Wamwamuna wazaka za 17, adayamba kuyambira nthawi iyi Januware 1st, adasinthiratu kangapo panthawi imeneyi, koma chonsecho ndimakhala wokondwa chifukwa cha zovuta zomwe ndili nazo tsopano. Chifukwa chake monga mutuwo ukunena, ndimataya mtima anzanga omwe ndimawadziwa zaka 11-12 (kuyambira kindergarden).
Izi ndizoseketsa kwambiri munjira imodzi, popeza tonse tili pafupi kwambiri ndipo timayankhula zambiri, ndipo ndinanena kuti sizolimbikitsa, MUMALANDIRA MALO OGWIRITSIRA NTCHITO, MUKUKHALA WOSAKHALA WOSAVUTA, WAKUKHALA NDI MANKHWALA OTSATIRA IYO, ndi zina zotero.
Onsewa adayesa. (ndili ndi abwenzi 6) onse alephera sabata limodzi. Tinakumananso ndipo anati, ah bullsiht yake, osati kukula ndi kovuta kwambiri, kumera kamodzi kapena kawiri pa sabata sikungapangitse chinthu chachikulu. Ndipo kotero tidapitilizabe ndi miyoyo yathu, ndinayamba kusiya kuwalimbikitsa ndi chinthu cha nofap ichi chifukwa sindinawone zolimbikitsa pamaso pawo.
Tsopano lolani kupita ku gawo losangalatsa. Munthawi yanga ya nofap ndinasintha A LOT, mosakaikira kwambiri zomwe zasintha m'moyo wanga mpaka pano, ndinayamba kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi, maphunziro akhala akuchita bwino, atsikana amandikonda kwambiri kuposa anzanga (ngakhale sindinachite bwino kwambiri munthu wotentha kwambiri m'gulu lathu) ndimakhala ndi masewera, ndimawerenga kwambiri, ndikulimba mtima, ndimalankhula malingaliro anga, ndimasinkhasinkha, ndimawonetsero ozizira, mumamvetsetsa, makamaka ndimachita chilichonse chomwe munthu wodalirika ayenera kuchita ngati atha akufuna kukhala moyo womwe akudziwa kuti angathe kukhala nawo.
NKHANI YOSAVUTA KUKHALA PAKATI PA PANO
Timakumana kunyumba kwa anzanga, monga mwachizolowezi timasewera, ndikumwa zakumwa zoledzeretsa pang'ono ndikusangalala, kumvera nyimbo, mwina kuitanira atsikana ena, phwando lokoma Loweruka. Pali anthu ngati 10-11 pamenepo, ndipo pakati pa chisangalalo, mzanga woledzera wayamba kulankhula za ine. Ndisezizira bwanji, wolimba mtima, wanzeru, wothamanga, komanso kuti zimamuvuta. Adanenanso mchilankhulo chathu kuti "Iwe ndiwe wabwino kwambiri, sindimakonda" zomwe zimapangitsa chidwi cha aliyense mchipinda, zimangokhala chete, ndipo aliyense akundiyang'ana. Mnzanga wina akuwonjezera kuti "Sakusowa kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi kuti akhale ndi paketi sikisi, ndikuyesera zaka zitatu ndikuyesabe kuchuluka" ndipo pomaliza mnzake amapita "eya… ndikadangokhala ndi ubongo wake, pamenepo silikanakhala vuto limodzi pamoyo wanga sindinathe kulithetsa ”.
Ndangokhala pamenepo ngati WTF? Nthawi zambiri ndimakhala munthu wodzichepetsa pankhani yopambana, koma panthawiyo zinali zowonekeratu, anali ndi nsanje ndi zomwe ndili nazo, nsanje ndi zomwe ndili, ndikuwonekeratu, ndinali wabwino kuposa iwo. Sabata yotsatira sanandiyitane kuti ndikacheze nawo koyamba muzaka, ndinawona nkhani ya snapchat ya iwo omwe amapita kunyumba kwa atsikana ena, onse, kupatula ine, ndikunena zowona, zidandipweteka kwambiri.
Chifukwa chake eya, lingaliro langa lalikulu ndikufuna kukhumudwitsa apa ndikuti, mukufunikadi kulimba mtima kuti muyambirepo, mukufunika kulimba mtima kuti musinthe moyo wanu, kotero ngati kuyesa kwanu kapena kungoyambitsa, dzithandizireni, chifukwa mukuwona kuti ena sangathe yendani, anthu ena ali abwino kwambiri polankhula.
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