Ndachiritsa kwambiri ndipo thupi langa lasintha kwambiri kuchokera kuzomwe ndinazunzidwa zaka zambiri. Zolaula, maliseche, kumwa, kugwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo, komanso kusasamala zaumoyo kunandiika pachiyeso chomwe ndimaganiza kuti sichingavulidwe komanso kusowa chiyembekezo.
Koma chilengedwe chimapirira. Olimba mtima kwambiri. Thupi laumunthu ndi gawo lachilengedwe motero limawonetsa kulimba mtima kwambiri. Zaka mamiliyoni ambiri chisinthiko chachipangitsa kuti chikhale champhamvu komanso chosinthika koma chimasunga ulalo wolimba ku kudziwika kwake koyambirira. Zaka zambiri zoyipa, zolaula komanso mankhwala osokoneza bongo zimapweteketsa ndikupitilirabe, koma chodabwitsa chake momwe miyezi ingapo yachisangalalo ingathetsere zowonongeka.
Lero ndasiya zolaula, kuseweretsa maliseche, kumwa mowa, kugwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo komanso kusuta. Ndasiya kugona ndi kudya modetsa nkhaŵa. Ndasiya kukhala ndi moyo wa mbatata ndipo ndili ndi thanzi labwino kuposa nthawi zonse (kupatula zaka zoyambirira za moyo wanga). Khungu langa ndi lowoneka bwino, maso anga akubaya ndipo tsopano ndine mwamuna weniweni. Ndili ndi mphamvu zamoyo. Sindiopa anthu. Ndiyimilira ndikuwunyadira ndekha. Ndine wankhondo, ndipo tsiku lina nanunso mudzakhala.
Mutha kuchita izi anyamata. Mwina simuyenera kusiya kuseweretsa maliseche kwamuyaya. Koma zolaula. Iyenera kupita. Zizolowezi zoipa ziyenera kupita. Onse a iwo. Wotsiriza aliyense. Vomerezani miyezi ingapo ya gehena. Mudzathokoza nokha pambuyo pake. Miyezi ingapo ya gehena, ndipo mumakhala ndi chisangalalo kwazaka zambiri. Mumachita masamu.
Lero sindikusiya NoFap. Ndipo ndikusiya reddit. Komanso ndimachoka pa intaneti kupatula maimelo ndi magwiridwe antchito. Ndikuwona kuti sindikufunikiranso. Ndimakhala moyo weniweni ndi anthu enieni tsopano. Ndimalumikizana ndi anthu enieni omwe ndimawadziwa ndipo ndikufuna kukhala ndi ubale weniweni ndi anthu. Koma ndidzakhala othokoza nthawi zonse chifukwa cha NoFap komanso magulu azolaula. Analimbikitsa kusintha kwanga.
Monga mawu ena otsanzikana, timamva zomwe msirikali wakale wazaka 98 (WW2) adandiuzapo podutsa. Ndinakumana naye paulendo wochokera ku New York kupita ku Berlin zaka zingapo zapitazo. "Palibe chomwe chingakuthandizeni kuposa inu nokha. "Mnyamatayu adakhala moyo munkhondo ziwiri, zipolowe komanso nthawi zowopsa. Nthawi ina anali wosuta komanso wamwauchidakwa. Anali munthu woyipa nthawi zina m'moyo wake. Anamenya mkazi wake ndikupweteketsa anthu ambiri pafupi naye. Koma adasintha njira zake ndikupepesa kwa anthu omwe adawakhumudwitsa ndikulapa moona mtima. Ndipo mukuganiza chiyani? Iwo anamukhululukira, aliyense womaliza chifukwa anapezanso ulemu. Onse anali anthu. Tonsefe timalakwitsa. Koma ndizomwe timachita nawo omwe amawerengedwa. Sindikukhulupirirabe kuti anandiuza za moyo wake koma ndikuganiza sizinamukhudze. Iye anali atakhala kale moyo wake. Sindinaganizepo za mawuwo mpaka nditayamba miyezi ingapo ndikusiya zolaula. Ndiyeno zinandigunda ngati galimoto. Zaka zonsezi sindinayeserepo, koma nthawi zonse ndinkalipira ena mavuto anga. Ndidadzipweteketsa ndekha komanso anthu ena. Koma munthu yekhayo amene amafunika kusintha anali ine.
Pangani kusintha kumeneku lero. Ndiwe munthu wabwino mkati. Koma muyenera kuyamba kukhala amodzi kunja chifukwa choti ndizomwe mumawona komanso ena amaziona. Zabwino zonse komanso zabwino.
LINK - Lero ndisiya NoFap pazabwino.
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