"Osamapemphera kuti mukhale moyo wosalira zambiri, pempherani kuti akupatseni mphamvu kuti mupirire zovuta"
-Bruce Lee
Mwawerenga kambirimbiri, ndakhala ndikuonera zolaula kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 13. Ndimalola kuti likhale ndi mphamvu pa ine kwanthawi yayitali. Mpaka miyezi itatu mchaka changa cha 3st mu February ndidapeza tsamba lofunikira kwambiri m'badwo wathu. YBOP. Ndidadya zonse zomwe ndikadatha, Zinali zosangalatsa kupeza njira yopita. Kungoti tsopano ndimayenera kukwera.
Ndidapanga sabata imodzi ndikutsatilanso koopsa komanso kulumikizidwanso kumoto.
Kenako ndidapanga kuti mwezi umodzi ndi theka ndikutsatiridwa ndi kuluma ndikugwera kumoto.
Ndidapanga masabata a 3 ndiye ndidatsitsa, Kulakwitsa misala poganiza kuti zinali bwino ku MO.
Kenako ndidazipanga pafupifupi mwezi umodzi kuti abwere MO wanga wina, kenako MO wina posatengera izi. ndi wina.
Lero ndidakwanitsa masiku pafupifupi 90 kuyambira PMO, koma kwa ine zinkamveka kuti palibe chomwe chasintha. Ndinkalota ndimavota nthawi zonse kumandichititsa kuti ndizimva ngati zoyipa, chifunga cha Ubongo chinali champhamvu komanso zisonyezo zakuchotsera komwe kulipira kulimbika. Ndilibe ntchito pamene ndimasamukira ndipo ngakhale kuyesayesa kosalekeza sikunathe kusintha mkhalidwewo. Ndavutika kulumikizana ndi anzanga chifukwa ndimamvadi ngati gehena pakali pano. Tsopano mukuganiza kuti bwanji kuti nkhani iyi ndi nkhani yopambana?
Lero ndikochita bwino kwambiri. lero, Zonsezi zidakhala kuti takhala pansi ndikuwonera namondwe ndikumva mwamtheradi pathanthwe Ndabwereranso. Kamodzi kokha, ndinamva kuwawa kwambiri, kuposa momwe ndimakumbukira ndikumverera nditayambiranso. Ndinapita kutchire mano ndipo sindinathe kudziyang'ana ndekha pagalasi. Mwachilengedwe ndimayenera kusamba, motero ndidalumphira m'madzi ozizira. Ndipo ndidayamba kuseka mwachipongwe. NDIKUKHALA NDI SHOWER YOSANGALATSA YOPHUNZITSA NDIPONSO NDIPONSO NDIPONSO NDIPONSO NDIPONSO NDIPONSO NDIPONSO NDIPONSO NDIPONSO NDIPONSO NDIPONSO NDIPONSO NDIPONSO NDIPONSO NDIPONSO NDIPONSE
Chifukwa cha kuseka kotereku, izi zidayamba kuyenda bwino, kuzindikira momwe zimakhalira zoseketsa kuti ndinalola mantha obwerezanso kuyendetsa mkwiyo wanga kwa nthawi yayitali, tsiku lililonse ndakhala ndikuopa kuyambiranso. tsiku ndi tsiku ndimatha mphamvu zanga zonse kuchotsedwa kwa ine, chifukwa ndimawopabe. Mukuwopa kwanga ndakhala ndikuganiza kuti sindinabwerenso konse. Koma posamba ija ndidazindikira kuti nditha kupita masiku enanso a 100, ndidavomereza kuti ndikhala ndi zochotsa komanso zingwe zowoneka bwino komanso zolakalaka ndi zolimba muubongo ndikumverera ngati zoyipa, mwina mtsogolomo ndidzamva kugonjera koyipitsitsa ndipo ndati zibweretseni ku fucker ya amayi. Koma ndikudziwa tsopano kuti ndili ndi mphamvu zokwanira kuthana nazo, ndipo ndimalize mpaka pamapeto.
Masiku 90 apitawo nditabwereranso kwa PMO komaliza ndimadzimva kukhala wowopsa komanso wofooka komanso wopanda pake. Nthawi ino ndidayamba kuseka chifukwa chizolowezi chopusacho sichikhala ndi mphamvu pa ine. Ndipo nthawi ino sindikuopa zomwe chizolowezichi chingandichite ndikadzakhumudwa chifukwa ndikudziwa kuchokera pansi pamtima mphamvu zanga zomwe ndili nazo tsopano. Ndikuzindikira kuti zomwe ndimafuna nditayamba kuyambiranso zinali zopanda nzeru ngati zakumva zomwe zinganditeteze ku zowawa. Kumva komwe ndimafuna kunali ngati dopamine mkulu. Chowonadi ndichakuti sindinapeze izi, M'malo mwake ndadulidwa kumoto ndipo ndimamva mphindi iliyonse ya izo. koma NDILI WAMPHAMVU KUTI NDITSOGOLE NDI ZOPUWA. Ndizodabwitsa.
Ndikukhulupirira kuti wina apezapo kena kake, ndikhulupilira kuti mutha kuwona momwe ndapezera. Sindidutse mkuntho komabe, Ndili ndi bwato lamphamvu kwambiri komanso ladzaza ndi mphepo. Ndikukupemphani anzanu kuti muwone kuchira kwanu monga lero, Kuti muzidzikonda nokha chifukwa cha zomwe mwakumana nazo. Musalole kuti mantha a PMO akhale ndi mphamvu pa inu. PMO si kanthu, Ndinu Chilichonse.
Zikomo powerenga Zakhala zosangalatsa kugawana nanu. Kupita masiku enanso a 100.
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