yapitayo za momwe anali thanthwe langa ndipo ndinali ndizokwanira panthawiyi. Amatanthauza chilichonse kwa ine padziko lapansi lino, chifukwa chake ndimafuna kusintha.
Nditafika pamenepo, pamapeto pake ndinadziuza mumtima kuti, "Ndikukwatira pakadutsa masiku 90, ndipo ndikufuna kukhala woyera kwa iye." Zinali zovuta kwa ine. Ndinkafuna kusiya zizolowezi zoipa kwambiri ndipo ndinkafuna kuwona ngati ndingathe kumuthandiza iye komanso banja lathu. Ndipo mpaka pano ndizabwino kwambiri ... Beji yanga imati masiku 104, koma zakhala masiku pafupifupi 77. Sindinayang'ane zolaula kapena chilichonse cholimbikitsa pankhaniyi ndipo sindichiphonya. Ndikukwatira mwezi umodzi kuyambira lero, ndipo chifukwa cha nofap, ubale wathu sunakhale wolimba.
Zabwino zonse zomwe gulu lathu limalankhula ndizowona ndipo zandichitira. Ndili ndi testosterone yambiri, moyo wathu wogonana sunakhalepo wabwinoko, ndili ndi TONI yodzidalira kwambiri, ndipo koposa zonse, ndiwonyadira mamuna yemwe ndakhala. Amadziwa kulimbana kwanga kosalekeza ndipo akudziwa kuti ndidayambitsa izi kwa ine ndekha.
Ndikumva ngati munthu watsopano ndipo sindikufuna kubwerera momwe zinthu zimakhalira kale. Njira yanga yofikira patali YOSAKHALA YOPHUNZITSIRA, osayang'ana chilichonse chosangalatsa chifukwa ndikudziwa zomwe zimandichitira, ndikusiya kompyuta yanga ndi foni momwe ndingathere ndikamaliza ntchito. Mwamwayi, ndikakhala ndikulakalaka ndikubwera, ndimatha kusowa mawu abwinoko, ndikhale mkazi wanga yemwe ndidzakhale posachedwa. Ndipo popeza ndakhala ndikuchita nofap, ndizowongoka zanyama m'chipinda chogona.
Ndili ndi ulemu waukulu kwa iwo omwe akuyenda molimba mtima ndipo ndikufuna kukupatsani moni anzanu omwe simukuwagwiritsa ntchito chifukwa sindingaganize momwe zovuta za nofap zingakhalire popanda kumasulidwa ndi zina zofunika. Ndikufunanso kuthokoza anthu am'derali pondithandiza kukhala munthu wabwino, mwamuna wabwino wamtsogolo, komanso bambo wabwino wamtsogolo wa ana anga. Kwa iwo omwe akuthandizira pazomwe zayambika ndikukambirana pano, kuchokera pansi pamtima wanga, ZIKOMO. Sindikadatha kufika patali popanda subreddit iyi, ndipo ndikukonzekera kupitiriza ulendowu mpaka nditapuma. Ndizofunika kwambiri.
LINK - Masiku 104 mu… izi zasintha moyo wanga kukhala wabwino.
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